Quote from: jpinkman on January 20, 2013, 07:15 amI don't think someone like ptwak would do well in today's market. Back then there were only 4 or 5 vendors and they were all flakes to a greater or lesser degree.That's an interesting point; I hadn't really considered how poorly some older vendors would probably do these days... though I really can't blame him (or anyone else); even on meth, amp, and a gallon of caffeine, the only things that I ever get done in a timely manner are the things that I have at least some desire to get done. I can finish a month long project in a week and deliver something better than was asked for. I enjoy doing it, too.Then I get bored. It's right about then that I realize my dishes haven't been washed for a week and a half and I have no plate to eat my food off of tonight. Nor anything any person would reasonably call "still edible." I just don't think I was really ever meant to grow up. I sucked at being an adult before it happened, when it happened, and I'll probably still suck at it when I die.Either way, I'm still stuck with my lack of perfection in that and so many, many other ways... So to PTwak and anybody like us -- fuck it. It's only money: as long as you have enough to eat, keep a roof, and stay high, who cares. Easier said than done though, isn't it.