First of all Holy Shit! The fucking weed is killing your memory! Stopped smoking weed for 4 months! That's a joke Stop for 4 years and you will BEGIN to get your memory back. You need to quit weed immediately and permanently. You will unloack your storehouse of knowledge and stop being a dumbass. All the info is there but you are blocked from access. Then start asking people questions about themselves, their jobs, their opinions. Listen listen listen. Then they will open up and you will gain confidence. They will like you. Go out into the world every day. Compliment everyone you see. Find another drug if you must but weed is not it. Modzi