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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: Locker on September 14, 2013, 12:40 am

Title: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Locker on September 14, 2013, 12:40 am
So here it is, after the long and bumpy road It's time for me to leave.
I have been on this forum for a long time now, and have spoken to some incredible people. The very essence of having access to an anonymous marketplace to buy drugs online was not what kept me here, however much it contributed to my problems and in turn solutions there was always the driving force behind this amazing place, the community. A completely anonymous forum, people from all over the world, of different ages, knowledge, everyone on here is different but we have one thing in common; Our intention and wish for anonymity, a wish to be able to do to ourselves what we please with complete safety and without effecting anyone but ourselves.

The forum; A place where you are able to meet people of all ages, intelligent, funny, smart and generous individuals, with no discrimination upon who, where or even what you are, as there is no need to know. The road has changed my life, both for through the good times and the bad, both causing problems and , although temporary, creating solutions. But now I feel it is time to leave this place for now, although I expect I will be back under another anonymous alias to resort to the kindness and simply just the knowledge, intelligence and advice that the forum holds.
I am leaving to sort my life out. My life is just haphazard, a mess, I get through something,and get knocked right back down; an endless cycle that drugs seem to be the solution to, but I need to get through this on my own. The drugs simply bring up the highs, and then cause a lot more damage on the way down, and I simply cannot handle this at the moment, which is why I need to keep away.

Although I have said otherwise in the past, I joined this site 16 months ago at the age of 13. I was simply an immature child back then, and although you may not have noticed, or even interacted with me the pushing force that is the forum has impacted me massively, causing me to stop fucking around and get on with life. I am sure that you can see why, but If, as someone who believes that they at least contribute to the movement, is known to be a 14 year old, that defeats the lifeblood of the forum, in a way removing the layer of anonymity that makes me continue to use the forum; Being able to be myself and simply interact with other people and escape without being instantly judged. The common assumption of a 14 year old on such a forum is thought of as a stupid, immature child that has found his way onto a 'drug website' and will instantly start posting pictures of the drugs gained by using such a place onto facebook and tumblr, however this could not be further away from me.

I am just interested, given that I have made a fair few contributions to this forum, and I expect that many of you will have seen some of my posts around the forum. Would/Does it surprise you that I am a 14 year old? I am just mentioning such a fact because I would like to know what people would think. It is truly what makes the forum, and I understand I have repeated myself many times but just being able to become part of such a place without being judged by what I do or who I am. I may only be 14 but this last year has been the worst, best, weirdest and just the shittest time of my life. This past year I have been forced to grow up and live for myself, without having to rely on other people. I have started reading into many different books, philosophy, I've ventured into meditation and aim to become a generally knowledgeable individual regardless of who I am. This past year drugs have been a massive part of my life, even in these last 3 weeks I have experienced DMT, LSD, 2CB, Ketamine and Mescaline for the first time in an attempt to rid me of the pain but, although amazing at the time I feel that they have made the hole inside me even bigger.

I've exploited many people's generosity and I truly do feel bad, but I am going to leave you.
If still around, I can't promise I'm not going to be creating another account and building reputation to become a part of something once again, I truly do not know.
This has been a massive write, but if not for you this is for me, as a way to release something build inside, to explain to the people that I exploited and simply leave you all with something before I leave.

I sure am going to miss you all,
Locker.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 14, 2013, 12:58 am
Mate if you truely are 14 get off the drugs your brain is not developed yet and thats whats causing you problems, you might want to tell the people you owe btc to and appoligize to them you now be a man face the problem not run away like a child.  In saying that i hope you get off the drugs let your brain develop and let the chemicals in there find balance because it never will putting that shit in there
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Locker on September 14, 2013, 01:05 am
Mate if you truely are 14 get off the drugs your brain is not developed yet and thats whats causing you problems, you might want to tell the people you owe btc to and appoligize to them you now be a man face the problem not run away like a child.  In saying that i hope you get off the drugs let your brain develop and let the chemicals in there find balance because it never will putting that shit in there

The whole reason I am unable to use the forums is because I want to get through this without using drugs (Minus Weed), and how am I able to stay in a place that spends its time talking about drugs and directly linked to the place that sells them?

I am definitely not running away, simply getting away from the cause of alot of my problems.
I don't know. At the moment I'm extremely depressed, on an afterglow of my 4th dose of DMT this night, and my mind is definitely not in the right place so I decided to write to let it all out.
Locker.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 14, 2013, 01:26 am
What i ment if you read it was you owe people coins be a man and talk to them
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: GGGreenbud on September 14, 2013, 03:32 am
      Hey Locker- thanks asshole.  I don't mean that in a bad way, I just think you are an
asshole, who isn't mature enough to hide his age.  I don't think you have any idea what kind of
shitstorm you are, a walking, talking, supernatural force of shit, which gives LE carte blanche to
fuck all of us in the asshole with a 12ga door-breach shotgun and a flashbang.  This is grown man
bidness, didn't you see ATL? listen to Bigboi.  If that isn't enough, I'll post a quote from one of the
worst dictators of all time, explicitly telling you why you are a WMD.  I hear he is popular with you
militant athiest little shits these days, sorry, but you need to pay your dues on the street before you
can just walk into a sitdown with some real professionals like myself and others here.  Well, here's
your quote, no offense if you have victims of his atrocities in your family or circle of friends:

 "The state must declare the child to be the most precious treasure of the people. As long as the government is perceived as working for the benefit of the children, the people will happily endure almost any curtailment of liberty and almost any deprivation." -- Adolf Hitler

   Congratulations, you are literally Hitler, see yourself out, go talk to some homeless people, do some good work for charity, join a gang, join a church, start a dance-battle crew, I don't care, you just got served.

Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 14, 2013, 03:49 am
Under his avatar it says "life long smoker"  really you been smoking14yrs since the day you popped out ya mums snatch
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: TK1991 on September 14, 2013, 03:51 am
I just think you are an asshole
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Sir William Wonka on September 14, 2013, 03:55 am
 
 "The state must declare the child to be the most precious treasure of the people. As long as the government is perceived as working for the benefit of the children, the people will happily endure almost any curtailment of liberty and almost any deprivation." -- Adolf Hitler

   Congratulations, you are literally Hitler

HAHAHA Eat a dick hitler.  You should not use drugs until you are an adult.  Not fucking 13.  I can not imagine what high school would have been like if there was a sr around.  Anyways, good luck with not doing drugs and keep the epilogues to yourself.  Especially the ones saying you are a prepubescent.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: elivance on September 14, 2013, 04:31 am
Age is no excuse.  You're a douche-bag.  Don't come back.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: poopypants8888 on September 14, 2013, 04:55 am
LOL I can just see an excerpt from his posting on fox news from Bill O'Reilly or on the senate floor from some douchebag like Sen. Lindsey Graham telling the American people that the Silk Road has made it possible for a 13 year old to buy " DMT, LSD, 2CB, Ketamine and Mescaline" in the past 3 weeks alone and he's one in a thousand children using the site, buying drugs, selling them at school and etc etc.

Is it your goal to attract attention like that? I don't understand.

