I'm not saying you should murder half of your local LE divinechemicals, but I agree with the motivation behind the concept. Your mental energies are not pointed in the right direction.If you are being attacked or threatened -> you don't get down, you get mad. Fight.Anger and violence can be constructive forces as well as destructive ones. It gives the enemy something to think about. Sure, he might hate me. But his self love for his own life prevents him destroying mine.See, I agree that the occasional suicide can be framed into a symbolic event. That can engage public sympathy occasionally, act as a catalyst to coalesce the general tide of collective opinion (mob rule). But thinking it'll be *your* death, is quite mad. It is grandiose. Sorry, but it's true. There are thousands, tens of thousands of pathetic deaths caused by the DEA directly or indirectly. You'll probably be another statistic. This reminds me of love, the rose tinted glasses perspective, except yours are blue tinted. You got to snap out of that fatalistic narrative and reach out for power and control in some way. This is not a bad thing, society guilt trips people way too much for acting out like this, when it's usually just trying to keep control of their own circumstances in most cases. Negative emotions can be used to create positive things. Look at the Hitler and Gandi, they are not so different in motivation. Both used powerful negative emotions to create or destroy huge parts of the world. Turning kamikaze is extremely unlikely way to change the world, whereas there's a 100% certainty it'll change yours.To put it another way, bitching changes the world. Happy people are utterly useless. Why would a happy person would to change anything? Nah. Intellectually lazy, content with the status quo. Useless. What did Tolstoy say about happy families? But people who get mad, they change the world all the time. They make things more efficient, invent things, destroy things, and that's no bad thing.Get mad!