I have to see with my eyes and hear with my ears. If even 10% of the FBI story is true, then I must abandon my dear dread and throw him under the proverbial bus. If he indeed said, "I should have done it myself." in reference to the murder, then that was his most lucid moment. Yes he should have done it himself. He let his fear control his actions and made many unforgivable mistakes. Drunk on power, yes, blinded by fear, yes, an epic, tragic, flawed hero, yes, yes, yes. Above post co-signed by, Modzi