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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: thekid on March 06, 2013, 08:21 am
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Mom and dad got a divorce this year and was told we can stay in the house till we find a new home to buy. now getting served that we need to be out by 6pm tomorrow. i want to fucking beat the shit out of this scum bag that is know to be my father the mother fucker has some nerve to do this to my mom after hes cheated on her fucking used her, played her, and also not to mention abused her. fuck you peice of shit... and she put up with all of it because she didnt want to lose me if she divorced him when i was younger because he had be on the back of his hand telling me she was no good and useless like all other women! so heres a rant and a big FUCK YOU! thank you for leting me vent here..
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Sorry that you and your mom are having such a hard time right now and that anyone has to go through these things. :(
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yeh that sucks, time heals all wounds though, you will both be better off without him.
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That sucks no doubt, take solace though that things could be worse..
My only real advice is to take care of your mother if you can, but don't allow her needs to derail your life. At the end of the day she made her decisions in the past, and those decisions played out in the present. Your parents have pretty selfishly just put YOUR life at a disadvantage and now you are having to deal with THEIR drama as well... and it sounds like that wears on you.
Your mother married the man. She made that choice. She should have known better. Period. Please take care of yourself as you are priority number one at this point, you can't help your mother in the long run if you don't brace yourself and keep your shit together. Don't become a victim of your weak parents. .
That being said... your father sounds like scum, If I was around I'd gladly put his balls in his mouth for you (good times ;D). As a product of a multiple abusive fathers I know how strong that hate is, and feel free to hang on to that. Keep a cool head and sometime down the road your opportunity for final retribution will show itself. Trust me on that one ;)
Sorry if all this sounds harsh, I am just trying to give you some realistic advice from someone who has traveled these paths, and has seen things pull through and get better.
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That sucks no doubt, take solace though that things could be worse..
My only real advice is to take care of your mother if you can, but don't allow her needs to derail your life. At the end of the day she made her decisions in the past, and those decisions played out in the present. Your parents have pretty selfishly just put YOUR life at a disadvantage and now you are having to deal with THEIR drama as well... and it sounds like that wears on you.
Your mother married the man. She made that choice. She should have known better. Period. Please take care of yourself as you are priority number one at this point, you can't help your mother in the long run if you don't brace yourself and keep your shit together. Don't become a victim of your weak parents. .
That being said... your father sounds like scum, If I was around I'd gladly put his balls in his mouth for you (good times ;D). As a product of a multiple abusive fathers I know how strong that hate is, and feel free to hang on to that. Keep a cool head and sometime down the road your opportunity for final retribution will show itself. Trust me on that one ;)
Sorry if all this sounds harsh, I am just trying to give you some realistic advice from someone who has traveled these paths, and has seen things pull through and get better.
+1 to you sir.
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That just sucks dude.
You'll get through it in time.
Like others said , take care of your mom.
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Maybe not much of a comfort right now but if he treats your mom like that then the both of you are probably better off without him, take care and all the best for the future.
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Mom and dad got a divorce this year and was told we can stay in the house till we find a new home to buy. now getting served that we need to be out by 6pm tomorrow. i want to fucking beat the shit out of this scum bag that is know to be my father the mother fucker has some nerve to do this to my mom after hes cheated on her fucking used her, played her, and also not to mention abused her. fuck you peice of shit... and she put up with all of it because she didnt want to lose me if she divorced him when i was younger because he had be on the back of his hand telling me she was no good and useless like all other women! so heres a rant and a big FUCK YOU! thank you for leting me vent here..
I am so sorry you are going through this. I wish I knew what to say...
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hit him on the head with a baseball bat - transport him to spot into the woods and hang him by the neck until dead.
when he wakes (before hanging ) give him one minuet to pray - who knows?
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hit him on the head with a baseball bat - transport him to spot into the woods and hang him by the neck until dead.
when he wakes (before hanging ) give him one minuet to pray - who knows?
Oh boy, careful or I'll start posting recommendations ;D
I wouldn't let him pray... I would however give it some time before putting the boots to him... safety first! :D
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hit him on the head with a baseball bat - transport him to spot into the woods and hang him by the neck until dead.
when he wakes (before hanging ) give him one minuet to pray - who knows?
Nah, you won't get any joy after killing a person (maybe for a few minutes after you hear his last breath) but then it's back to normal or extreme regret of taking ones life. What is very enjoyable however is psychological torture. For example, you could send him death threats written in blood (fake but real looking blood. I don't recommend going to murder humans or animals or using your own) or mess with his personal belongings since you know where he lives and where he keeps all of it. Send messed up e-mails, call late at night and don't talk at all, send him disturbing pictures, this will eventually drive the guy into some kind of psychosis and paranoia. It is a lot more enjoyable than just killing a man, since you see him suffer for the longest time. Or of course you could kidnap him and inflict physical torture until he bleeds to death, It will be more fun for the time being but not as fun (long term) as psychological torture. I tend to think physical torture and punishment should only be inflicted on true scum of the earth. If you were to go that route, one of the best ways to truly physically torture someone is by finding a small cave somewhere, taking him there, taping him to a chair and leaving him there for two weeks. After few days of him being there, rats should start showing up and start eating him alive. Piece by piece. (Leaving raw meat near the chair would make the process even faster, since the raw meat would start decaying within a day or two). Of course there are more creative ways of killing a man, just something of off top of my head.
