So I will have been here 1 year in about 20 days as a vendor. So you could say I have seen it all! I do not think any of you.....that are not vendors ....can imagine the total morons and bullshit we have to deal with. I deal with "buyers" like Ilovedeath aka PERKY who are constantly on the scam and are always trying to pull bullshit. And since we really can not ban anyone.... as it takes 1 min to create a new account ...and on this site the only communication is by messaging, I am almost forced to at least read every message. On a bad day I get 100 messages. And all of them I actually answer and do so in a timely manner. So as I am answering messages, I have messages I am actually sending out, conversations that I am having in messages that are sometimes 6+ months old, I am also packaging up shipments, always refreshing the page, dealing with IRL situations and other things. I am also on SR from 12pm to 8pm m-f without fail. I tell you this just to try and paint a picture for you to get the context of what I am about to tell you. I was not going to even comment on this thread as I actually found it amusing and enjoyed that this guy was this annoyed that he made a post in the forums. Also the truth is no one gives a fuck what he has to say!! I know he thought when writing this that everyone would jump on his bandwagon(like he did the Heat) and agree that I am an asshole or dick or whatever...but the truth is I might be all of those! But as a vendor to my customers I am KING. I have the best feedback on Silk Road. I am not saying I am the best vendor as I can actually name other vendors that are awesome also and have great feedback. Even vendors that do not have 100 are great and might have done nothing wrong, yet someone left them a less then 5/5.Also when dealing with so many orders it is possible to be great and sometimes not get a 5/5. That just go's to show you how impressive it is that in almost being here 1 year and having done over 1000 orders (way over LEO;) ) that not to have anything but 5/5 is impressive. If this had been 10 months ago I would have posted on every comment he made and defended myself. As a vendor you MUST defend yourself if someone is going after you. Well I should say as a "new vendor". And 10 months ago I would have been a new vendor. But in this case...this idiot is not even a buyer! He has not dealt with me at all...he is in fact mad because of what I said to him in messages...LOL. So in truth I would not have cared even 10 months ago. As I only care about my customers. Not people that are not my customers. Especially idiots like this guy. I would never allow him to be a customer. EVER. And that bothers him. He actually believes he is someone. He thinks that his 4k in the first month means something. He thinks that because he says he will purchase in the future that I will jump to have him as a customer. He is upset because I do not give a fuck about him. He should be reading this thread and be even more upset that you guys are smart enough to realize that I said nothing wrong and in fact a lot of you would be thinking the same things I said but you are to politically correct to say what I did. Or simply put it is not in your nature to go off on someone. I enjoy it I find humor in it. I like telling the people that believe they are special to FUCK OFF. In this case I piss on this loser. He is insecure and a prick who thinks he is special. Just look how he ends (signature) his posts. He thinks by doing that you will take his side. That you will somehow be bonded. What a fucking loser. He is so fucking phoney.Notice I have said loser 200 times already, it is not enough! To give you the total picture of this moron I would have to call him a loser 900 times. At least. I hate people that think money is impressive. I actually have to respond to him and talk about money so this loser can see the truth. So though I agree what I said is really douche out of context...in context it is not. All of you seem to get it. I actually did not need to respond as everyone that has posted in this thread has seen the light and realizes that I was extremely nice in my first message and that this loser would not take no for an answer. Anyone that has been here for more then 4 months knows that I pull no punches and I take no shit. I do not kiss ass and I call it how I see it. I agree that I might not see things how you do and I might be wrong. But it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to be wrong in this situation as it is just a message with my opinion vs his. These are my words! In a private message between me and him. Now I am no pussy and I could care less that he posted the messages in here. I know others would and all of us know that privacy is NUMBER ONE on here. But as this dumb fuck say's in his opening post...he has been here a month and he does not know shit. And as a vendor I do not hide behind my messages. I don't say one thing in private then another in public. Also what is great is this stupid fuck thought he would post my messages to him and the community would be in an outrage!! There is such a thing as freedom of speech and we all agree that you can say whatever the fuck you want! This pussy though is like the kid in class that would say "I am going to tell the teacher". I hated that fucking kid and I would break my ink pin and throw ink on him without him seeing me do it while all my friends in class would be watching and laughing. Then he would cry(6th grade) and tell on me and I would get sent out of class. Well that is where I wanted to be anyways! So as most of you know I am a US based Rx vendor. I sell mostly in stealth though I am not in stealth mode. I do open everything up every month and I sell out. I sell 2mg Xanax bars, 30mg Roxicodone, 40mg Opana, 100mg MS Contin, 15mg roxicodone, and the drug that starts all of this codeine syrup. I sell these