Haha..nothing I say should astound you...you and I have had private talks and you understand that the "king" persona needs to "leave the "king" at the door" so to speak in this thread. I am just another member that is just like everyone else in here and wants to help a member that is short a few bucks get an order by loaning them the btc so they can do just that! I really respect this thread and everyone it in. The only difference for me (and I am sure there are others in here in my spot) is that I can afford to lend/give coin in here maybe more then others. So #5 really does not apply to me.. So if someone is legit and needs more then a few dollars I have no problem giving it to them and it won't affect me at all. BUT I also want to respect rule #5 and I do not want to put someone else in a spot that would break them. Meaning I loan them to big of an amount and then they can not pay it back. That would be my fault and not the borrower As every single person in here knows...when you really want a drug you will do almost anything. And that includes asking for more then you can handle. And even though your intentions are good...the fact is you can not pay back what you are trying to borrow as you will never be ahead that much. I deal with it IRL all the time. The stories I get for loans are incredible. And I know they can not pay me back...and sometimes I give it to them..knowing they cant pay me back and therefore they will "go away" so it is a "cheap" way to get rid of someone. If I really care about them..I will just give it to them so they do not feel the pressure and they will not be forced to lie to me when the time comes they have to repay. But that is IRL. In here..I never want to put someone in that position. As I want them to feel good about themselves and I want them to get what they need and be able to pay it back. I do not want to force them to have to lie. The beauty of this thing you have created...is it makes people want to be honest. And I always say...your as honest as you can afford to be. I didn't wake up one day with money. I had to hustle for it. I was a broke dick at one point. And I borrowed money..and I did not pay some people back. And I learned my lesson. And I can look back at those that helped me and were my friends..and those that set me up to fail. It is why I would never ask for "juice" though I totally understand why other people would take it. And I have no problem with what others do. It is there business. But for me...I just can not do it. I know they are desperate and they need the help..but in this forum it is so not that serious. It is supposed to be for people that are really just short...not for people that are short the whole order!!LOL... And I actually had a guy PM me that was in this thread and he said---- "I do not want to lie....I am short the whole amount! I am an addict and I need my drugs but I have ruined all my credit IRL and I owe my drug dealers. I have lied to all of them..and my wife. But the fact is this is the last place. And my vendor on here will not front me or give me credit. I must pay him. I need to by heroin. And I just made my last score and I am high right now IRL. I will be out of the drug in 2 days...so if I place an order now..I will get it over nite and I will have it in 2 days...as it is to late to get it out today. I need $300. Of course I could by less but then I will just be out sooner..and I know this will run out too...but it will at least get me through the weekend. And by that time I will find something to sell to pay back one of my drug dealers and start all over again. So is my life. It sucks...and I have a 4 yo daughter. Some father I am. The only good thing is I have a job and so does my wife. So I have not fucked my life away yet. I just need to quit. Will you help m?. So that was not the best message to read..and though I know these people exist...on SR...for the most part..everyone has money...and even those that don't are not on the streets per say...as you need a computer to access. So luckily I do not see those kind of people often..but when I do..it kills me..So anyways...this thread is great because people are not that desperate...people WANT to pay you back ..and the overall tone of this thread is a positive one where there is no bullshit and no egos.We are all just trying to help each other..and I can tell you that the best messages I receive in here are the 3 I have got that start out saying" I sent you back the coin Rx...thank you so much....my order will be here tomorrow thanks to you! Have a great day" I LOVE those and I feel great when reading them.Also with these forums having so much negativity in them and total bullshit(and I KNOW I am in the middle of it)...it is great to come in here and read the love! And it is good to be part of a true community..because even though all of us are in the forums...I really feel like this is a sub forum. And even though "out there" some of us disagree with what or how others say shit....in here...we are all equal. Though some of us might have a couple more coins then the other guy to give.