Quote from: BYSD on May 16, 2013, 11:28 pmI had dabbled in my youth, mostly meph, ket and MD i tried as hard as i could to give weed a chance but it never agreed with me.i had a couple of trips down south to try and establish whether i would like to move down there and tried mushrooms, acid and dabbled in other areas..i think what mostly attracted me was the boredom and complacency of sober life (not to say i didn't have quite a good and social life), this may have been my downfall to some degree because now i feel depressed when i can't escape the grind. now i am left wondering what to do ::)You need to research a guy called Graham Greene who was a bit of a bored character, he was a novelist but when he was younger liked to live life by chance so ended up doing some pretty stupid stuff, like at the age of 16, bored, took a revolver from his house, walked out into the woods and played Russian Roulette with himself. Given the revolver had a 6 round capacity and he spun in 5 times and clicked 5 times, you can probably see he really was bored. Died at 86 thought xD