Young, dumb and full'a cum sounds like.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 14, 2013, 05:07 am
Highly doubt op has reached puberty yet judging from what spews out his mouth so ill go out on a limb and say he hasn't started even producing cum yet....  fucking little joke of a looser
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: james frazer on September 14, 2013, 08:34 am
No doubt all those who believe that the OP affects SR's security have brought it to the attention of the moderators. If the moderators choose to leave it up, then your argument should be with them.

The details of the OP are unverifyable and the poster's identy is unknown. IMHO the post is of little or no consequence to the security of SR. If all it took to threaten the existence of Silk Road were outrageous stories of self-incrimination, then the forums would be full of such posts written by people wishing to have SR closed down. The reason that reporters don't flood the forums with similar tales and use them as the basis for sensationalist articles is because they lack credibilty by virtue of being anonymous.

On forums where everyone's identity is hidden, I try to keep in mind that every post is a possible troll.

Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: bedtime666 on September 14, 2013, 09:03 am
This is funny to me, I was a kid on a drug board back in the day too... Cept I didn't have to lie to get my free drugs. Nope, just gave vendors my parents address for free samples in exchange for positive review of the substances... And they were honest to god positive reviews, I was so happy to get all fucked up on new shit!! LOL..

No but seriously OP, fuck you. I wish I was a little kid right now I would have been blasting off on DMT at 14 instead of fucking alprazolam powder and fucking ritalin analogs!!! THINK OF WHERE I COULD HAVE BEEN!!!
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: mary666 on September 14, 2013, 09:48 am
I don't believe the OP! Why you sending priv notes about the fuckin loans your due ? Reply "Never trust the road" Its cunts like you who ruin it for others. Yutr a fuckin little scumbag CUNT!!!
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ChronicDemon on September 14, 2013, 11:07 am
Go fuck yourself OP. Youre why we cant have nice things. Little gromits like you are what put us adults in jail for thinking your mature enough to do drugs. Cause what happens when mommy and daddy find outwhat a cunt your being by mailing drugs to THEIR home. You do realize if you got busted in your parents home theyd be worse off than you. youd go to juvi and theyd get stuck with the fines and heartache of a 14yr old junkie for a son
 get clean and never come back here.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Locker on September 14, 2013, 11:54 am
Go fuck yourself OP. Youre why we cant have nice things. Little gromits like you are what put us adults in jail for thinking your mature enough to do drugs. Cause what happens when mommy and daddy find outwhat a cunt your being by mailing drugs to THEIR home. You do realize if you got busted in your parents home theyd be worse off than you. youd go to juvi and theyd get stuck with the fines and heartache of a 14yr old junkie for a son
 get clean and never come back here.

My father left a long time ago and my mother died a month ago. It's still early so I do not even know what's going to happen to me or my shit driven life anymore.

Such positive responses, but I fail to see why this post will effect the road in any way other than stating a fact already known to many others. (Yes, feel free to list reasons while insulting me as much as you can :) ).

This is exactly the response I was expecting, which is why I left it till the end. I did not mean this to cause any harm, but just needed to feel that I wanted to put this for myself. I'm sure you'll all be incredibly happy that I won't be around for long, so why not tell me the best way to do it?
Locker
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ChronicDemon on September 14, 2013, 12:02 pm
Well first off, You shouldn't be giving out identifying info like that your a minor, cause not only does that negatively reflect this community, It gives LEO more reason to shut this place down.
And 2nd, you got loans for coins and never re-paid So you're 2 for 2 on being a piece of shit.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Jack N Hoff on September 14, 2013, 12:07 pm
I am 12 and what is this?
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 14, 2013, 12:43 pm
After a quick flick through your post history I can see that you talked regularly about being 17 and having a job/ getting home from work last year. So I am presuming that you're trying the 'I'm 14' thing to garner sympathy and get out of paying back the BTC you owe.

Regardless of whether you're fourteen or eighteen, you're clearly too young emotionally to handle the smorgasbord of drugs available on SR. A literal kid in a candy store. So if I was your RL friend I'd advise you to stay away from it all for a while.

I know an 18-year-old very well and my advice to them has been this:-

Get a job with regular hours and hard physical labour - and to find the one that pays the most. It may seem shit but no job's perfect and at 18 you need a physical outlet for all that pent up energy. People your age need routine and to learn self-discipline and a regular job does that for you. The confidence of earning money and the changes in your physical appearance from working hard will give you an aura of self-respect and you'll get yourself a girlfriend and feel 'anchored'. Failing that, you could volunteer doing something to help other people which will stop you being so introspective.


Self-pity and boredom are your enemies right now and hard work's good for your soul. Quit trying to get everyone's sympathy, a more valiant route would be to be honest or to stay quiet.

I strongly urge you to pay back that BTC. Using your mother dying or your age as a reason not to is a pretty douchey approach.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 14, 2013, 12:51 pm
    Quote from: BoxofShapes on September 13, 2013, 06:57 pm

        So I'm putting Locker on the shit list.

        Lied to me about paying back ron and others.  Wrote a long ass sob story about how he needed help.

        Has to have like .3 out.

        Just sent me a private note reply to me asking about my loan, and which said "never trust the road".

        Be sure to show this guy some "love" whenever you see him.

Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: hallucinating horse on September 14, 2013, 12:56 pm
Mate if you truely are 14 get off the drugs your brain is not developed yet and thats whats causing you problems, you might want to tell the people you owe btc to and appoligize to them you now be a man face the problem not run away like a child.  In saying that i hope you get off the drugs let your brain develop and let the chemicals in there find balance because it never will putting that shit in there

The whole reason I am unable to use the forums is because I want to get through this without using drugs (Minus Weed), and how am I able to stay in a place that spends its time talking about drugs and directly linked to the place that sells them?

I am definitely not running away, simply getting away from the cause of alot of my problems.
I don't know. At the moment I'm extremely depressed, on an afterglow of my 4th dose of DMT this night, and my mind is definitely not in the right place so I decided to write to let it all out.
Locker.

How long have you been using drugs? You don't know what life crippling addiction is at 14. Impossible. Drugs have not "damaged" you.

Get the fuck off my silk road so fox news does not do a news report on how I am sending drugs to middle schoolers.

Damn it people. This is the #1 thing that will destroy the road and have it thrust into a spot light.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ChronicDemon on September 14, 2013, 01:00 pm
We need a mod to delete this fucking thread from the face of existence.
I mean they must obviously know this could hurt SR in a bad way...
It's common knowledge kids use SR, but i mean...to actually come out and admit to it, its just asking for bad juju.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Locker on September 14, 2013, 01:06 pm
We need a mod to delete this fucking thread from the face of existence.
I mean they must obviously know this could hurt SR in a bad way...
It's common knowledge kids use SR, but i mean...to actually come out and admit to it, its just asking for bad juju.
Simple. Just stop bumping the post and it will get lost in the forums, never to be seen again. :)

Locker.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 14, 2013, 01:09 pm
Or you could delete it right before you figure out a plan how to pay back your debts. Problem solved.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ChronicDemon on September 14, 2013, 01:15 pm
You hear that? It's raining cold dark facts up in here dawg
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: hallucinating horse on September 14, 2013, 01:27 pm
Wait, where do I sign up to receive money from someone who does not know me, or anything about me, without repercussion for not paying it back?
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ChronicDemon on September 14, 2013, 01:31 pm
See the sign that says " Aushwitz fun camp for jews ", get to the back of that line. thats where sign ups start <3
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Jack N Hoff on September 14, 2013, 01:34 pm
Wait, where do I sign up to receive money from someone who does not know me, or anything about me, without repercussion for not paying it back?

