Before anybody starts getting a worrying thought about it, Kush411 might be changing his public key. I'm just posting about it early because I'm not around every minute of the day lately and a lot of paranoia can get stirred up in a couple of days... annnd, I'm the reason he may be changing it (no, nothing like that -- I just mentioned his bit-count is a little low for protecting against government level resources, basically).So if he does, don't get the wrong idea. It's all good.I don't want to drag anyone down, so skip this if you're not in the mood, but I really want to know. Why do you all choose to stay with meth? I mean sincerely? I make no judgments, I do it every day more or less -- but I don't really know why anyone else does. Yes, I know it isn't as bad as they say, but it's the only drug I choose to pay the price for -- and even if it isn't as high as it's supposed to be, the price is pretty damn high....Whatever. I'm crashing and it's getting hard not to be as bleak as I feel -- ignore me. Not out to depress people. Seriously though, somebody either msg me or make him answer me himself if they see dkmonk. I mean just to say he's still breathing. I know everybody dies, and a lot of us will probably die a lot sooner than most because of the way we live... but I dunno. I just hate to think he might have really left in the mood he seemed to be in. In that place by himself. I wish I could have at least given him somebody to talk to on the way out, or the way into custody, or wherever the fuck he is. I seem to be taking it as a hard reminder that maybe none of us can keep it up forever. Really seems like it sometimes though, doesn't it.Oh well. Guess it doesn't matter much when it's all said and done.... yes, that would be my queue -- time to come down. Take it easy guys.