When I found SR 9 or 10 months ago, I didn't do more than lurk for a couple of months. Then I started posting, and finally understood why everybody's always on Facebook or Twitter or whatever the fuck people use these days.It's interesting though... at first I felt very at home; too many people around these days to really feel like a community the same way, but it turns out what I'm addicted to is being me. I always try to be honest and sincere, but my DoC is a part of me. It's a piece of who I am. I'm hesitant to admit just how large a piece it really is, but for better or worse, that's the reality of it and I have to lie about that professionally. I do so hate insincerity... but I hate being destitute and with no job offers even more.You know the Matrix, at the end... when Neo's fighting Agent Smith and he's on the subway tracks, and in response to "goodbye, Mr. Anderson," he just says "my name... is Neo!" I realized the other day that's almost exactly how I've ended up feeling. Anybody who's read my posts knows me better than anyone who actually sees my face when I'm talking to them. So hi. My name is SS, and I'm addicted to being able to admit this is who I choose to be.This is me, and I'm okay with that. It's too bad so many people aren't.