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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: tedrux on August 08, 2013, 10:28 am
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I need about 1 bc to cover cost of
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1 gram cyanide
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1 gram cyanide
Hello Teddy.
I've seen your posts in the past and if you truly wanted to commit suicide, you'd have done it by now. I mean, couldn't you just jump off a very tall building/ cliff, slit your wrists or hang yourself?
So therefore I am guessing that yet again you're drunk and feeling a tad self-pitying, you're after attention.
That's fine. Here's a virtual hug.
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hello remidiless. no I am not drunk. I am completely serious. I keep asking for 1 gram cyanide and no ones bought it for me yet. you wanna see how serious I am? chip in.
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Getting people on the internet to buy you cyanide isn't the only way to kill yourself as well you know.
You're not serious, we all know that and my guess is you're jealous of all the other suicide threads.
But that's ok, we all have our moments where we need attention. Get out of the situation you're in at the moment by going to volunteer in the Third World, google how to do it.
Helping others is a very valid way of helping yourself.
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I am 100 percent serious. no its not the only method, but its the most likely to succeed. HELP ME. like I said - chip in and you'll find out how serious I am. that or shut the fuck up. you're not helping .
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at risk of bieng a horible person, if people help fund this will you post proof of death? perahaps video. also why cyanide, thats pretty painful. go with the old toaster in the bath tub routine
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ps . I'm saying what Im saying because of ME . not because of what any one else is going through. I have yet to get my cyanide and I am going to keep fucking trying till I do. I kept asking about it up untill I was sent to jail and started asking about it again right after I got out. it is not up for logical disection of if my choice makes sense. its what I want. its what I decided. show some Damned fucking respect you ass hole.
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Get out of the situation you're in at the moment by going to volunteer in the Third World, google how to do it.
Helping others is a very valid way of helping yourself.
pfffff work for free in a Third World country, are you trying hasten his suicide attempt or something?
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ps . I'm saying what Im saying because of ME . not because of what any one else is going through. I have yet to get my cyanide and I am going to keep fucking trying till I do. I kept asking about it up untill I was sent to jail and started asking about it again right after I got out. it is not up for logical disection of if my choice makes sense. its what I want. its what I decided. show some Damned fucking respect you ass hole.
Hey just so you know, I read the feedback on the cyanide and some of the people lived unfortunately or fortunately - depending on how you look at it.
Personally, I'd go with jumping off a tall building, it'd be kind of a kick too. Or maybe getting in the sea in the dead of night and just swimming and swimming until there was nothing left and I drowned or getting a fuckton of heroin and shooting it up.
If you are truly serious though, the SR forums aren't the place for answers, you're just going to get trolled for the most part by people who are bored of these sort of threads.
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People who are serious about suicide do not seek help. People who are serious about suicide give their things away and make due. They don't ask for money from people to make it work.
Want to see how serious I am?
Keep "asking about" Cyanide, and not getting it.
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so change that. give me the funds for it. see how serious I am . put it to the test.
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1 gram of Cyanide...
You realize 5-10 mg of Strychnine intravenously will do you in, right? Shit, get a syringe, suck up a nice big bubble of air, and put THAT in your vein. If you're serious... stop posting, and stop being a fucking pussy and begging for money we ALL know you're not going to ever pay back. At least if you actually offed yourself, we'd be getting something for our money, but you're not even going to film it, and even if you did... Freedom Hosting is down, so you have nowhere to even have your little sister upload the snuff to. :D
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1 gram cyanide
OMG
You DON'T need cyanide to kill yourself. You need no money to do it.
1) Take a 2ml syringe, bring air in it instead of a liquid, put it in the vein, inject the air bubble inside the vein. You are dead.
2) Go to the roof of a 6 level or more palace and jump from it. You are dead.
3) Take a sharp knife, cut your carotid artery or femoral artery (if the knife is sharp you feel nothing, especially with adrenaline). You are dead.
These are only three of the numerous options. They will NEVER fail (so please stop with this idiocy of failing; cyanide actually CAN fail, the above cannot, nobody can save you after) and they are all not painful. You will feel nothing on all those cases (well on the first yes, but it last very little and it's not much pain).
It's really possible that you couldn't find in these months these very easy solutions if you REALLY wanted to die instead of insisting on cyanide? Hell, if you want to spend money for it at last OD on Heroin or either Morphine instead. Cyanide sucks and if I wanted to kill myself it would be the last option I would use. If you want to die in the most painless way just buy some Heroin, ffs. If you have no tolerance with opiates 100mg of SR #4 or #3 Heroin will kill you painlessly and even an homeless could afford to save and spend that much.
Stop with this pantomime, you are becoming a subject of amusement instead of arising compassion. If you really want to suicide yourself you are much probably the most inept person I've ever met at it; I mean, how much does it take to understand how to kill yourself in an effective way? I could understand this diatribe in the XVIII century, but we are now in the in the century of internet and information that can be found everywhere and you are even in the SR where there are many options for you to use, one better than the other and you insist with this cyanide, oh well.