~ Cooler
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hit him on the head with a baseball bat - transport him to spot into the woods and hang him by the neck until dead.
when he wakes (before hanging ) give him one minuet to pray - who knows?
If you were to go that route, one of the best ways to truly physically torture someone is by finding a small cave somewhere, taking him there, taping him to a chair and leaving him there for two weeks. After few days of him being there, rats should start showing up and start eating him alive. Piece by piece. (Leaving raw meat near the chair would make the process even faster, since the raw meat would start decaying within a day or two). Of course there are more creative ways of killing a man, just something of off top of my head.
~ Cooler
Add a nice sturdy regimen of 2c-e...... induce some extra mental anguish.. That would be dark, but interesting.
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I know it's a shit situation man, but honestly you should try your hardest to love both of your parents no matter what. My dad used to do all of those things to me and my mother, given he changed before he passed & left a completely different person. But I felt the same hatred at points. Be better than him & that.
He probably has a drug addiction or has had one. Maybe he is going through some serious shit that is triggering this. All I know is at some points in my life I hated my father to the fullest, some points I loved him more than anything in the world. But in the end when he passed away I regretted ever thinking 1 bad thought about him. I would give anything to have my father back, even though he did what he did in the past. All I can offer is get on better terms with your father and let him know you love him even though what he has done to you, because if you don't and he passes away you will never have that opportunity again. I know I wish I would have taken time to tell my dad how much I loved him, instead of having anger towards him. Now I don't & never will have the chance again. I do realize however we have completely different lives and situations!
Hope your situation improves buddy!
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I know it's a shit situation man, but honestly you should try your hardest to love both of your parents no matter what. My dad used to do all of those things to me and my mother, given he changed before he passed & left a completely different person. But I felt the same hatred at points. Be better than him & that.
He probably has a drug addiction or has had one. Maybe he is going through some serious shit that is triggering this. All I know is at some points in my life I hated my father to the fullest, some points I loved him more than anything in the world. But in the end when he passed away I regretted ever thinking 1 bad thought about him. I would give anything to have my father back, even though he did what he did in the past. All I can offer is get on better terms with your father and let him know you love him even though what he has done to you, because if you don't and he passes away you will never have that opportunity again. I know I wish I would have taken time to tell my dad how much I loved him, instead of having anger towards him. Now I don't & never will have the chance again. I do realize however we have completely different lives and situations!
Hope your situation improves buddy!
I feel like his dad is a manipulative asshole.. and I could be wrong. If however, I am right then any effort made by thekid to reach out will only lead to more manipulation and abuse of their relationship. His father shouldn't allow drugs, or women, or whatever bullshit come between him and his duty as a father. Period. Thekid shouldn't ruin his young years raising his immature bullshit parents.. if that is what they are
People have said to me what you just said, and I see the impulse. Many people have awesome parents, anything else is hard to imagine. The problem is people fed me that line even as I was in the hospital because my step-dad had tried to strangle me after my traditional birthday beating. People have no reference for the animals some of us were raised by.
Parents should be held accountable. If the kids dad is an ok dude then yeah, patch it up.. otherwise pull out the ten foot pole. I have no regrets :)
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I know it's a shit situation man, but honestly you should try your hardest to love both of your parents no matter what. My dad used to do all of those things to me and my mother, given he changed before he passed & left a completely different person. But I felt the same hatred at points. Be better than him & that.
He probably has a drug addiction or has had one. Maybe he is going through some serious shit that is triggering this. All I know is at some points in my life I hated my father to the fullest, some points I loved him more than anything in the world. But in the end when he passed away I regretted ever thinking 1 bad thought about him. I would give anything to have my father back, even though he did what he did in the past. All I can offer is get on better terms with your father and let him know you love him even though what he has done to you, because if you don't and he passes away you will never have that opportunity again. I know I wish I would have taken time to tell my dad how much I loved him, instead of having anger towards him. Now I don't & never will have the chance again. I do realize however we have completely different lives and situations!
Hope your situation improves buddy!