Ths official spare coin thread.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BoxofShapes on September 14, 2013, 04:52 pm
Wait, where do I sign up to receive money from someone who does not know me, or anything about me, without repercussion for not paying it back?

Ths official spare coin thread.

Really?   :-\
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ChronicDemon on September 14, 2013, 04:54 pm
Lol what a dick.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: SealTeam6 on September 14, 2013, 06:30 pm
      I don't think you have any idea what kind of
shitstorm you are, a walking, talking, supernatural force of shit, which gives LE carte blanche to
fuck all of us in the asshole with a 12ga door-breach shotgun and a flashbang.

I just liked the use of carte blanche in your post, I don't see that term used often.  +1
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 14, 2013, 10:19 pm
Fuck me Op my mum died when I was 11, I've been homeless when times were bad and then times have been good but I got a job, worked hard harder than anyone else at the place I was even when using drugs I have never missed a day of work unless I was truely sick no hanging out sick or coming down sick I went on those days.
Adversity seperates the men from the boys, something bad happens instead of sitting feeling sorry for yourself get up and make something.
With no help I own and run my own business because I dont feel sorry for myself when something happens I see it as a hurdle to get over to succeed. At 18 i started on H and if I wasnt strong i would be like the rest of them junkies eeking out an exsistance. But Im not i dont let drugs run me or my life soooo
Be a man pay your debts thats what men do and im sure your mum would wont you to be a man.
Then get your shit together and live your life the best you can try and make your mother proud..
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BruceCampbell on September 14, 2013, 10:54 pm
      I don't think you have any idea what kind of
shitstorm you are, a walking, talking, supernatural force of shit, which gives LE carte blanche to
fuck all of us in the asshole with a 12ga door-breach shotgun and a flashbang.

I just liked the use of carte blanche in your post, I don't see that term used often.  +1

Libertas used it on me when he banned me. Lol. Pretentious frenchy talk.

Anyway. If you're 14 and you already can use Silk Road you're going to end up dead by 17. You need a certain level of physical and mental maturity to understand and appreciate this place. When I was 14 I was trying to fingerbang other 14 year olds and smoking dirt weed and drinking bum wine.

Like, go read a book or something.

Props for being turbo lame for tricking a bunch of people into loaning a 14 year old drug money...

How da fuq does a 14 year old even get bitcoins? You an orphan with a PO box?



Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: dannyboy36 on September 15, 2013, 02:52 am
Anyway. If you're 14.....

I'm pretty skeptical....it just doesn't feel right, especially after looking at some of his older posts.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ScoobyDoo on September 15, 2013, 04:51 am
When I was 14 I was trying to fingerbang other 14 year olds and smoking dirt weed and drinking bum wine.

Those were the days..
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: fuckmadagascar on September 15, 2013, 06:09 am
After a quick flick through your post history I can see that you talked regularly about being 17 and having a job/ getting home from work last year. So I am presuming that you're trying the 'I'm 14' thing to garner sympathy and get out of paying back the BTC you owe.

Regardless of whether you're fourteen or eighteen, you're clearly too young emotionally to handle the smorgasbord of drugs available on SR. A literal kid in a candy store. So if I was your RL friend I'd advise you to stay away from it all for a while.

I know an 18-year-old very well and my advice to them has been this:-

Get a job with regular hours and hard physical labour - and to find the one that pays the most. It may seem shit but no job's perfect and at 18 you need a physical outlet for all that pent up energy. People your age need routine and to learn self-discipline and a regular job does that for you. The confidence of earning money and the changes in your physical appearance from working hard will give you an aura of self-respect and you'll get yourself a girlfriend and feel 'anchored'. Failing that, you could volunteer doing something to help other people which will stop you being so introspective.


Self-pity and boredom are your enemies right now and hard work's good for your soul. Quit trying to get everyone's sympathy, a more valiant route would be to be honest or to stay quiet.

I strongly urge you to pay back that BTC. Using your mother dying or your age as a reason not to is a pretty douchey approach.

Remediless is my barometer for these suspicious threads. Anytime something seems steeped in dishonesty and looking for attention, I just scroll til Remediless has shared their thoughts and I get an alternate perspective.


So, in this thread is bullshit and a little FUD-building. Back to the Morning Coffee thread.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: AussieMitch on September 15, 2013, 06:12 am
When I was 14 I was playing soccer and trying to hook up with as many girls as possible, and your fucking taking DMT, LSD and shit like that.

You are clearly not old enough to understand the consequences of using drugs, you might not be fucked up now, but if you go down this path I can guarantee by the time you're 18 you'll just be another junkie that no-one will care about anymore.

Go talk to your parents and tell them you need help, and ask them to send you to see a professional who specializes in rehabilitating children with drug problems. The answers you are looking for aren't here and there is nothing 'cool' about taking a lot of drugs. You might think there is now, but you wont when you are an adult.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: james frazer on September 15, 2013, 07:07 am
If you're 14 and you already can use Silk Road you're going to end up dead by 17.

Taking the OP at face value, a 13 year old manages to access a deep web site, obtain bitcoins, and over the course of sixteen months buy a variety of powerful drugs, take them without out being found out, post 350+ times on an adult forum with net positive Karma, and at the end of it is able write a lucid and considered account of their past activities, their future plans, and their resolve to stop taking drugs. Surely such a person, far from ending up dead by 17, would seem destined for an interesting and fulfilling future?

If however you were talking about the general case, and that the OP is either an exception to the rule or else not truthful, then Locker's claimed age is irrelevant.


Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 15, 2013, 08:49 am
If you're 14 and you already can use Silk Road you're going to end up dead by 17.

Taking the OP at face value, a 13 year old manages to access a deep web site, obtain bitcoins, and over the course of sixteen months buy a variety of powerful drugs, take them without out being found out, post 350+ times on an adult forum with net positive Karma, and at the end of it is able write a lucid and considered account of their past activities, their future plans, and their resolve to stop taking drugs. Surely such a person, far from ending up dead by 17, would seem destined for an interesting and fulfilling future?

If however you were talking about the general case, and that the OP is either an exception to the rule or else not truthful, then Locker's claimed age is irrelevant.

However, the likelihood is that the OP wrote a long bullshit-fulled post whilst coming down off a trip in a bid to get out of repaying monies owed to good, genuine souls and seems destined to be back posting on a new account faster than you can say, 'Lend me BTC I want to buy some DMT'.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 15, 2013, 08:52 am
After a quick flick through your post history I can see that you talked regularly about being 17 and having a job/ getting home from work last year. So I am presuming that you're trying the 'I'm 14' thing to garner sympathy and get out of paying back the BTC you owe.

Regardless of whether you're fourteen or eighteen, you're clearly too young emotionally to handle the smorgasbord of drugs available on SR. A literal kid in a candy store. So if I was your RL friend I'd advise you to stay away from it all for a while.