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1 gram cyanide
OMG
You DON'T need cyanide to kill yourself. You need no money to do it.
1) Take a 2ml syringe, bring air in it instead of a liquid, put it in the vein, inject the air bubble inside the vein. You are dead.
2) Go to the roof of a 6 level or more palace and jump from it. You are dead.
3) Take a sharp knife, cut your carotid artery or femoral artery (if the knife is sharp you feel nothing, especially with adrenaline). You are dead.
These are only three of the numerous options. They will NEVER fail (so please stop with this idiocy of failing; cyanide actually CAN fail, the above cannot, nobody can save you after) and they are all not painful. You will feel nothing on all those cases (well on the first yes, but it last very little and it's not much pain).
It's really possible that you couldn't find in these months these very easy solutions if you REALLY wanted to die instead of insisting on cyanide? Hell, if you want to spend money for it at last OD on Heroin or either Morphine instead. Cyanide sucks and if I wanted to kill myself it would be the last option I would use. If you want to die in the most painless way just buy some Heroin, ffs. If you have no tolerance with opiates 100mg of SR #4 or #3 Heroin will kill you painlessly and even an homeless could afford to save and spend that much.
Stop with this pantomime, you are becoming a subject of amusement instead of arising compassion. If you really want to suicide yourself you are much probably the most inept person I've ever met at it; I mean, how much does it take to understand how to kill yourself in an effective way? I could understand this diatribe in the XVIII century, but we are now in the in the century of internet and information that can be found everywhere and you are even in the SR where there are many options for you to use, one better than the other and you insist with this cyanide, oh well.
Actually, the best artery to slash is the Brachial artery, as it is the largest, and most practical. Most people do not realize how hard it truly is to get at the radial or ulnar arties in your wrist/forearm until they start cutting. It's quite painful to actually pull off - not quite like Hollywood portrays. And if you think digging through your forearm sounds hard... I couldn't imagine trying to hack away at your femoral artery with anything shy of a Katana.
The Carotid artery would also be pretty absurd. Once you cut one side, you're instantly going to grab your throat to stop the flow, because of how fast, and because of the loss of the ability to breathe. You'll pass out before you'll die, and while unconscious... someone might just save your life.
Takes about 2 minutes to empty the body's blood supply out of just one slashed Brachial, which is located just above the elbow, beneath your tricep muscle under some of the softest skin and fatty tissue in the body; it's easy to score the first slash too!
;D
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Well, I sure as fuck am not going to give you my hard earned money just so you can kill yourself. Plenty of people have killed themselves without begging for money first. In fact, I'd say most people kill themselves BECAUSE they don't have any money, so it looks like you're on the right track there. But yeah, I don't think you're going to be getting anymore bitcoins from people, especially considering you still owe people money after you took advantage of their generosity in the spare coins thread.
However, my offer still stands from your other thread where you posted about earning bitcoins. Giving away bitcoins? I just can't bring myself to do that. But if you want to earn them... here your best chance it looks like...
I'll give you 1BTC if you post "I'm just a barbie girl, looking for my Ken..." and nothing else for your next 500 posts in 500 unique threads which aren't in the Off-topic or Newbie sections of the forum, due by 11:59 EST on Friday August 9th 2013.
Since you got off to a late start, I'll generously extend that deadline to Saturday the 10th at 11:59pm EST.
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i did not take advantage: i was told to ask for mony for shrooms and thats what i did. as far as i know i dont currently owe any one
and im wondering how i can assure that youll even pay out or that i wont get banned for spam
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So fucking tired of these suicide threads. They're all clearly fake attention whoring posts. 2MarijuanaMan contradicted himself and showed he was lying about being crippled in another thread so his was fake, and I'm pretty sure I've seen you post about it tedrux.
At the risk of sounding like an insensitive ass hole, DO IT YOU FUCKING PUSSY. No one is going to give you money, because no one wants you dead, you're not worth the money.
But since you're not going to do it, please stop posting for attention.
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I couldn't imagine trying to hack away at your femoral artery with anything shy of a Katana.
With a lunge, not with a slash.
Moreover you are taking my points as completely seriously while they were actually meant more as an half-joke given the individual.
The Carotid artery would also be pretty absurd. Once you cut one side, you're instantly going to grab your throat to stop the flow, because of how fast, and because of the loss of the ability to breathe. You'll pass out before you'll die, and while unconscious... someone might just save your life.
You say it was absurd but then you said you are going to die (and moreover to an absurd person you give absurd hints) ;)
Naturally I wasn't taking in consideration someone in house or that can come to your house soon. If I would plan a suicide (willingly doing it and not just to call for attention) the first thing I would beware of would be of being in a place nobody would disturb me if something goes not as planned (that can always happen, no matter what).
I said the carotid artery because that's very easy to do. I agree on the Brachial, but it's not so easy to do as it is the carotid that's so evident and everybody know. I mean, someone that doesn't even have the competence or willingness to research on ways to die with the information so easily reached nowadays you think can find the Brachial artery even if a doctor would tell him where it is and marking it with a magic marker?
