I wasn't implying that you were a scammer - I simply urged people to be cautious whenever threads like this pop up. That said, I hope others have more suggestions for you. It's very possible that even if you live in a conservative state there are still some groups in existence in your area that might be able to help you get access to some medical marijuana. You can also definitely buy from SR, it's just that if you are strapped for cash, it might be more affordable through one of those compassionate care groups.