I know an 18-year-old very well and my advice to them has been this:-

Get a job with regular hours and hard physical labour - and to find the one that pays the most. It may seem shit but no job's perfect and at 18 you need a physical outlet for all that pent up energy. People your age need routine and to learn self-discipline and a regular job does that for you. The confidence of earning money and the changes in your physical appearance from working hard will give you an aura of self-respect and you'll get yourself a girlfriend and feel 'anchored'. Failing that, you could volunteer doing something to help other people which will stop you being so introspective.


Self-pity and boredom are your enemies right now and hard work's good for your soul. Quit trying to get everyone's sympathy, a more valiant route would be to be honest or to stay quiet.

I strongly urge you to pay back that BTC. Using your mother dying or your age as a reason not to is a pretty douchey approach.

Remediless is my barometer for these suspicious threads. Anytime something seems steeped in dishonesty and looking for attention, I just scroll til Remediless has shared their thoughts and I get an alternate perspective.


So, in this thread is bullshit and a little FUD-building. Back to the Morning Coffee thread.


Haha. Yeah I sniff out bullshit faster than Libertas bans accounts. ;)
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: bedtime666 on September 15, 2013, 10:37 am
This kid does not type like a 14 year old, he types like an 18-19 year old.. Also what a fucking FAG lol, can't even pay back petty amounts.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Locker on September 15, 2013, 01:45 pm
I suppose I couldn't resist.

This kid does not type like a 14 year old, he types like an 18-19 year old.. Also what a fucking FAG lol, can't even pay back petty amounts.
I shall take that as a compliment I suppose. If as you say you have, looked at my furthest post history and when I first joined, you will see what I was like when I first joined and the way I wrote. I have since aimed to become overall more knowledgeable, intelligent and come across better than I did. (And look how that turned out). I would also like to point out, you're the one calling me a 'fucking FAG lol', so it seems that you are not the 18-19 year old you compare me to.

You have all missed the point of this post under the mass of hate and, albeit some interesting posts. This did not happen over a few pathetic Bitcoins that were spared, if they believed there was even the slightest chance of them not returning they would have not sent Bitcoins that were needed. I did intent to pay these loans back at some point, however I now have no means of even buying Bitcoins myself so I can not. This post was simply a note to leave people with, almost an explanation towards my exodus from the road that is undoubtedly going to be attributed to the small amount of Bitcoins that I was loaned.

For people checking my post history, please read the post anew. The reason I use the road is because of the obvious lack of and inability to judge me upon anything other than the things I write. As said I have said other things in the past, in circumstances that required me to give some information I had to build onto the persona in which I was giving. My past on this forum is simply an act that I was forced to build upon. There is no way to prove that I'm not trolling, but what would that achieve? This post gives me the mental release that I wouldn't get otherwise, I can say and admit such things that I have not told anyone, and even if people don't read it it helps.

This is not me 'being a pussy' and running away, this is my resolution. I am not trying to hide from my problems, and that is the reason I am leaving; I am trying to sort things out. Currently I am focusing on schoolwork (To an extent, currently I feel that the education they try to give me is somewhat making things worse, in a way dumbing me down over years of repetition that I have left to tolerate). Focusing on becoming smarter, reading books, learning new things and simply getting things sorted. I am by no means going to live the life of which 14 year olds should and do live, but honestly I count that as an asset.

I am simply waiting for this post to become insulted by ignorant posts that misunderstand things that I have said and quickly change the subject of the post, but truly I do not care.
Locker.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Locker on September 15, 2013, 02:07 pm
If you're 14 and you already can use Silk Road you're going to end up dead by 17.

Taking the OP at face value, a 13 year old manages to access a deep web site, obtain bitcoins, and over the course of sixteen months buy a variety of powerful drugs, take them without out being found out, post 350+ times on an adult forum with net positive Karma, and at the end of it is able write a lucid and considered account of their past activities, their future plans, and their resolve to stop taking drugs. Surely such a person, far from ending up dead by 17, would seem destined for an interesting and fulfilling future?

If however you were talking about the general case, and that the OP is either an exception to the rule or else not truthful, then Locker's claimed age is irrelevant.

However, the likelihood is that the OP wrote a long bullshit-fulled post whilst coming down off a trip in a bid to get out of repaying monies owed to good, genuine souls and seems destined to be back posting on a new account faster than you can say, 'Lend me BTC I want to buy some DMT'.

I fail to see the justification for abandoning a forum that I loved, losing all reputation built up and creating this post, spending hours in thought and considering the future in doing so, being an attempt to clear a small loan that If I didn't want to repay I could simply carry on like nothing happened, under my circumstances. It seems that if this was the case I would be an incredibly inept troll. I understand many people do not believe me, and I have to say I, although understand your reasoning being in such a place as the road, simply do not care.
Locker.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 15, 2013, 02:22 pm
Well you certainly have the self-obsession of a 14-year-old. You haven't "built up a reputation" here, no-one sees you as an authority on anything and you won't be missed. Had you left these forums the only people who would have noticed are the ones you owe money to and to whom you're sending privnotes to saying, 'Never trust the road'. From that perspective your reputation is nothing. Less than zero. And 100% of nothing is precisely fuck all - which is exactly what you've contributed to "the road".

If you want to write anonymously then start a blog on the clearnet and vent your self-obsessed post-DMT trip thoughts there.

Now run along, dear.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ShpongleStarship on September 15, 2013, 02:27 pm
Can someone with some sort of authority please DELETE this thread, lest some fucking scumbag, sensationalist journalist trawls the forum and the tabloids have a field day of exaggerated rhetoric... i can see the story now, something along the lines of 'Primary schoolchildren buying crack, heroin and lsd online from merciless dealers who don't care about  their age'

You should not be on SR, you've definitely got a few years to go before you start getting bored of lego.  And should not be going near drugs if you're in your early teens, this is not the place for you, you don't know what effect psychoactives will have on your psychological and perhaps physical development.  You'll be lucky if you're suffering anxiety and depression problems at the very least by the time you're an adult.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: mary666 on September 15, 2013, 02:29 pm
Well you,ll now be known for fuckin off with other people's money you swore you would pay back! If it's only a few bitcoins, pay it back then and why send a privnote to someone about it then?? You were told someone needed their money for their own order and swore to pay them back by then  >:( You're a fuckin little moron, NO ONE WILL MISS YOU HERE!!!
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BoxofShapes on September 15, 2013, 03:46 pm
I would also like to point out, you're the one calling me a 'fucking FAG lol', so it seems that you are not the 18-19 year old you compare me to.

I would like to point out if you act like an adult, you will be spoken to like a "big boy" as you so desire.

If they believed there was even the slightest chance of them not returning they would have not sent Bitcoins that were needed.

Everyone knows full well there is no guarantee to get back a loan in tsct, even with the most trusted.  No one is that stupid.  I wouldn't have even done it in the first place but those coins were given to me from someone else with the charge that I help others.  I know you will not ever know what this means, but I felt I had a responsibility.  Granted I should have been more judgmental and treated it like it was mine.  I certainly wouldn't have done so if I knew you would be so ungrateful for what has been built.  But that's hindsight.

You have all missed the point of this post under the mass of hate and, albeit some interesting posts.

For people checking my post history, please read the post anew. The reason I use the road is because of the obvious lack of and inability to judge me upon anything other than the things I write.

Although this petty shit is nothing in comparison, it's like you are asking us to respect Hitler cause he was a good painter.  Your words are worthless compared to your actions.  Now the words are just reaffirming your actions.

