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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: tedrux on May 04, 2013, 07:32 am
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I want to die. more so , I want to take a single pill and die. more so I want it not only to be near instant but very pleasent while it lasts. there are chemicals that do all these things but I am no chemist. so for the person who is up to the challenge, put yourself to the task and let me know and I'll give you a mailing addy to send it to. I have nothing to pay sorry.
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there are chemicals that do all these things
Oh yeah?... if you know this, then why you asking us?
Keep dreaming, kid... this isn't WOW.
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i already see it in the news:
14yo gets suicide pill from SR
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I hear a lot of people go from speedball.
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could happen that some kid does off themselves like that. i cant control it. they can do it in lots of ways. i am not some 14 year old tho. im old enough to decide and to have seen who i am and what life has to offer.
I can use nos tanks, cyanide, heroin or darvacet....I can use lots of stuff that has alternative purpose. why wont a chemist just make a pleasent death pill though? it can be done, I am sure of it.
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could happen that some kid does off themselves like that. i cant control it. they can do it in lots of ways. i am not some 14 year old tho. im old enough to decide and to have seen who i am and what life has to offer.
I can use nos tanks, cyanide, heroin or darvacet....I can use lots of stuff that has alternative purpose. why wont a chemist just make a pleasent death pill though? it can be done, I am sure of it.
Half the shit on the silk road will kill you and do so in a way that will feel awesome. You're just whining for attention at this point. There's a lot of ways to kill yourself. Just do it faggot.
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as for speedball, like I said I dont have money so if you'd like to send me one I'll give you the cash. honestly id rather my heart slow to a stop then blow up from speed. I dont get endorphine rush from excersize or speeding; I just feel like I'm going to die. lol. which is what I'd prefer to avoid.
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just do it faggot- lol , nice. yes I am a homosexual- your point? and as far as 'lots of stuff'' perhaps youd like to list ingredients and dosages and donate to me? part of the reason I ask about this pill is because the chemist would know I wasn't trying to bilk for pleasure. if I take it I die and so I cant be ripping him off...
ps , since yesterday I came into a small ammount of money. prolly less then .5bc. but its what i got so I'll offer that up.
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just about .15 bc actually. thanks preev
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and yeah, I am seeking attention- towards the question of the blue pill...because I'd like to know. lots of ways to die, I'll end up in one of them. but if I can get this pill it'd be nice for me and many others.
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as for speedball, like I said I dont have money so if you'd like to send me one I'll give you the cash. honestly id rather my heart slow to a stop then blow up from speed. I dont get endorphine rush from excersize or speeding; I just feel like I'm going to die. lol. which is what I'd prefer to avoid.
What do you mean you don't have money? Take out a loan. Max out some credit cards. Pawn some shit you know you're not going to need in the after life. Or just find a sturdy piece of rope and a branch of pipe and position the rope so that it cuts off circulation from the carotid artery and jugular vein (if you make sure both are cut off, you won't experience any discomfort). People manage to kill themselves in prison with bedsheets, I think you could figure out how to do it in the free world.
And how were you expecting to to pay for a "blue pill" without any money? I smell bullshit.
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too much can go wrong with hanging, Id rather just pop a pill. and I dont expect to pay for it. I expect it given to me for free.
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as far as credit card or loans go I'm not eligible. you need credit for that and a job. I have neither nor anything the pawnshop will take. what do you mean what do I mean?? I have very little money. you can have it if you can help me . about .2 bc. thats all I have.
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too much can go wrong with hanging, Id rather just pop a pill. and I dont expect to pay for it. I expect it given to me for free.
You apparently haven't done any research confirming my notion that you're full of crap. Hanging is the most reliable method of suicide second only to a shotgun to the head. In contrast, drug overdose is one of the LEAST reliable forms of suicide, though I personally don't see how ungodly amounts of illicit narcotics from the silk road to someone with no tolerance is gonna wind up being a 50/50 thing so long as you make sure you do it in a situation where you won't be caught.
"I expect it given to me for free." What kind of shitty self-entitled attitude is that? It's also dumb as hell and unnecessary. Why on earth would someone risk their freedom to give you a shitty pill for free for no fucking reason? I don't believe you don't have any money otherwise there's no way you'd have internet access. If you do get a pill from someone, I hope it's filled with something particularly nasty and painful.
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I want to die. more so , I want to take a single pill and die. more so I want it not only to be near instant but very pleasent while it lasts. there are chemicals that do all these things but I am no chemist. so for the person who is up to the challenge, put yourself to the task and let me know and I'll give you a mailing addy to send it to. I have nothing to pay sorry.
Well, before you kill yourself, could you do us all a favor and go shoot some bankers or some Illuminati members? Make the world a better place before you go.
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well I guess you enjoy flaming back and forth. I never understood people like you. if I don't like some one I just dont talk to them. if you think your going to 'expose' me , your wrong. Im just being strait. make a pill that'll kill me and send it to me. as far as wishing me a painful death, me a complete stranger, my reaction literally: "well, that's just unecessary"
I don't feel a need to defend my honesty. because only the guilty defend themselves.
but as far as how do I have internet? this is a very poor question: because your assuming I do have internet but you don't know that.
