I am so sorry. I am so sorry you have to feel this way... and that there's nothing I can do. I would have enjoyed talking to you more. Any time, feel free to say hi. You're wrong, by the way. Your life has as much (or as little) worth as anyone elses. I don't know who has told you what, but they're wrong. I'm smart, right? Well I say it's true, and I'm smart, so it must be right -- right? :P ... bad joke. Feel better, KitKat. By the way... when your kidneys fail, you generally live for several days. You get very sick, and very weak, and it's not very pleasant I hear.