This is not me 'being a pussy' and running away, this is my resolution.

Your resolution is to be anonymously hated more?  Well at least you did one thing right.

....but truly I do not care.

But you do care or you wouldn't have spent so much time pointlessly trying to explain yourself. 

In fact, this WHOLE THREAD exists because you are still seeking to suck out any emotions left.  Like the moment I stopped giving a shit about your PM's to feed your hunger for empathy, this thread was born.  Within hours of me not responding you couldn't hold it in anymore, could you? 

Fuck.  This thread wouldn't exist if I didn't give you the coins in the first place so you wouldn't have anything to gloat about.  Above that you treat it like it was some high stakes bank heist, when you were just some dirtbag that stole from the church communion plate. 


So a side note to the rest of you, sorry for being partly/mostly responsible for this trash.  It's the complete opposite of what I try for.  I really didn't want to waste my time writing this.  Just thought I would point out, anything said to this guy will fall on deaf ears, if you can't tell already.  (and yes I'm well aware I just responded.  It was for my sake, and it was only because I was involved)  Like I said, this thread wasn't here until I stopped responding to him.  So just stop feeding this succubus troll and it will die out like any addiction. 

After all he "supposedly" "simply/truly does not care."  So much so he had to say it twice. 
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Sir William Wonka on September 15, 2013, 05:50 pm
Hey fuckface, go eat a dick,shut the fuck up and go back to the 9th grade. 
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 15, 2013, 08:48 pm
You can go to school and read books etc but until you learn to be true to your word you will just be another smart but totally fucking worthless individual.  The world doesn't need anymore cunt like you theres enough shit talking, no morals,lying wastes of oxygen already.

If you dont care dont respond better yet dont even fucking log back in here just fuck off because you will not be missed, you are less then nothing and your waste of time and space is not welcome or wanted here.
Go troll ask.fm like all the other 14yrs "sick cunts" do because clearly you think you are..
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Dougggy on September 15, 2013, 08:52 pm
I really don't agree with what you're doing, and you come off as quite a dick really but I must say, if you truly are a 14 year old your writing is incredible. You seem to be able to write better than me, but I always was a retard ;D
 You seem like a smart kid, so stop fucking around, go back to school and sort your life out, drugs aren't the answer and at you're age you're just setting yourself up for a shitstorm of trouble.
~D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Dougggy on September 15, 2013, 09:01 pm
Wow. I just looked at some of your very first posts Locker, you are definitely 14. Hahaha, 'I can only get away with buying so many bitcoins on my mums credit card', there's your answer to how he got bitcoins everyone.
At least you've started writing full sentence's now, must have got a certificate in english class :)
~D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 15, 2013, 09:19 pm
Never heard of you & no idea who you are but after reading this topic I got interested and had a look through a few posts too, i saw one asking what a dose of k to hole is for a 220lb person. You're 14 and over 90 kilos? Jesus this worlds going down the shitter, lay off the maccy ds and maybe your quality of life will significantly improve, itl be fucking you up worse than drugs :)

Oh and you are blatently running away like a coward, pay what you owe or fuck off don't try making sob stories/excuses cause you lost any credibility you had (and i don't think you had any to begin with). And saying you don't care, yet making a thread like this kinda says it all. Goodbye. And nothing of value was lost :D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 15, 2013, 09:26 pm
Never heard of you & no idea who you are but after reading this topic I got interested and had a look through a few posts too, i saw one asking what a dose of k to hole is for a 220lb person. You're 14 and over 90 kilos? Jesus this worlds going down the shitter, lay off the maccy ds and maybe your quality of life will significantly improve, itl be fucking you up worse than drugs :)

Oh and you are blatently running away like a coward, pay what you owe or fuck off don't try making sob stories/excuses cause you lost any credibility you had (and i don't think you had any to begin with). And saying you don't care, yet making a thread like this kinda says it all. Goodbye. And nothing of value was lost :D


HAHAHAHA. I saw that but didn't have the heart to mention that he's a bloater. It must be down to being a 'lifelong smoker' (which is what he had written on his profile until yesterday) and having the munchies from birth onwards.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 15, 2013, 09:45 pm
Did he remove the life long smoker line damn didnt notice.  Hey if mummys dead why do you have to be careful using her cc not like she can yell at ya for it
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: 7Kz2 on September 15, 2013, 10:05 pm
I wish I could use my mom's money to get fucked up all the time when I was 14..
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 15, 2013, 10:27 pm
Never heard of you & no idea who you are but after reading this topic I got interested and had a look through a few posts too, i saw one asking what a dose of k to hole is for a 220lb person. You're 14 and over 90 kilos? Jesus this worlds going down the shitter, lay off the maccy ds and maybe your quality of life will significantly improve, itl be fucking you up worse than drugs :)

Oh and you are blatently running away like a coward, pay what you owe or fuck off don't try making sob stories/excuses cause you lost any credibility you had (and i don't think you had any to begin with). And saying you don't care, yet making a thread like this kinda says it all. Goodbye. And nothing of value was lost :D


HAHAHAHA. I saw that but didn't have the heart to mention that he's a bloater. It must be down to being a 'lifelong smoker' (which is what he had written on his profile until yesterday) and having the munchies from birth onwards.

Haha i didn't mean it in an offensive way! Just shit, that weight at that age, forget the drugs killing him off his heart will give out by the time he's 20. I bet hes one of those 'smoke weed err'day 420 blaze it' middle class kinda kids, they kinda ruin the weed culture for me, you see it all over the internet, they just do it cause its 'cool'.. Least hes gone now :) 1 less begging for bitcoins, scamming and whining. Silk road just became a slightly better place :)
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Jesusson420 on September 16, 2013, 05:40 am
guy's clearly 18-20. not 14. I work with 10-15 year olds. yeah. anyone who's believing this dribble is seriously fucked or hasn't spoken to a kid in a while. He's just super bored and came up with some elaborate bullshit to fulfill his boring irrelevent life.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Dougggy on September 16, 2013, 05:51 am
guy's clearly 18-20. not 14. I work with 10-15 year olds. yeah. anyone who's believing this dribble is seriously fucked or hasn't spoken to a kid in a while. He's just super bored and came up with some elaborate bullshit to fulfill his boring irrelevent life.
What makes you think that? I somewhat believe him, but I think that he went the completely wrong way about this, and should have just repayed his loans and left.
~D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Jesusson420 on September 16, 2013, 05:54 am
guy's clearly 18-20. not 14. I work with 10-15 year olds. yeah. anyone who's believing this dribble is seriously fucked or hasn't spoken to a kid in a while. He's just super bored and came up with some elaborate bullshit to fulfill his boring irrelevent life.
What makes you think that? I somewhat believe him, but I think that he went the completely wrong way about this, and should have just repayed his loans and left.
~D

his vocab. structure of his writing. even boy genius's who are 14 don't articulate themselves in such a fashion. plus he oozes narcissism. it's so overtly apparent. he's probably a 20 year old who get's off on twisting fucking tales.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 16, 2013, 06:02 am
Some 14yr old are more mature and have higher IQ's then others
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Locker on September 16, 2013, 06:21 am
guy's clearly 18-20. not 14. I work with 10-15 year olds. yeah. anyone who's believing this dribble is seriously fucked or hasn't spoken to a kid in a while. He's just super bored and came up with some elaborate bullshit to fulfill his boring irrelevent life.
What makes you think that? I somewhat believe him, but I think that he went the completely wrong way about this, and should have just repayed his loans and left.
~D

his vocab. structure of his writing. even boy genius's who are 14 don't articulate themselves in such a fashion. plus he oozes narcissism. it's so overtly apparent. he's probably a 20 year old who get's off on twisting fucking tales.

