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Discussion => Newbie discussion => Topic started by: tvhawaii on March 14, 2013, 01:34 am
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getting some sodium pentobarbital. If anyone can help, I'd be most grateful.
Thank you,
Michael
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As a result of a botched operation at Kaiser I can no longer eat and I-m tired of starving to death. I need info. on how to get sodium pentobarbital.
Im over 70. /Thanks.
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Either here or at [EDIT: removed email address]. I'll make it worth your time.
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Sorry to hear that. Keep an eye out, hopefully there will be some listed soon!
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Thank you. I hope someone helps soon.
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I edited your post to remove your email address - please do not post that publicly, for your own safety!
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Why not buy some pure heroin and go out peacefully? If you're going to use sodium pentobarbital, you gotta at least use a muscle relaxant beforehand so you pass out, i'd imagine having your body shut down in real time in a matter of moments wouldn't be very nice to witness.
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Thank you moderator...new email is [EDIT: email address removed again]
Can I swallow enough Heroin to do the job?
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You cannot / should not post your email address here!
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I didn't know you were trying to commit suicide by overdose.
Man, this breaks my heart to read this. Stay strong man.
If you really want to go, i'd definitely go with some sort of prescription drug or heroin.
I'd like to think that you don't go that route though.
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It sucks that it has come to that. I strongly support everyones right to take full control of their life especially if that means ending the pain. It's not sodium phentobarbital it's Potassium Cyanide. The guy also includes a download to the book "The Final Exit" which should have all the info you need about how to do it if you don't already know. Alternatively if this doesn't work look up an "exit bag" on google and /or look up that book. I'm sorry that you're hurting, brother. Here's the link: http://silkroadvb5piz3r.onion/silkroad/item/62806edf01 Good luck man. Go in peace.
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Michael,
Damn this is fucking ghoulish, but helium seems to be the best way to go. No pain, No vomiting the meds, or missing a vein. It's even said that the brain cannot distinguish Helium from Oxygen, and the decedent goes out in a state of euphoria from the resulting hypoxia. A few bucks at a party supply store is all that it takes..............But you're not going anywhere. I sense that you still hope to regain your ability to eat. I get the feeling that you haven't done everything to resolve this issue. Medical marijuana which can alleviate pain and stimulate appetite is all over SR. There are countless therapies out there to fix what a lame surgeon has fucked up. Hell brother, only getting 70 years would be a gyp. If you could eat like your old self, you would go on living right?
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Last couple days have been hard. Just wanted to thank everyone for their help.
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Helium is best from my own research. I looked into it in case i was ever dying slowly of something years ago after a house episode.
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Last couple days have been hard. Just wanted to thank everyone for their help.
No problem man! Good luck.
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Obviously we don't know your full medical details.. but where the surgeons fucked up, there's a possibility to fix, no? even if you have to take a shitload of cocaine to hide the pain.. (if you have the money) you could do that for as long as you can until the doctor comes up with a solution for you. I'm just saying.. if theres still life in you.. which there clearly is as your communicating with us now... then hold onto it, instead of wasting what you have left with a quick overdose. Your choice though. Just a suggestion.
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i just read today that nitrogen asphyxiation is a very pain-free way to go.
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Last couple days have been hard. Just wanted to thank everyone for their help.
im really sorry to hear that and hope that things get better for you! as people said
im sure you still have some fight in you! but you and only you know the answer to that.
ive known alot of people in your positon and believe that one does have the right to end the
pain if the time is right! but im sure you have friends and family who care about you.
just try to consider who finds you and how if the last resort option happens.
ive seen that really mess up loved ones! anyway sending some blessings your way!
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I've always said if I had a reason to top myself that heroin would be the way to go. Ingest a couple of grams and slowly drift off into nothing. I don't think there's an easier way. If that's what you want to do.