Quote from: toejammer on December 24, 2012, 05:03 amWell since Self threw me under the bus there for a moment.I'm truly sorry for whatever I did that amounted to that. Sincerely. I also have no idea what you were talking about. Frankly, last week was... not good. Somehow I stopped being able to tweak. I ended up taking so much in so short a time period that I nearly lost the ability to speak. Last week is really just a mess in my mind; I can't remember anything clearly enough to say much about it.I got my answer, at least: you cannot do 2-4 day runs forever. There truly does come a point when you will no longer be able to tweak. I must have eaten more than 2 grams in a few hours trying to get there, and it just didn't happen. Personally, I think half a gram a day is the absolute maximum anyone should ever allow themselves to take. Factor in how self destructive and retarded I am, and you get basically 250mg a day. Incase anyone else was wondering if there's a limit to tolerance, or if it only goes so high -- you will lose your mind and end up like a faces of meth picture before your tolerance maxes out (if it ever even does).Yes. Even you, Mr. "but I seem to be somehow immune to all this shit other people talk about." So am (was) I. And I say to you: breaks are, unfortunately, a fucking necessary thing.Toejammer: yes, I said I love you all. I hate to think of anyone alone during the holidays. I've seen very dark places in my life, and I wanted to make anyone who had to be in one during the holidays feel a little better. Besides, I do feel a sense of kinship with you all. I threw my hat in with drugs years ago by deciding I was going to live my life tweaked or not at all -- nowhere else can I come out and say that, and not end up ostracized. That makes me care about the people here, for better or worse.