Quote from: YOABC123 on June 19, 2013, 08:44 amQuote from: harpua25 on June 19, 2013, 07:39 amWas just taking a trip down memory lane by checking out the early days of this thread and realized that about a year and a half ago I made the ninth post. There are now almost 8,000. That's a lot of tweaked-out posting for one thread.Haha. I remember going back over some of my old posts with my old username from way back .. the few that had been quoted (coz I got that deleted when I was paranoid or some shit) and I must say I really was that fucked up that I didn't even remember half the posts I was writing or what I was saying.I missed those times of when I was using a lot so I want to relive them again as looking back, I really was in a world of my own .......ABCReally? You miss it? Interesting... for awhile I was regularly going 4 days or even 5 just repeatedly again and again, and God damn was I fucking retarded half the time... I mean I was just all over the fuckin' place. Misunderstood social queues, didn't follow conversations, typos all over... I mean not that I'm a paragon of reason and responsibility today or anything ::)But I really don't miss that. Besides, it's harder and harder to stay up past 2-3 days without going through more gear than I afford to buy... though I still use every day. Maybe the difference is you're talking about using every day, and I'm talking about going at it a little harder than that. I dunno. I still find it interesting that you have a sense of nostalgia about it.Frankly I don't miss waking myself up screaming for no reason except a pointless panic attack after an hour or two of sleep. Life sucks enough already, I don't need to make it any worse... Or am I the only one who was prone to that level of fear and anxiety on comedowns on 5 day runs? Oh, I forgot... I'm the only nut around who doesn't take more drugs to make crashing easier. Just me then I guess ::)By the way, got a very poor order from Chaletla recently. Like, total waste of coins. This was last week, maybe a touch further back. So somebody remind me, who are we favoring these days; FirstClassFix is it?