The carotid artery is more than he deserves, at last he will shut up for some time if all else fails :P
P.S: You are giving too many precise hints and methods to Tedrux; in this way he will possibly do it for real in the end and succeed, if not only for a mistake (as in: trying something willingly that doesn't work but his subconscious with the information received will instead apply a method that works and then bye bye Tedrux; he is fun I don't want him gone so soon) ;)
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2MarijuanaMan contradicted himself and showed he was lying about being crippled in another thread so his was fake
Really? I didn't expect something like this from him.
I'm seriously dissapointed right now.
If he needed someone to talk he could have made it honestly; there's no need to fake a disability just to arise compassion on people, because first of all you need compassion of anybody and secondly because you are treating people like stupid.
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thats just fucked up. don't half joke about this shit. I'm being 100 per cent for real and if your sitting here giving me bad advice thats.....just fucked up dude.
yes I've posted about this in the past and nothings changed since then. I went to jail a few times. thus my absences. and no one ever sprung for cyanide but I guess idfk. it doesn't matter as long as I croak. i just didn't think I could fuck up cyanide and there was no puncturing or slashing which I'm not very ready for.
I couldn't imagine trying to hack away at your femoral artery with anything shy of a Katana.
With a lunge, not with a slash.
Moreover you are taking my points as completely seriously while they were actually meant more as an half-joke given the individual.
The Carotid artery would also be pretty absurd. Once you cut one side, you're instantly going to grab your throat to stop the flow, because of how fast, and because of the loss of the ability to breathe. You'll pass out before you'll die, and while unconscious... someone might just save your life.
You say it was absurd but then you said you are going to die (and moreover to an absurd person you give absurd hints) ;)
Naturally I wasn't taking in consideration someone in house or that can come to your house soon. If I would plan a suicide (willingly doing it and not just to call for attention) the first thing I would beware of would be of being in a place nobody would disturb me if something goes not as planned (that can always happen, no matter what).
I said the carotid artery because that's very easy to do. I agree on the Brachial, but it's not so easy to do as it is the carotid that's so evident and everybody know. I mean, someone that doesn't even have the competence or willingness to research on ways to die with the information so easily reached nowadays you think can find the Brachial artery even if a doctor would tell him where it is and marking it with a magic marker?
The carotid artery is more than he deserves, at last he will shut up for some time if all else fails :P
P.S: You are giving too many precise hints and methods to Tedrux; in this way he will possibly do it for real in the end and succeed, if not only for a mistake (as in: trying something willingly that doesn't work but his subconscious with the information received will instead apply a method that works and then bye bye Tedrux; he is fun I don't want him gone so soon) ;)
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thats just fucked up. don't half joke about this shit. I'm being 100 per cent for real and if your sitting here giving me bad advice thats.....just fucked up dude.
It was not bad advice. There are even more efficient methods but those will work the same.
I don't want to give you too many precise details because I don't think you really want to suicide yourself no matter if you believe it yourself. For example I said to you about Heroin but I did not specify how to do it well. Using Heroin will work but if you are really serious about doing a thing as this then you should be able for yourself to research more on the topic to understand how to do it with the less trouble and misfire. If you are not willingly to do this then it just shows that you aren't really serious no matter what you say (your acts shows reality much more than your words).
You cannot expect people to give you precise information and details on how to end your life, because, speaking for myself, I would never take that responsibility on myself and apart this you cannot really expect people to do the work for you (and not only about suicide, about everything). If you want to do it I can give you a possible direction but it is your responsibility to research more on that direction to find specifics and even better methodologies to do the same thing or similar ones.
C'mon TedRux. From how much time are you here? It's possible that you never researched yourself upon the topic (there are countless threads even in clearnet about these things) so much that you still need to come here for help? Be serious please (and I say this with your best interest at hand): you are not yet sure about committing suicide, it is just an option because you seem to have nothing else, isn't it? But this is NOT willing to suicide yourself it is just the only option you see at the moment because you think you have nothing more. Isn't what I'm saying the reality of the thing?
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I couldn't imagine trying to hack away at your femoral artery with anything shy of a Katana.
With a lunge, not with a slash.
Moreover you are taking my points as completely seriously while they were actually meant more as an half-joke given the individual.
The Carotid artery would also be pretty absurd. Once you cut one side, you're instantly going to grab your throat to stop the flow, because of how fast, and because of the loss of the ability to breathe. You'll pass out before you'll die, and while unconscious... someone might just save your life.
You say it was absurd but then you said you are going to die (and moreover to an absurd person you give absurd hints) ;)
Naturally I wasn't taking in consideration someone in house or that can come to your house soon. If I would plan a suicide (willingly doing it and not just to call for attention) the first thing I would beware of would be of being in a place nobody would disturb me if something goes not as planned (that can always happen, no matter what).