items for 2 weeks max as I sell out every month. I have sold out every month from the very start. I basically have the same customers every month and most have been with me for 6+ months. I have perfect feedback and have never had less then 5/5. I get along and actually consider most of what you would call my competition "friends". I love Silk Road . I am lucky that what I sell is popular and that all the other vendors in my category are cool as shit. You can read my vendor profile and learn right away I take NO SHIT. I make it crystal clear how I do business. Someone said in a response on this thread that I over reacted in the second message..LOL...I didn't over react.I knew how I was reacting..and I was letting him have it on purpose. I feel one of my duties on silk road is to tell people that are fucking idiots...THEY ARE FUCKING IDIOTS In this case...he is. You can all read it for yourself. I know that some of you are sensitive and do not like when you are called an idiot or moron...even when you are one. Well all I can say is don't be one.This guy can not help himself. I hated this guy from his first message. I hate fair weather fans. I hate people that jump on the bandwagon. If this was 2007 his name would have been LAKERSfan. He is a wannabee. The messages he left out are him talking about what a playa he is and how big time he is. He makes me sick. He bugged the shit out of me. Just like the morons who can't read "MINIMUM 20...ALL ORDERS UNDER 20 WILL BE CANCELLED" Then place an order for 5. Then when I message them they say " Oh I didn't read the listing" I wish I didn't sell out of Xanax so I could show you the listing. It is impossible to miss what I am saying. Fuck it..here is the listing..don't try and buy 1 as I had to put 1 for sale just to have it up.....https://silkroadvb5piz3r.onion.lu/silkroad/item/23f4bf7258 So I have had that exact listing for months. You can tell I hate people that don't read. I also hate people that cry like a bitch because you are mean to them. The great part is the people are easy to pick out. The ones complaining are the ones that are to stupid to read the listing. The ones who have FE then came to the forum crying that they got scammed buy a vendor that made them FE. Yes they say made! I could go on but it is off topic As to the use of the N word--- I hate niggers......... If you are stupid enough to not understand racism and think I am being racist...I could care less. I just typed that to get your attention to how stupid it is to use that word like that. The statement just looks stupid. I m not racist but I use words that others consider racist. In private. Like a personal message! Also I am a person that is never offended. I see the forum account that is Ihateniggers or something like that...and I am not offended. On the same token, I think when you use racist words...just to be racist you are ignorant and stupid.But I like freedom of speech and this is not the place to defend the use of the word. I have read those arguments and I understand it is a loaded word. But for arguments sake lets say I am on the Jay Z side of the argument and not that of Oprah.. I see the difference in black people and niggers. If you are offended.I don't give a fuck. Plus I have black friends and they don't care. ( That last sentence is a joke. Not a funny one just one to show how stupid people are as they have used that excuse before to justify their use of the word) I actually can't believe that people act so offended. Why would anyone care about the language I use? I sell fucking drugs on the internet!!!!! You are all ok with that?? I like all racist words ...But I also understand the hurt they cause people and for that reason I do not use those words in my general every day speech. I do use the word to describe......niggers. As soon as I say the word it gives you a visual. It is sad people are so fucking dumb that we can't use that word as it is considered racist. I do not use it to describe black people. But I do use it. I use a lot of other words that I am sure will offend someone. And I don't go around trying to offend people.But again let it be known for the record that I used this word in a private message. I won't have to release a statement later that say's " I am sorry for my insensitive..." NOPE. I can say what I want. Just to put things in perspective and in the correct context... I used the word referring to a message he sent me where he sounded like the most uneducated, straight from the prison yard,nigger. he of course won't post that message and is trying to use anything he can to make me look bad. LOL. Read my vendor profile if you want to be offended. I had a girl tell me that I am eliminating 50% of my buyers because I say girls are dumb in my profile. I also say I hate Canada. People if these things offend you then please buy some more drugs.Why would any of you care what I say? I do not know you. I could never "know" you! People hurting animals should offend you. Michael Vick. People molesting kids should offend you. Sandusky. People that think that because they spend 4k a month that they are big time and I should do what I can to get them as a customer because if I prove to be a good vendor they will come back every month....FUCK YOU HEATfan. Of course you should all realize he does not post every message between us. I could care less. I am just telling you the facts. He has posted the messages that he thinks(he is dumb as fuck don't forget) will lose me customers. LMAO. Perky once lied about me and thought because he was a hero member that he would ruin me. All he did was tell lies. I killed perky. All he did was advertise for me. The thing he did not know or understand is that I am a fantastic vendor. That no one cares about my personal views. No one cares I talk shit to some idiot that bothers me. The truth is I have more buyers then I do product. I