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well I guess you enjoy flaming back and forth. I never understood people like you. if I don't like some one I just dont talk to them. if you think your going to 'expose' me , your wrong. Im just being strait. make a pill that'll kill me and send it to me. as far as wishing me a painful death, me a complete stranger, my reaction literally: "well, that's just unecessary"
I don't feel a need to defend my honesty. because only the guilty defend themselves.
but as far as how do I have internet? this is a very poor question: because your assuming I do have internet but you don't know that.
It's because you're a lying, pretentious little shit with a whiny attitude. I've known people who have killed themselves and I know what it looks like. We both know you're just lying for attention and self-aggrandizement and I would advise anyone else reading this to avoid feeling sorry for you.
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sympathy not required. it is not too much to ask....I demand nothing. it is certainly not too much to ask from those who are willing to give and if any one will give then they are the willing. if not , then they can move on with their lives like nothing happened...because nothing did.
if I take the pill or not is irrelevant because the willing gave and lost nothing they were not willing to give.
you just seem to be up for personal attacks, I don't see what you gain from it....
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some one help please? just even a gram of cyanide from emerald would do the trick. I think this "blue pill" needs to be made, but for me , for now, even cyanide will do. you can pay em, and I'll send em my addy and you wont have to give me any money just the pill directly like that. please?
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Is this shit for real? Obviously not just a teenage come-down, as it's 5 days later and you asked for it again.
No one on here will willingly, knowingly provide a drug that is used for the intention of suicide. Not for free, and not for any more. This place might be a "black market", but that doesn't mean it's a savage village of maniacs and terrorists who just want to kill and plunder.
It's an online community of decent, for the most part honest, people who just want to spread love and make some money.
You reckon the kind of people that distro MDMA and LSD are going to be able to live with the knowledge that they indirectly killed somebody? You overestimate the "evil' this place omits.
Go find a bridge, or a cliff, jump off it. You want to experience bliss? With the enormous amount of G-Force and the in-borne genetic "imminent death response" of a long fall, you will feel like you're on 1000 hits of acid and 1000 grams of MDMA all at one go for what will seem like about 40-45 minutes.
Take my word for it, the most immensely amazing way to die is from a fall. Maybe go skydiving and cut yourself from the tandem, or just find a really high cliff and go for gold.
Don't believe me? Ask all the people who died from falls of 100+ feet. ...Oh wait
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this shit is indeed for real. I'm possibly going to come into the money soon enough but don't have it right now. if there were a tall enough building or whatever around Id do that. as it is , for all my consideration, I think cyanide is the best option as long as I don't vomit (for which I guess some zofran would do). 5 days? tbh its been for the past 2 years mostly ive gotten any kind of serious about this, but even since I was 15 I was speculating about this day coming. it's almost time. i have some affairs to attend to,but its almost time.
and I dont think it savage to provide rest for the wicked. its mercy beyond the earthly of god (no comment or knowledge of the beyond, just beyond what god seems to offer during life). your veiw on civil differs depending who you ask.
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This thread is pointless. If you wanted to end your life so badly, you would have done it by now, so i think you are quite depressed, and you need to forget about pills all together.
What your asking is crazy, and the mods should delete this thread.
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Are people seriously giving you coins for you to kill yourself? Cyanide is not very pleasant by the way.. I don't think anyone would be giving you a suicide pill for free. Doing that is just wrong.
Maybe you should buy some actual drugs on here so at least you can have some fun.. And you can make your own cyanide at home from legal materials. It doesn't seem so hard... There are a lot of poisons even easier to find out there. If you were that serious you would've read about them and would be harvesting some plants by now / buying cyanide precursors.
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If I were serious then I would.....
you cant make it fact by stating it.
only my actions will tell.
I did look into making it and it looked hard. I am incompetent at just about everything, part of my motive.
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Well I think you should reconsider. Take LSD then you'll know the answer, or you won't... But at least you'll get high.
Either way it's just wrong to ask people to pay for your death. Making hydrogen sulfide is even easier but it's also not pleasant... I wouldn't recommend cyanide as your "blue pill" either.
Order some antidepressants maybe ::)
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jediknight. you say dark humor. well , what if you were serious? are you? you could pre sell tix and refund the money if I pussy out minus cost of the pill.
I would like you to color it for me. it's silly , yes. but a bit of poetics is always nice.
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well....I think tonight Im going to try something I didn't want to try. just a shitty day, do I need a better reason? I'll post tomorrow if it doesn't work.
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your craving for attention is pathetic
get help or get lost
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fuck off. help or dont. your oppinion wasn;'t requested
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Ketamine is your answer
it will make you NOT want to die
Try it. It cures depression for 2 weeks
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Ketamine is your answer
it will make you NOT want to die
Try it. It cures depression for 2 weeks
^this
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sr is all about political and social revolution , I think think right to die is 'in' and should be stickied. still want an answer