I can assure you that I am not 20 years old. Infact, you are pretty much calling me a boy genius.
Locker.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Dougggy on September 16, 2013, 06:22 am
I can definitely see where you're coming from, I'm skeptical to say the least...
But looking back at his very first posts, he definitely seemed like a 13 year old back then. Either he has become alot smarter and learnt to write properly, or he's just a sad, sad old man desperate for attention.
~D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Dougggy on September 16, 2013, 06:24 am
guy's clearly 18-20. not 14. I work with 10-15 year olds. yeah. anyone who's believing this dribble is seriously fucked or hasn't spoken to a kid in a while. He's just super bored and came up with some elaborate bullshit to fulfill his boring irrelevent life.
What makes you think that? I somewhat believe him, but I think that he went the completely wrong way about this, and should have just repayed his loans and left.
~D

his vocab. structure of his writing. even boy genius's who are 14 don't articulate themselves in such a fashion. plus he oozes narcissism. it's so overtly apparent. he's probably a 20 year old who get's off on twisting fucking tales.

I can assure you that I am not 20 years old. Infact, you are pretty much calling me a boy genius.
Locker.
It looks like literally any respect anyone had for you is now gone. Locker, why are you still here? Stop posting about your crippling, lifelong drug addiction at 14 years old and leave like you said you would.
~D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 16, 2013, 07:06 am
guy's clearly 18-20. not 14. I work with 10-15 year olds. yeah. anyone who's believing this dribble is seriously fucked or hasn't spoken to a kid in a while. He's just super bored and came up with some elaborate bullshit to fulfill his boring irrelevent life.
What makes you think that? I somewhat believe him, but I think that he went the completely wrong way about this, and should have just repayed his loans and left.
~D

his vocab. structure of his writing. even boy genius's who are 14 don't articulate themselves in such a fashion. plus he oozes narcissism. it's so overtly apparent. he's probably a 20 year old who get's off on twisting fucking tales.

I can assure you that I am not 20 years old. Infact, you are pretty much calling me a boy genius.
Locker.

YOU WISH he was calling you a boy genius. If you're planning to stay here (as you clearly can't help but keeping reading and commenting) then you're going to have to start paying back your loans you know.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 16, 2013, 07:14 am
Never heard of you & no idea who you are but after reading this topic I got interested and had a look through a few posts too, i saw one asking what a dose of k to hole is for a 220lb person. You're 14 and over 90 kilos? Jesus this worlds going down the shitter, lay off the maccy ds and maybe your quality of life will significantly improve, itl be fucking you up worse than drugs :)

Oh and you are blatently running away like a coward, pay what you owe or fuck off don't try making sob stories/excuses cause you lost any credibility you had (and i don't think you had any to begin with). And saying you don't care, yet making a thread like this kinda says it all. Goodbye. And nothing of value was lost :D


HAHAHAHA. I saw that but didn't have the heart to mention that he's a bloater. It must be down to being a 'lifelong smoker' (which is what he had written on his profile until yesterday) and having the munchies from birth onwards.

Haha i didn't mean it in an offensive way! Just shit, that weight at that age, forget the drugs killing him off his heart will give out by the time he's 20. I bet hes one of those 'smoke weed err'day 420 blaze it' middle class kinda kids, they kinda ruin the weed culture for me, you see it all over the internet, they just do it cause its 'cool'.. Least hes gone now :) 1 less begging for bitcoins, scamming and whining. Silk road just became a slightly better place :)

Yeah you're right. Apparently kids that are obese at that age are likely to become morbidly obese adults. So he really should get addicted to exercise rather than his (excuse me while I roll on the floor laughing) crippling lifelong "woahohohoh smoke weed ev'ry day" addiction... And yeah the middle-class faux intellectual kids that like to bang on about how well-read they are yet can't see they're in danger of becoming horribly dysfunctional adult human-beings are the worst.

If he'd man up and pay back the bitcoins before fucking off then I'd shake his electronic, if somewhat portly, hand and wish him well on his adventures though.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: FirePharmacy on September 16, 2013, 01:55 pm
Locker I've complimented your writing before - the trip report of you taking K was very well written.  I don't believe you're 14.  I'm not sure why you'd be lying so much about so many things. 

One thing that is inexcusable is your unwillingness to repay the  BTC you borrowed.  We reap what we sew and Karma is the great equalizer.  When we do someone harm, we reap the repurcussions.  How can you expect anyone to feel bad for you when you've been a thief?  And seem proud of it?  You managed to buy a lot of drugs over the past year.  Why not at least repay the good people who loaned you money?  Your excuses for why you can't repay are just lame excuses.  Even a REAL 14 year old could wash dishes to earn some money. 

Even though you are anonymous on the forums, and there is some division between SR and IRL, your will is still transferable and you will reap the negative energy as long as you refuse to repay.

Repaying those loans is one small gesture that would give you a lot of peace of mind. 
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 16, 2013, 02:16 pm
Never heard of you & no idea who you are but after reading this topic I got interested and had a look through a few posts too, i saw one asking what a dose of k to hole is for a 220lb person. You're 14 and over 90 kilos? Jesus this worlds going down the shitter, lay off the maccy ds and maybe your quality of life will significantly improve, itl be fucking you up worse than drugs :)

Oh and you are blatently running away like a coward, pay what you owe or fuck off don't try making sob stories/excuses cause you lost any credibility you had (and i don't think you had any to begin with). And saying you don't care, yet making a thread like this kinda says it all. Goodbye. And nothing of value was lost :D


HAHAHAHA. I saw that but didn't have the heart to mention that he's a bloater. It must be down to being a 'lifelong smoker' (which is what he had written on his profile until yesterday) and having the munchies from birth onwards.

Haha i didn't mean it in an offensive way! Just shit, that weight at that age, forget the drugs killing him off his heart will give out by the time he's 20. I bet hes one of those 'smoke weed err'day 420 blaze it' middle class kinda kids, they kinda ruin the weed culture for me, you see it all over the internet, they just do it cause its 'cool'.. Least hes gone now :) 1 less begging for bitcoins, scamming and whining. Silk road just became a slightly better place :)

Yeah you're right. Apparently kids that are obese at that age are likely to become morbidly obese adults. So he really should get addicted to exercise rather than his (excuse me while I roll on the floor laughing) crippling lifelong "woahohohoh smoke weed ev'ry day" addiction... And yeah the middle-class faux intellectual kids that like to bang on about how well-read they are yet can't see they're in danger of becoming horribly dysfunctional adult human-beings are the worst.

If he'd man up and pay back the bitcoins before fucking off then I'd shake his electronic, if somewhat portly, hand and wish him well on his adventures though.

