However I have gotten severe K pains to the point I felt as if I had been shot in the stomach, puked all over myself from the pain, destroyed my nose, and became temporarily similar to a schizophrenic hearing voices and having delusions. That is from heavy ketamine abuse though. Things don't start to go downhill until around gram five in a binge, so if you are at one gram a month I think you will be fine. Be grateful that you don't feel a compulsion to use what you have until it is gone, I wish I could keep twenty grams of k and use it over a year or two but unfortunately every time I try that I end up using it until it is gone. However, after some weeks all the damage heals up and I am back to normal, at least it seems that way to me .