I said the carotid artery because that's very easy to do. I agree on the Brachial, but it's not so easy to do as it is the carotid that's so evident and everybody know. I mean, someone that doesn't even have the competence or willingness to research on ways to die with the information so easily reached nowadays you think can find the Brachial artery even if a doctor would tell him where it is and marking it with a magic marker?
The carotid artery is more than he deserves, at last he will shut up for some time if all else fails :P
P.S: You are giving too many precise hints and methods to Tedrux; in this way he will possibly do it for real in the end and succeed, if not only for a mistake (as in: trying something willingly that doesn't work but his subconscious with the information received will instead apply a method that works and then bye bye Tedrux; he is fun I don't want him gone so soon) ;)
You quoted me saying "I would attempt to hack at my femoral artery with anything shy of a Katana" as me taking YOU too seriously? :D
Seriously though, TedRux, just have a friend cut your head off with a sword. Easy.
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Make a stew out of used cig. butts and water.
I heard it is deadly.
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oooooooooooooooo nicotine poisoning, thats good.
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No tedrux, I wont take you seriously. I feel pretty confident whatever money given to you, you'll just spend on drugs and then come back in the future and make more attention seeking posts.
Killing yourself costs no money at all. Find a bridge, jump off, throw a gainer off to spruce that shit up and to land on your head.
I just saved you about $100, you can now send whatever money you have and don't need to me on SR, my name's the same ;)
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If you are going to commit suicide, then how bad can working for 1 day to acquire the funds be? You could also sell your computer/laptop... I am not saying that you should kill yourself, but you asking for 1btc is completely illogical if you aren't going to need anything you have now.
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Can we all stop posting on this individual's threads? You understand that's all he wants, do you not? He knows nobody will send him any Bitcoins, and easily has $100 fiat currency to purchase anything he'd need to kill himself.
Stop posting here and giving him the attention he seeks and does not deserve.
/ENDRANT
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i did not take advantage: i was told to ask for mony for shrooms and thats what i did. as far as i know i dont currently owe any one
and im wondering how i can assure that youll even pay out or that i wont get banned for spam
You have my word I'll pay and the mods don't ban people for posting things like that, it doesn't accomplish anything for them.
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I'm surprised nobody has pointed this out yet, the "cyanide" that everyone associates with deadly poisons is hydrogen cyanide, the one being offered by an SR vendor is sodium cyanide, completely different compounds.
Sodium cyanide is about as toxic as any $10 drain cleaner.
Oh yeah, forgot to mention, you are an attention seeking pussy, Munchausen's works better if its done in real time rather than over the internet. Good luck to you.
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I asked libertas about this and I still havn't heard an okay or no don't from him. is there another mod I should check with. I'm perfectly willing to do this if I have assurance from the mods I wont get my account deleted. besides I don't k now how I can hold you to this , you're probably just going to laugh at me like a gimp.
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Hahahaha what a gimp
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Remember: you could always just find out the name of the roughest gay bar in your geography and then stand outside and start screaming epithets until they brutally ass-rape you allowing you to finally find fulfilling succor. Probably cheaper than cyanide, and you may find yourself smiling as the events unfold.
8)
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One method of committing suicide I remember, was going to the top of a highrise in the middle of the city, tying a bungee cord around your feet, tying a piano string around your wrists and holding onto the top of your head(covered in superglue) with both hands as you jump off the building. When you reach the end of the chord, the whiplash will make the piano wire sever your neck, and your dismembered head will be staring at everyone on the sidewalk below. Guaranteed to put any kids in the vicinity in therapy for years!
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cant someone be humane and give the man some xanax and heroin. Probably a good way to go. Take the xanax then an hour later od on heroin. you wont remember a thing.
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I'm bumping this thread because no one here has had the heart to help me out. I hope I annoy the shit out of you all until some one gives me what I need to be able to sleep forever. and thats the idea here: go to sleep and never wake up / I think they call it respitory supression? idk. please help me. :'(
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I'm bumping this thread because no one here has had the heart to help me out. I hope I annoy the shit out of you all until some one gives me what I need to be able to sleep forever. and thats the idea here: go to sleep and never wake up / I think they call it respitory supression? idk. please help me. :'(
Can you write up what you did with the laundry iron? We were all so excited about that purchase too.
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go fuck yourself.
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Im not a fucking massochist. I don't WANT to burn to death via what an electric shock would cause. I would like a peaceful pill and I know that some one can afford to give that kindness. ps. the iron is sitting next to me you ass hole.
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Go drink some bleach
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look at the leathel dosage and then stop assuming I'm retarded.
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Go with an exit bag ya douche. Argon, Nitrogen, Helium, any inert gas will do. 15 seconds and Bam! Hypoxia sets in and you're unconscious, another minute and you're gone. Not that difficult of a method. Plus it's painless and necessary components are easily acquired. It's not rocket science guy.
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then pay for it and I'll be away and gone from botherin gthis fine forum any longer. deal?
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Pfft if amanda todd can do it so can you
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some one was around to give her money, her parents for example. I dont have hat luxery. my family barely (doesn') pay the bills. stop criticizing and chip in.
