@kmfkewm - Have you ever tried 25i? I know you said you want to dodge the new research chemicals as some of them are totally horrific, but Tyl3r's 25i seems spot on (not to mention cheap in a good way) and really consistent product. Not advertising too much for him but he's probably my preferred domestic vendor of them all.Quote from: SelfSovereignty on May 17, 2013, 12:35 amFirst drug I ever tried was alcohol. Then ritalin. Then adderall. Then weed, LSD, and shrooms. Then later MDMA, PCP, coke, meth, pharmies... and anything else anybody could get, basically.Stopped everything but amphetamines after a year or two of pretty constant drug use; just lost my taste for it all slowly, and when things finally blew up I just stopped one day. Still take meth daily though. I use it more like a medication than a drug, honestly, but I definitely abuse it now and again -- not trying to claim I don't.Basically I always wanted to try every drug in existence when I was like 10 or 11. Little did I know just how fucking impossible that really is... anyway, I got into drugs because of a self destructive love for the glamor of hopelessness; if that makes any sense at all. Stuck with the meth because it helps me think, but I'm still attracted to what's harmful. No idea why. It's just kind of who I am for whatever reason.This is a bit of an unusual suggestion, but have you ever tried modafinil? I know somebody who was addicted to meth for many years and he seems more eager to get his pill of modafinil these days than actual meth which kind of works for him given he originally got hooked on meth for studying. Just a passing thought on that since modafinil has an lower toxicity than caffeine.Quote from: BYSD on May 17, 2013, 07:31 amI have a fair few insane stories to tell but my boredom hasnt led to me wapping out the old revolver for a quick game 'o' russian roulette as of yet.I'll have a read about Graham Greene, thanks StExo :)Haha, the same here I feel, doing stupid stuff for the purpose of doing it because there is not much else to do. It's why I couldn't be a reserved person, I'm quite outgoing, sociable and some would describe me as an adrenalin junkie, I personally just think that you shouldn't limit yourself by unreasonable fears and taking a chance is healthy for you at times.