always will. Anyone that has done business with me loves me. Anyone who is dumb enough to be bothered by anything I said in these messages can fuck off. When I say I do not care. I really do not care. I only care about getting my product to those who have paid for it. I do that as fast as any vendor on Silk Road. I am only on Silk Road to sell my product. No other reason. Most of you that have been here for more then a month would know that the forums in no way represent the group as a whole. Only a select few post. Even fewer that are not vendors. I have read some post in this thread that are right on. They see it as someone that is crying because he did not get his way. So that is how I used the N word. If you are a black guy I was not talking about you. If you are in prison and are reading this...I was talking about you. Also another thing that annoys the shit out of me is a white guy acting black. The ones wearing a replica jersey, Miami heat hat and taking a drug that they saw in a LIL Wayne video. Sound familiar? "Alex, what is HEATfan ?" So again it is clear to anyone with a brain that this MORON is upset because I didn't care about him. He want's to be a drug dealer. He thinks it is cool. His favorite movie is the Green Hornet but he claims it is Scarface. He posted my private messages to everyone because he thinks it will somehow affect my business. "Alex, what is HEATfan ?" This idiot makes this thread then makes multiple post in it. He is so desperate to get attention by this. I know I am giving him what he wants by posting in this dog shit thread. It was on the 5th page of the rumor section before I posted in it. He still does not understand that people don't care about private messages that do not affect the buying or selling of drugs. He is so out of touch with this community he believes that his words will affect my sales! LOL. Just like my messages to him where I tell him he is a fucking loser nobody that no one likes he actually thinks he will be listened to. I posted in this thread just so no idiot would think by me not posting I must be running or I must be horrified that my private messages with the word nigger got out and now I need to do damage control. The fact is someone that is not my customer told me about this and asked if I had even seen it. They went on to say I would love it, that the OP is so angry and keeps posting in it looking for support and no one is giving him any. I don't give two fucks what this moron has spent. I guess this stupid fuck is too stupid to understand what I said nicely. But as you can tell by his name...he is fucking dumb. And you must have dis stain for people that are front runners or proclaim to be a huge fan because that team just won last year. Nothing worse. So I just have this guy pictured as the loser with the replica jersey and matching hat and in the care his parents bought him.... a convertible mustang when he turned 18 so he thinks he is cool and he believes he is entitled to something special. He is just clearly a total douche bag. And he does not like to hear "no"as he still lives at home and mommy and daddy pay his bills. Now he is too stupid to go to college and he saw a rap video where they drank syrup and living in Miami he thinks drinking syrup is cool. Also this guy does not even do the drug.... he actually is going to buy it from me and resell it. So again I have no respect for him. Also as a vendor I have to take care of customers that made me. Ones that have made purchases from me in the past have priority over any new person PERIOD. This moron didn't understand that.. I made it clear to him that I hate him. That I do not need him. That I do not want him. And that the bottles I have are already spoken for and that I have a waiting list that is 20 people long. And if for some odd reason one of the 5 bottles I have is not purchased by one of the guys that has been buying them since day 1, I then send a message to 1 at most 2 guys and it is sold. Again this is rare. The simple truth is if I could get 50 bottles it would be sold. He even responded like I should be impressed that he has been here a month and spent 4k. I was not.... and I could care less. In fact just the fact he mentioned it was yet another reason to hate this guy! I have customers that have been purchasing Xanax from me for over 6 months and I have a 20 pill minimum and I put that in place about 4 months ago, before that it was a 5 pill minimum. It was meant just to stop the people who want 1 pill...and they will pay express for $20 to try and buy 1 pill.. and I do not want those people as customers... so when I put up that I only sell orders over 20 and all orders under will be cancelled they have contacted me to say they only have enough to buy 8 pills and would I still let them purchase.....and of course I say yes. My point is though I say his 4k is not shit( it is not) I have guys that have been with me forever that only spend 60+ bucks on an order and they might only order 1 time a month. I would choose those guys over this loser every single time. I don't give a fuck how much you have spent on SR. Good for you. But to try and impress me or to try and state you are a serious buyer...lol ( this moron actually said this) based on how much you have spent is just stupid. Also I thank the members that were smart enough to read the post he made and the messages I sent him and understand them. It is clear that at first I am respectful and professional(lol) at first.....but then he bugs me so I let him have it. He does not like that I told him he is a loser(he is). he should be more upset that he made this post! Also realize he did not post every message. He looks even stupider in the ones he didn't post. (impossible) I told this fuck tard I run shit. I told him to just go away and learn the road. He was too stupid. He is now my new Perky. I will kill him off too.