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go fuck yourself.
Teddy, what are you doing with the iron then? Smoothing out your foreskin?
Also, I smell anger. Which makes me think you aren't really suicidal at all. Are you after money for Viagra in the hopes you might get lucky with your sister again? *wink, wink*
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This is an effective method. Barbiturates and a plastic bag over your head. Time to go out doctor shopping Tedster!
Butabarbital
(secbutobarbitone, butisol, ethnor)
Dosage: 3 grams, typically one hundred 30mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 minutes; death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Very reliable
The Savvy Suicide: More effective when used with an airtight bag over one's head and a rubber band around one's neck. Alcohol accelerates the process and increases reliability.
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What you think her parents bought her bleach shit dude go to kitchen/toilet grab bleach and down that sucker
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1 gram cyanide
I'll buy you cyanide if you buy me China White.
Oh. Nvm.
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bleach wont kill a full grown man. consuming enough to die from is next to imppossible. as far as your suggestion for an exi bag the pills cost money. money i dont have
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Most drugs, taken in large quantity, will induce vomiting. To prevent this, take one or two anti-histamine tablets (travel sickness, allergy, hay fever tablets, etc.) an hour before on a fairly empty stomach.
If your poison of choice is in tablet form, swallow the first 20% as normal. (A larger quantity may induce vomiting or impede absorption.) Take the remainder with food or a strong alcohol, crushed or dissolved as appropriate; this will help the entire dose to hit your system at the same time. Alcohol helps dissolve the drugs, but don't drink any beforehand! Instead, wash the tablets down with vodka or a similar spirit, and then drink yourself silly while you're still conscious.
To increase your odds of death, secure a large, airtight plastic bag over your head. Also consider securing a rubber band around your neck. This can bring your odds from "good" to "almost certain," in case the drugs don't work as expected.
Friday night is a good time to die, if you live alone--nobody will miss you until Monday morning. Bolt all the doors and windows, and tell your neighbors or friends that you'll be away. If you've got a loyal dog, set it free--you just don't want to be featured on the nightly news as the chump whose dog dialed 9-1-1 and saved his life.
Be aware that people who regularly use painkillers can develop a tolerance. Increase the dosage accordingly.
Alcohol
Dosage: Variable
Time To Die: About 8 hours
Availability: Wonderfully easy to get
Certain Death?: Unreliable
The Savvy Suicide: Drink it all at the same time, as quickly as possible. Will cause liver and kidney damage if 'rescued' before death. Dosage is questionable.
Science Facts: Ingesting spirits as an enema is supposed to be a very quick way of absorbing alcohol; even better, inject it. Dosage varies according to method of ingestion, the individual's tolerance, and the health of the individual's liver.
So They Say: "The fatal dose of pure alcohol in an average adult is 300-400 mL (750-1000 mL of 40% alcohol) if consumed in less than one hour. Apart from the effects of overdosage, death after alcohol consumption can occur as a result of choking on vomit while unconscious...Consequences such as liver damage occur after chronic consumption."
Amobarbital
(amytal, amal, eunoctal, etamyl, stadadorm)
Dosage: 4.5 grams, typically ninety 50mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 minutes; death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Very reliable
The Savvy Suicide: More effective when used with an airtight bag over one's head and a rubber band around one's neck. Alcohol accelerates the process and increases reliability.
Aspirin
Dosage: 20-30+ grams
Time To Die: Variable: hours to days
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Unreliable
The Savvy Suicide: Not recommended. Fatal dose varies wildly, could cause liver & kidney damage instead of death. Too many cause vomiting. Overdose causes strange noises in your ears and projectile vomiting after about 10 hours. Medical help generally effective, so stay out of hospital for a couple of days. May cause bleeding in your stomach and/or upper intestines. To speed up absorption, take with sodium bicarbonate (bicarbonate of soda).
Bleach
(also lye, drain cleaning fluids)
Dosage: One half to one liter
Time To Die: Variable: hours to days
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Uncertain
The Savvy Suicide: This method depends on your stomach corroding, thereby releasing stomach acids to destroy vital organs. A painful way to go.
So They Say: "I have heard of people throwing themselves through plate glass windows in their death agonies after drinking lye."
Butabarbital
(secbutobarbitone, butisol, ethnor)
Dosage: 3 grams, typically one hundred 30mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 minutes; death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Very reliable
The Savvy Suicide: More effective when used with an airtight bag over one's head and a rubber band around one's neck. Alcohol accelerates the process and increases reliability.
Caffeine
Dosage: 20 grams
Time To Die: Unknown
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Without much data or secondhand accounts, the lethality of caffeine remains uncertain.
Science Facts: An average cup of coffee contains roughly 200 mg, as does one caffeine pill such as Vivarin.
Carbon Monoxide
Dosage: 5% concentration
Time To Die: Minutes to hours
Availability: Easy to get: car exhaust, for one
Certain Death?: Fairly certain
The Savvy Suicide: Causes brain damage to survivors. Skin becomes fire engine red, making the coroner's job easy.
