Hm, not really interested in CP, it is a pretty fascinating community with a lot of history though. They are also some of the pioneers of doing highly secured illegal shit online, twenty years ago some of them were using better security than you are today. Jerking off to image of exploited children is definitely not good, not really bad either though. Kind of sick and strange sure, morally it is pretty solidly neutral though. Certainly not something to make a big fuss about, or send someone to jail over. Actually having sexual interaction with children is pretty clearly morally bad, for many definitions of child. Pretty strange you can not see the distinction. Your words actually lessen the badness of child molestation by comparing it to viewing pictures of molested children, even though the two things are not even close to on the same level.