Haha this made me chuckle, well worded fella! +1 for you. And £20 says hes still checking this thread 5x a day, hardly the 'goodbye, farewell and don't blame me for my many fuckups' he was hoping for
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: mary666 on September 16, 2013, 02:20 pm
^^This^^ +1 to you both  :D Oh how I laughed reading this, best thing about this thread!!  :)
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 16, 2013, 02:28 pm
Never heard of you & no idea who you are but after reading this topic I got interested and had a look through a few posts too, i saw one asking what a dose of k to hole is for a 220lb person. You're 14 and over 90 kilos? Jesus this worlds going down the shitter, lay off the maccy ds and maybe your quality of life will significantly improve, itl be fucking you up worse than drugs :)

Oh and you are blatently running away like a coward, pay what you owe or fuck off don't try making sob stories/excuses cause you lost any credibility you had (and i don't think you had any to begin with). And saying you don't care, yet making a thread like this kinda says it all. Goodbye. And nothing of value was lost :D


HAHAHAHA. I saw that but didn't have the heart to mention that he's a bloater. It must be down to being a 'lifelong smoker' (which is what he had written on his profile until yesterday) and having the munchies from birth onwards.

Haha i didn't mean it in an offensive way! Just shit, that weight at that age, forget the drugs killing him off his heart will give out by the time he's 20. I bet hes one of those 'smoke weed err'day 420 blaze it' middle class kinda kids, they kinda ruin the weed culture for me, you see it all over the internet, they just do it cause its 'cool'.. Least hes gone now :) 1 less begging for bitcoins, scamming and whining. Silk road just became a slightly better place :)

Yeah you're right. Apparently kids that are obese at that age are likely to become morbidly obese adults. So he really should get addicted to exercise rather than his (excuse me while I roll on the floor laughing) crippling lifelong "woahohohoh smoke weed ev'ry day" addiction... And yeah the middle-class faux intellectual kids that like to bang on about how well-read they are yet can't see they're in danger of becoming horribly dysfunctional adult human-beings are the worst.

If he'd man up and pay back the bitcoins before fucking off then I'd shake his electronic, if somewhat portly, hand and wish him well on his adventures though.

Haha this made me chuckle, well worded fella! +1 for you. And £20 says hes still checking this thread 5x a day, hardly the 'goodbye, farewell and don't blame me for my many fuckups' he was hoping for

Hahaha yep. So.Much.Fail.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BoxofShapes on September 16, 2013, 03:43 pm
HAHAH.  I was done posting here but Remediless & CLK, that crap is too funny.  Thanks for the pick me up. 
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 16, 2013, 04:00 pm
I live to serve :)
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Ron Swanson on September 16, 2013, 04:53 pm
ok i know privnote threats are the new thing for all the cool kids this year but it's not smart. it doesn't work without java. i value my anonymity over my money here. alright looker, stop being a twat and stop using privnote. given that you're not a vendor and this isn't resolution you can just say "i am a spineless tub o' lard" with no ramifications right here. what did you gain from using privnote?
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: sandl4nd on September 16, 2013, 05:58 pm
When i was 14 (less then 10 years ago :o) drugs didn't even enter my mind, I had more important things to do...... It wasn't until I was 19 at a house party when i first got introduced to mephedrone.

But hey.... They all "grow up" so much quicker now aye?
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 16, 2013, 06:09 pm
I started at a very young age, shooting scag when i was 16 and mdma acid ket etc at 13.. And i'm not young now haha, different lifestyles/situations i guess,

but i think in that lockers case hes just a kid who read about SR and thought hed give it a try cause it sounded 'cool'. Dont think mummy would be too happy though

And what were these privnote threats Ron? I'm now quite interested due to excessive boredom lol, spill the beans!
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 16, 2013, 06:22 pm
From what I can tell, ole' chubby checker sent privnotes to 'Box of Shapes' when he asked him why he hadn't paid back the money he owed to him, John Gotti, Ron Swanson and maybe others too from the Spare Coins thread. I guess it was about BTC1 total. Locker wrote back via privnote messages sent in IM things like "Never trust the road" when he was on a DMT trip on Friday night - bought with said coins.

He also sent multiple PMs to Box whining and trying to play the sympathy card (EG: 'I'm just a kid and my mum's dead' etc. etc.) and when Box stopped replying and outed him in the spare coins thread telling people to neg him and not lend to him, he started this thread for attention instead.

And that is today's installment of the Silk Road Forums 'Off Topic' thread soap opera.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: mary666 on September 16, 2013, 06:25 pm
@CLK... He sent BoxofShapes a privnote about the 0.15 he's due him and got a privnote with "never trust the road", nice eh, little twat regardless of age or fat ass  ;) ;)
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Remediless on September 16, 2013, 06:29 pm
hahahaha. God this thread is KILLING me. Roflmao.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BoxofShapes on September 16, 2013, 10:07 pm
Damn.  I didn't know about John Gotti.

If you don't mind me adding to the absolute mess of things he has said, after he sent me the "don't trust the road" message, the following one had something in it like, "I have a hard time trusting people".  (I kind of forget cause they were deleted pretty quick.  I just wanted to be done with it)  I mean, I know it's the road, but really?  I try not to have an ego around here but someone can honestly say this about me? 

At that point I knew anything he says has no value.  Wouldn't you know it, cause when I came to that conclusion, that's when I got the "I'm 14" message.

So after I got that, I just glazed over, deleted it and went to bed.  Woke up in the morning to this thread. 

I fear the paradox of the title of the thread will shear the planet apart.  That or I'm going to find out I have a pretty big library fine I didn't know about.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BruceCampbell on September 16, 2013, 10:21 pm
This is some Shakespeare level shit here man.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: cryngie on September 16, 2013, 10:48 pm
I've just had an amazing idea how locker can get the coin he owes........

Seeing that you are a 14yr old boy and there are plenty of 50+ men interested in said age group just mosy on down to a street corner and suck some dick, it'll be great practice for you later in life seeing as your already a user that cant afford the drugs they take so this is just natural progression
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: JesusHChr1st on September 16, 2013, 11:03 pm
Just adding my 2¢....

OP I don't know you or know anything about you, I just happened to read the first post and a bit of the first page, but if you really are 14, you may want to consider taking a break from all substances (using weed only rarely) until you are at least 16-18+....ideally the later the better. Others are right, your brain still is developing (both physically as in growing more neurons, balancing neurotransmitter levels and whatnot- and physiologically), and well into your 20's as best I know, and doing all sorts of powerful hallucinogens regularly at a young age cannot be good for you physically, maybe mentally too...

Hell, I didn't even start smoking weed until I was 18, and didn't start taking other harder/more exotic stuff until I was around 20 and in college. In retrospect I am glad that I waited as with my personality, I would have had a world of untold shit if I found this stuff earlier...

So yeah it'll probably be hard, but it may be for the better. And in 10-50 years you'll look back at these times and realize that everyone telling you to take it easy maybe did know what they were talking about...
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BoxofShapes on September 16, 2013, 11:24 pm
So bruce.  You have any experience with shitstorms?  ::)  Got any advice?

And who cares what this portly fucks age is.  The title of "bag of dicks" isn't determined by age.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BruceCampbell on September 16, 2013, 11:26 pm
Cancer.

Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: BoxofShapes on September 16, 2013, 11:31 pm
Oooh.  I'll have to look around and see if it comes in smokable dmt form and pass on the listing. 
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: ~o~WaterWalker~o~ on September 16, 2013, 11:58 pm
Before the internet, you'd have to go ghost to see how people reacted at your funeral.. 

now you just hit reload :D


OP take your roleplaying to the theater or Second Life
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: spanky loc on September 17, 2013, 01:10 am
No doubt all those who believe that the OP affects SR's security have brought it to the attention of the moderators. If the moderators choose to leave it up, then your argument should be with them.

The details of the OP are unverifyable and the poster's identy is unknown. IMHO the post is of little or no consequence to the security of SR. If all it took to threaten the existence of Silk Road were outrageous stories of self-incrimination, then the forums would be full of such posts written by people wishing to have SR closed down. The reason that reporters don't flood the forums with similar tales and use them as the basis for sensationalist articles is because they lack credibilty by virtue of being anonymous.

On forums where everyone's identity is hidden, I try to keep in mind that every post is a possible troll.

Bingo!

I assume that every other poster is a 14 year old kid.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: spanky loc on September 17, 2013, 04:05 am
I wish I could use my mom's money to get fucked up all the time when I was 14..

I did. Not proud of it, but i was a bad kid back in the day.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 17, 2013, 07:56 am
Damn.  I didn't know about John Gotti.

If you don't mind me adding to the absolute mess of things he has said, after he sent me the "don't trust the road" message, the following one had something in it like, "I have a hard time trusting people".  (I kind of forget cause they were deleted pretty quick.  I just wanted to be done with it)  I mean, I know it's the road, but really?  I try not to have an ego around here but someone can honestly say this about me? 

At that point I knew anything he says has no value.  Wouldn't you know it, cause when I came to that conclusion, that's when I got the "I'm 14" message.

So after I got that, I just glazed over, deleted it and went to bed.  Woke up in the morning to this thread. 

I fear the paradox of the title of the thread will shear the planet apart.  That or I'm going to find out I have a pretty big library fine I didn't know about.

Wow, i wonder what the logic in his mind was sending that privnote? Poor kid, i pity him a bit, he comes across as the type that doesnt have any life irl so his online persona meant everything to him, hence all the bullshit/this htread when he cant even pay back a small loan. I'd like to hope hes learned from this and is now at the gym having learnt there's more important things in life than a forum account but the sad fact is hes more likely to be perched on a chair thats past breaking point, lurking this thread from a newbie account and hoping he can get back his 'awesome persona' (in his mind) and feel cool again from a new acc (lol).

PM me your wallet address and i'll send you the 0.2 back when i next buy some btc (will be some time this week), you did someone a favour and don't deserve to be out of pocket :)
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Dougggy on September 17, 2013, 03:07 pm
Damn.  I didn't know about John Gotti.

If you don't mind me adding to the absolute mess of things he has said, after he sent me the "don't trust the road" message, the following one had something in it like, "I have a hard time trusting people".  (I kind of forget cause they were deleted pretty quick.  I just wanted to be done with it)  I mean, I know it's the road, but really?  I try not to have an ego around here but someone can honestly say this about me? 

At that point I knew anything he says has no value.  Wouldn't you know it, cause when I came to that conclusion, that's when I got the "I'm 14" message.

So after I got that, I just glazed over, deleted it and went to bed.  Woke up in the morning to this thread. 

I fear the paradox of the title of the thread will shear the planet apart.  That or I'm going to find out I have a pretty big library fine I didn't know about.

Wow, i wonder what the logic in his mind was sending that privnote? Poor kid, i pity him a bit, he comes across as the type that doesnt have any life irl so his online persona meant everything to him, hence all the bullshit/this htread when he cant even pay back a small loan. I'd like to hope hes learned from this and is now at the gym having learnt there's more important things in life than a forum account but the sad fact is hes more likely to be perched on a chair thats past breaking point, lurking this thread from a newbie account and hoping he can get back his 'awesome persona' (in his mind) and feel cool again from a new acc (lol).

PM me your wallet address and i'll send you the 0.2 back when i next buy some btc (will be some time this week), you did someone a favour and don't deserve to be out of pocket :)
Damn, I would give you some karma but I haven't got enough posts, I'll come back when I do, such a nice thing to do ;D

And I assume that the reasoning behind the privnote is so that he can't show anybody else, as the note would be deleted after being read. But of course, BoxOfShapes Is just going to tell people about it. He may have incredible writing skills, but some of the stuff he's done definitely give the impression of a 14 year old, that clearly hasn't thought things out.  ::)
~D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Ron Swanson on September 17, 2013, 03:52 pm
i don't know what the privnote he sent me said as when i went on it, it said note destroyed and something about java but obviously it never displayed the note without javascript enabled. the only people you hear of sending privnotes out the blue are scum, blackmailers and extortionists so it concluded the situation without needing the actual message.
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 17, 2013, 04:06 pm
Maybe he's just a retarded, antisocial, >portly 20 year old or something, He's pretty articulate for a kid that age.. But then i was too before drugs wrecked my brain. Anyway enough about him I reckon he loves the fact this threads not dead yet, might make him feel..popular. Lets just let it fade into obscurity, the sad old lump blatently isnt going to pay you guys back :(, but i'd bet my top hat and monocle that he's already made a new account to try and intergrate into the community again.. He could actually be..any one.of.you..

Sorry i'm pretty wrecked i'm probably spouting nonsense

Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: Dougggy on September 17, 2013, 04:24 pm
.. He could actually be..any one.of.you..
I shall apolagize into which incredibly somewhat shall be.
I shall be instantaniously leaving such place soon in a...

I MEAN LOCKER YOUR A DICK FUCK YOU YOU DICK!!!!...

Haha, I joke of course, I joined as soon as this all started, so don't really know about him before this but he must be so happy right now, this post has nearly 100 reply's, everyone talking about him and it seems even if we're calling him dicks and telling him to leave he still comes back for more  ::)
~D
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CannabisCrusader on September 19, 2013, 07:12 am
God fucking damn it. Get the fuck out and stay out, and delete your post on the way out. A post like this is what causes sensationalist headliners...
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: realdeals on September 19, 2013, 07:47 am
Age is no excuse.  You're a douche-bag.  Don't come back.
HAHAHAHA
btw all the people I know that use hardcore drugs like heroin , or in prison , mental problems, or dead all began at an age of -16!
I used allot of speed , xtc , weed when I was 16 years old. I struggled for 4 years with a bad panic disorder. still recovering from that. Think twice buddy ;)
Title: Re: Telling the truth before I leave this place.
Post by: CLK on September 19, 2013, 08:47 am
^ Some that i know that have left us started before 16, some after. Heroin doesn't discriminate mate, age race sexuality whatever, it affects em all. i'm sure there are 15 year old, in fact i KNOW there are youguns that have more brains that 25yr olds, a 37 year old that i know who tantrums like a kid..and she has a kid. Age is just a number

Except with this guy, he brings his kind a bad name (overweight white spoilt middle class child, or at least brought up that way), am i right? You seem immensely proud of the fact you can type coherently, and you have a wholey undeserved sense of entitlment, a huge ego. Oh and you're a scamming cunt and still havn't paid the guys back. Guys can we stop bumpting this thread, and just let him be forgotten? Peace out