Science Facts: The actual cause of death is asphyxiation, since the carbon monoxide binds tighter to hemoglobin than oxygen does (the oxygen gets crowded out, so to speak).
So They Say: "Urban legend tells of one couple who tried to kill themselves by filling their apartment with carbon monoxide. Unfortunately, the heavier-than-air carbon monoxide leaked through the floor and killed the people in the apartment below."
Chloral Hydrate
(noctec, chloratex, somnox)
Dosage: More than 10 grams, typically more than twenty 500mg tablets
Time To Die: Info not available
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Chlorine gas
Dosage: Unknown
Time To Die: Unknown
Availability: Tricky
Certain Death?: Good
The Savvy Suicide: Used in World War One, known to be a very unpleasant death.
Chloroform
Dosage: Unknown (a soaked rag?)
Time To Die: Several minutes
Availability: Fairly easy to get
Certain Death?: Unknown
The Savvy Suicide: Victim will become unconscious first, so steps must be taken to ensure a continued ingestion. Perhaps taping the soaked rag over one's mouth?
Cocaine
Dosage: 1 ounce (?)
Time To Die: 2 to 3 hours (?)
Availability: Possibly difficult; very expensive
Certain Death?: Unknown
The Savvy Suicide: Cocaine overdose induces a heart attack. Along the way, expect severe paranoia and breathing problems. It is not uncommon for drug mules to swallow bags or condoms of cocaine, only to have them accidentally burst in transit, killing them quite handily.
Codeine
Dosage: 2.4 grams, typically eight 30mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 minutes; death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Very reliable
The Savvy Suicide: More effective when used with an airtight bag over one's head and a rubber band around one's neck. Alcohol accelerates the process and increases reliability. Be warned than tolerance develops with "normal" use.
Cyanide
(HCN, KCN)
Dosage: 50 mg Hydrogen Cyanide gas, 200-300 mg Cyanide salts
Time To Die: Seconds for gas; minutes for the salts on an empty stomach; possibly hours on a full stomach
Availability: Very difficult to secure
Certain Death?: Very certain
The Savvy Suicide: Instead of ingesting cyanide salt orally, drop 500mg into a strong acid. The fumes will be pure Hydrogen Cyanide, capable of killing within seconds.
Science Facts: Hydrocyanic acid is one of the most poisonous substances known; the inhalation of its fumes in high concentration will cause almost immediate death. Hydrogen cyanide acts by preventing the normal process of tissue oxidation and paralyzing the respiratory center in the brain. Most of the accidental cases are due to inhaling the fumes during a fumigating process. In the pure state it kills with great rapidity. Crystalline cyanides, such as potassium or sodium cyanide are equally poisonous, since they interact with the hydrochloric acid in the stomach to liberate hydrocyanic acid. This poison has been used for both homicide and suicide; in recent history, a number of European political figures carried vials of cyanide salt for emergency self-destruction and some used them. Death resulted from amounts of only a fraction of a gram. A concentration of 1 part in 500 of hydrogen cyanide gas is fatal. Allowable working concentration in most of the United States is 20 ppm. Two and one-half grains of liquid acid has killed. The acid acts fatally in about 15 minutes. The cyanide salts kill in several hours. The average dose of solution is 0.1 cc.
The Savvy Suicide: Stomach acids will react with Cyanide salts to form Hydrogen Cyanide, so an empty stomach is a great advantage.
Diazepam
(valium, apozepam, aliseum, ducene)
Dosage: 500 milligrams, typically one hundred 5mg tablets
Time To Die: Info not available
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Unreliable
The Savvy Suicide: Not effective by itself. Mix with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Flurazepam
(dalmane, dalmadorm, niotal)
Dosage: 3 grams, typically one hundred 30mg tablets
Time To Die: Info not available
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Gasoline
(inhaled/injected)
Dosage: 20 ml (?)
Time To Die: Seconds/minutes
Availability: Very easy to get
Certain Death?: With correct dosage, a reliable method.
So They Say: "You can also use propane or butane on a skin surface. Go stick your hand in a bucket of propane and see how many seconds you last..."
Gluthethimide
(doriden, doridene, glimid)
Dosage: 24 grams, typically forty eight 500mg tablets
Time To Die: Info not available
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Heroin
Dosage: 120 to 500 mg for non-users
Time To Die: Unknown
Availability: Difficult (and, like cocaine, expensive)
Certain Death?: Unknown
The Savvy Suicide: Combined with alcohol, a lethal dose might be reduced.
Hydrazine
Dosage: As produced by reaction (see below)
Time To Die: Unknown (2 weeks?)
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Not known
Science Facts: Commonly produced by mixing a bottle of bleach and a bottle of ammonia. A fairly common way for illiterate cleaning people to accidentally kill themselves.
So They Say: "Several years ago at my high school, one of the janitors innocently mixed together half a bottle of bleach with half a bottle of of ammonia in a small closet where the cleaning fluids were kept. He passed out due to the hydrazine gas released in the reaction between the two chemicals. This man was in agony for two weeks in an intensive care unit in a local hospital with the majority of the inside surface of his lungs damaged and untreatable before he got lucky and died."
