Quote from: Theaides on March 25, 2013, 01:36 amQuote from: Snoopish on March 02, 2013, 12:06 pmQuote from: zipstyle on February 27, 2013, 07:49 amtocadisco, I personally use Buy-pharma.com often and it's quite good. Shipping is a bit slow, so definitely place your orders accordingly. It is legit and has memantine at good prices. While you're on there, look into etizolam for the comedown (though if you have enough GHB left you probably won't need it) and mirtazepine for sleep and mood stabilization. An alternative to mirtazepine that doesn't induce sleep but is a very effective antidepressant is stablon. In order to notice a significant change in tolerance, you need to stop taking the amphetamine for 2-3 days WHILE taking the NDMA antagonist 2 times a day. Then when you go back to your stim dose, you should notice that you need much less to achieve the same effects. So start lower than what you took the previous time. I hope that helped :)I'm trailing a little behind in this thread but just wanted to give you a shout and say thanks for your information. Definitely some information I was not aware of and I appreciate it. Also, you mentioned earlier about something missing when away from meth and I have to agree--meth and opiates are the two things I've taken (but more especially meth) really leave me with a gap of some sort that makes me feel...like less when I'm not doing it. I've kept my dosages minimal/none for a week or so and it's a bit of a downer. I mean, I limit myself to ensure I'm not just abusing the shit out of the stuff but at the same time a bad day or a rough day or a long day leaves me feeling like shit and I can't help but think "if I had done or if I do a little meth...I'd be feeling so much better"Ah man. I'm getting all depressed and lousy feeling (not drug-related[for the most part]--just been a rough few weeks) just thinking about staggering through these days without taking help when I have access to it.Anyways, good info Zip. Thanks for your posts. Cheers,SnoopishI vaguely remember your first threads about meth and how you were just using it for productivity and studying. I had this feeling in the back of my mind you'd get sucked in deeper.Well I kind of went down the same road, I get the interest initially, you start slow, get a feel that the drug is actually not "as bad as you thought" and that you could work it into your life for the utility and not recreation. Three months later you realize you're fiending the shit out of it.Either way it may feel like a void in your life returned when you try to quit, thats because you naturally will feel depressed for a week or two if you've been using a lot. I had to sweat out a week of pure emotional hell. I ended up using oxy and weed a lot to curb the horrible feeling. The first day after stopping was manageable, but shit...the 2nd morning I literally felt crippled and could not keep myself from passing out and calling in sick. It wasn't a withdrawal, I knew it was just the end result of fucking up all the dopamine in my brain. After that day of hell I had to pop opiates to curb the headache and general feeling of uselessness. I used weed when I could (not at work) -- so that I didn't have to keep using oxycodone. The next 4 or 5 days were not that bad to make it through, just generally felt a strong craving for it. Then another week of that and suddenly I felt normal again. Literally felt like meth was no longer important to my well being, I was able to think more clearly for the first time in months, you literally don't realize what that shit was doing to your head and just your very being. I lost like 5 lbs, was very noticeably looking strung out and unrested/undernourished, it never occurred to me beacause the drugs were making me feel like everything was perfect in the world. I know 5 lbs isn't dramatic, and I'm making it sound much more so than it was. But I was noticing the change, luckily no one else noticed it as much as I did. And then I decided I needed to stop before I became something I had feared all along. I'm now in perfectly great health, I look so much better now that I gained the weight back (not hard, you get hungry as fuck when you come off the meth for a week or so...), I started eating healthy, exercising, and focusing my attention on positive hobbies again.It's only a month now since I quit, but I'm more than content staying away from this drug for a long time, -- I know I'm gonna do it some time in the future, there's no doubts. But I can't let myself buy it ever again until I've fully understood how much respect it requires to keep under control.That's literally the textbook definition of withdrawal. It's not as bad as dope, but it's a very real withdrawal. It isn't just dopamine depletion, it's your entire nervous system bottoming out because you had it in overdrive for so long it started expecting you to keep it there forever. But you didn't. Shame on you ;)@FroggyFrog: your avatar and intellect make me want to remind you how much fun debauchery really is. Fortunately for all of us, I'm a gentleman. I also find your generalizations about regular amphetamine users repulsive. Still, there's something to be said for hedonism -- I mean why else would someone find themselves here if not in the pursuit of hedonism...?