Hydromorphone
(dilaudid, pentagone)
Dosage: 100-200 milligrams, typically 50-100 2mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 minutes; death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Insulin
(injected)
Dosage: Unknown
Time To Die: Hours-days
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Reasonable
The Savvy Suicide: Rumored to be quite a pleasant way to go.
Iron
Dosage: Unknown
Time To Die: Unknown
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Good
So They Say: "It seems that iron pills oxidize in the stomach and eat a hole through it. The only reason I know this is that someone at my school just recently overdosed and died from this. It was ruled suicide since no person could accidentally take that many iron pills. They didn't say how many she took or how many it takes to kill yourself though."
Malathion
(insecticide)
Dosage: A few bottles
Time To Die: 2 to 3 hours
Availability: Found commercially at large garden centers
Certain Death?: Unreliable
Science Facts: Dosage to knock off a rat is 1 gram per kilogram of body weight. If that ratio holds for an adult human, then acquiring the necessary amount might be too difficult.
The Savvy Suicide: Parathion is recommended as a better insecti-suicide.
Meperidine
Dosage: 3.6 grams, typically 72 50mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconscious in 5-15 minutes, death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Meprobamate
(miltown, equanil)
Dosage: 45 grams, typically 112 400mg tablets
Time To Die: Info not available
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Mercury
(salts, soluble)
Dosage: 1 gram of salts
Time To Die: Unknown
Availability: Unknown
Certain Death?: Good
Science Facts: Contrary to popular opinion, pure mercury metal isn't all that poisonous. The soluble salts are, however. The "mad hatter" story refers to brain damage that hat makers used to get from using mercury salts.
Methadone
(dolophine, adanon)
Dosage: 300 milligram, typically sixty 5mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconscious in 5-15 minutes, death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band. Tolerance develops with use.
Methyprylon
Dosage: 15 grams, typically fifty 300mg tablets
Time To Die: Info not available
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Morphine
Dosage: 200 milligrams, typically fourteen 15mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 min.; death in 20-50 min.
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band. Tolerance develops with use.
Nicotine
Dosage: 100g (?) extracted from tobacco; 40-60 mg pure
Time To Die: Several hours
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Fairly certain, given a large enough dose
The Savvy Suicide: Side effects include violent convulsions. The direct cause of death is respiratory failure. Smokers should use larger doses than non-smokers. Coma may set in before death.
So They Say: "Soak 100 grams of tobacco for a few days. You get a brown mess. Strain off the tobacco, then simmer slowly until most of the liquid has gone, leaving about 2 teaspoons of brown treacle-like stuff. Add it to your night-time drink, and never wake up. Someone once said that 150 mg of pure nicotine would be fatal in seconds."
Nitrogen gas
Dosage: Minimum: several liters, uncompressed
Time To Die: Minutes
Availability: Possible through plumbing or welding supplier
Certain Death?: Certain
Science Facts: While the victim dies from asphyxiation, it is not a lack of oxygen; rather an excess of carbon dioxide deals the lethal blow.
Nitrous oxide
Dosage: Unknown
Time To Die: Minutes
Availability: Fairly easy to get
Certain Death?: Reasonable
The Savvy Suicide: Accidental deaths are not uncommon. Probably a pleasant way to go.
Paracetamol
(acetaminophen)
Dosage: 15+ grams; 20+ recommended
Time To Die: Fatal damage occurs in 10 hours, but fatality will not occur for another 2 weeks
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Fairly reliable
Science Facts: Horrible side effects during the 2 week dying time, including acute toxic hepatitis, renal failure, cerebral oedema, intra-abdominal bleeding, aspiration pneumonia and hemophilia. Insufficient dose causes severe liver damage. Accidental deaths are very common. Besides vomiting and nausea, there are few, if any, side effects before the damage becomes fatal.
Pentobarbital
Dosage: 3 grams, typically thirty 100mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 minutes, death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Very reliable with plastic bag and rubber band
Phenobarbital
Dosage: 4.5 grams, typically 150 30mg tablets
Time To Die: Info not available
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Phosphine gas
(From Aluminum pesticide, ALP)
Dosage: 3 grams
Time To Die: About 2 hours
Availability: Difficult to get
Certain Death?: Very good
The Savvy Suicide: After severe vomiting, the victim loses consciousness, the blood vessels rupture and body cavities fill with blood. Some escape death because the efficacy of the gas decreases as the pill ages and is exposed to moisture.
Science Facts: There is no specific antidote to this, so a single 3-gram pill contains enough ALP, which produces lethal phosphine gas when it comes in contact with hydrochloric acid or water in the stomach, to kill quite nicely.
So They Say: "A common method for Indian villagers."
So They Say: "One 3-gram tablet is enough to kill 10 people."
Potassium Chloride
Dosage: Not known (20cc injected in a strong solution is recommended)
Time To Die: Seconds to minutes
Availability: Widely available
Certain Death?: Certain
Science Facts: Causes heart attack, leading to sometimes ambiguous coroner reports.
Science Facts: An excess of K+ in the blood interferes with nerve signals and stops muscles and nerves from working. When it reaches your heart, you're finished.
Propoxyphene
(darvon, dolotard, abalgin, antalvic, depronal)
Dosage: 2 grams, typically thirty 65mg tablets
Time To Die: About one hour
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Fairly certain
The Savvy Suicide: This does not make you unconscious. It is suggested that you combine this drug with a sleeping pill and the bad/rubber band rig.
Secobarbital
(quinalbarbitone, seconal, immenox, dormona, secogen)
Dosage: 4.5 grams, typically forty five 100mg tablets
Time To Die: Unconsciousness in 5-15 minutes, death in 20-50 minutes
Availability: Prescription only
Certain Death?: Not effective by itself
The Savvy Suicide: Mix it with alcohol and restrict breathing with a bag and rubber band.
Warfarin
(Rat poison)
Dosage: Unknown
Time To Die: Hours to fatal damage; days to actual fatality
Availability: Easy to get
Certain Death?: Very certain
Science Facts: According to speculation, this poison functions by causing severe a cerebral hemorrhage, since it kills rats by inducing hemophilia. Medical help is said to be futile; victims are left to die in agony. Skeptics dismiss this as melodramatic claptrap, citing the good health and ordinary lives of human hemophiliacs.
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Hi
I have nembutal in sachets of 15 grams each , each sachet would cost you 490 usd inclusive of shipping.
Nembutal is in powdered form with purity of 99.8%. I would require you complete address and name for shipping.
Shipping takes 5-7 business days for delivery.
Payment can me made via skrill/bank transfer/ western union.
this wasn't in the first person. its an advert I found. gives you the price point of what I need. yes I know I need zoloft.
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btw I've seen that before online where you pulled it from and the dosages aren't correct. you can't trust every random poster. now seriously, if you want to be helpful contribute some money. that or stop trolling me.
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There's so many ways to top yourself. But something (the fact that you haven't done it yet) tells me you're never going to really kill yourself. And that's a good thing Teddy. You're actually quite entertaining in your own little way. It sounds to me like you're quite young and my suggestion is that you get out there into the big wide world and chase some tail. Don't mention suicide to chicks, it comes off as a bit needy. Oh and remember no means no, if not it comes off as a bit rapey.
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shut up troll.
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shut up troll.
Coming from King troll I take that as a compliment. I bet you you'll still be here this time next year whining away that it's somehow our fault you're not dead because we wouldn't give you money.
Michael Hutchence managed to kill himself and he wasn't even trying! AND he managed to get a wank in in his final moments. David Carradine too. Not just painless but FUN too.
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any ways for any one just joining us , no this isn't a joke. I need funds for suicide supplies. don't mind the trolls, you can't do anythng about idiots who like to hear themselves talk. I have found an add for a peaceful death as listed above.
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even small donations help get me there. i have no interest in buying any drugs from SR. just came here for this reason. some one please help me. im tired of coming back every few weeks to try again but i'm gonna try and try untill I can find some one decent enough to understand I'm not being a young fool, I legitimately just am a broken person psychologically beyond repair as diagnosed by doctors. and i dont see a point of a lifetime worth of suffering in futility of no relationships no jobs no joy no purpose and absolutely no chance of ever getting better. please help me.
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Go jump in front of a train or off a building, there are plenty of methods to kill yourself for free. Only people who really want to die have the balls to kill themselves so i have no doubt we shall hear from you soon.
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Get a shotgun, or find a really tall building.
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Why is this thread getting so much attention?
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minor donations are accepted too. i'm really6 not spending this on anything but what is stated. however long it takes to get there. Im thinking if I get to choose i'd go with nembutal but helium would be cheaper. a shutgun I am not allowed to purchase and tall buinldings are non existent in a small town.
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get some agg pipe run it from the exhaust on your car to the window tape up the rest of the window get in the car and just start the engine the carbon monoxide will kill you real quick
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Silk Road, the place where you can buy most kinds of drugs, is not the place to buy cyanide.
Also with Remediless on calling bullshit on this whole thread.
In the slight chance that you are serious, the world is your oyster now. Are you "broken?" Possibly, but aren't we all?
And why does that even matter? Now you can go do whatever your body wants. You have no relationships? Why is that a problem? Some/many find themselves trapped in so many relationships they long for the days they could up and go wherever they wanted, whenever, for no reason but because they need a change of scenery. And don't start in with the "I'm too old/I'm too young," because age doesn't matter when you're increasing your chance of mortality to 100%.
The only thing that matters is that now that you're facing that certain possibility of death, no other risk should matter. Exploring a volcano or wrestling a shark are somewhere less than 100% chance of dying, so why not try something you've never tried before - for that matter, why not do something NO ONE has tried before?
You are the ultimate candidate to do whatever the fuck you want to see happen in the world.