I feel like his dad is a manipulative asshole.. and I could be wrong. If however, I am right then any effort made by thekid to reach out will only lead to more manipulation and abuse of their relationship. His father shouldn't allow drugs, or women, or whatever bullshit come between him and his duty as a father. Period. Thekid shouldn't ruin his young years raising his immature bullshit parents.. if that is what they are
People have said to me what you just said, and I see the impulse. Many people have awesome parents, anything else is hard to imagine. The problem is people fed me that line even as I was in the hospital because my step-dad had tried to strangle me after my traditional birthday beating. People have no reference for the animals some of us were raised by.
Parents should be held accountable. If the kids dad is an ok dude then yeah, patch it up.. otherwise pull out the ten foot pole. I have no regrets :)
all you guys have great points! thanks guys live you guys on here you guys are like my brothers im a only child. and grew up wuth a abusive father that always broke shit and hated life. he changed a few times when i was younger and just went straight back. just felt bad because the fucker brain washed me to hate my mom and tel me shes a no good pice of shit and way more stuff. i hope the guy loves living in the house where his only kid grew up with him and his wife that took care of him when he cheated on her too and got a deadly disease... i wish i could take him to the woods and just tourcher the shit out of him the same time just beat the fuck out of him but wouldnt make me any more of a man than this ass that has the nerve to throw my mom when she has a broken back before. and choke me till i have to almost stab him. i have a good head on my shoulders. just need to finish my school im into for my career and im good, and help my mom get back to normal.
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I know it's a shit situation man, but honestly you should try your hardest to love both of your parents no matter what. My dad used to do all of those things to me and my mother, given he changed before he passed & left a completely different person. But I felt the same hatred at points. Be better than him & that.
He probably has a drug addiction or has had one. Maybe he is going through some serious shit that is triggering this. All I know is at some points in my life I hated my father to the fullest, some points I loved him more than anything in the world. But in the end when he passed away I regretted ever thinking 1 bad thought about him. I would give anything to have my father back, even though he did what he did in the past. All I can offer is get on better terms with your father and let him know you love him even though what he has done to you, because if you don't and he passes away you will never have that opportunity again. I know I wish I would have taken time to tell my dad how much I loved him, instead of having anger towards him. Now I don't & never will have the chance again. I do realize however we have completely different lives and situations!
Hope your situation improves buddy!
I feel like his dad is a manipulative asshole.. and I could be wrong. If however, I am right then any effort made by thekid to reach out will only lead to more manipulation and abuse of their relationship. His father shouldn't allow drugs, or women, or whatever bullshit come between him and his duty as a father. Period. Thekid shouldn't ruin his young years raising his immature bullshit parents.. if that is what they are
People have said to me what you just said, and I see the impulse. Many people have awesome parents, anything else is hard to imagine. The problem is people fed me that line even as I was in the hospital because my step-dad had tried to strangle me after my traditional birthday beating. People have no reference for the animals some of us were raised by.
Parents should be held accountable. If the kids dad is an ok dude then yeah, patch it up.. otherwise pull out the ten foot pole. I have no regrets :)
all you guys have great points! thanks guys live you guys on here you guys are like my brothers im a only child. and grew up wuth a abusive father that always broke shit and hated life. he changed a few times when i was younger and just went straight back. just felt bad because the fucker brain washed me to hate my mom and tel me shes a no good pice of shit and way more stuff. i hope the guy loves living in the house where his only kid grew up with him and his wife that took care of him when he cheated on her too and got a deadly disease... i wish i could take him to the woods and just tourcher the shit out of him the same time just beat the fuck out of him but wouldnt make me any more of a man than this ass that has the nerve to throw my mom when she has a broken back before. and choke me till i have to almost stab him. i have a good head on my shoulders. just need to finish my school im into for my career and im good, and help my mom get back to normal.
Hey man I hear you there don't want to go into too much personal detail but I am in a situation very similar to yours buddy. I am providing for 2 girls now that my father is gone. It's the main reason why I come to SR. & What you said is right. You need to stay clean, stay away from him when he's negative or hurting your family, stay in school, get a job, and make sure your mother will always live comfortably. Because the beauty about getting older is that when we were younger we had no control, now we control not only our future but our loved ones future. Then later down the road when you have your own children you can break the chain. You don't have to be like your old man. If you don't fuck up in America early on and can complete college or even HS, I can honestly say you can probably bank on a satisfactory lifestyle at the least! Just keep your head up man and try not to think on it too much! Your still young. I wish I didn't have the family issues I have at such a younger age either, but we do. Let's overcome bro.
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Terrible situation OP, ive been there and the best thing to do is use his shitty example to become a better person.
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The kid sounds smart enough, I have confidence he'll at least give it a good effort at being a better man then his faggot dad ever did.
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thanks guys! you guys are like a fam on here and i love it!! he is a very manipulative ass hole he turned me against my mom as a kid to make here a bad one, he also had a drug problem and still has one i caught him a few times in hotels not that long ago. its for the better now i have nothing to say to him or that i want to say to him. like i tell my girlfriend that ive been with for almost 3 years i dont want to be anything like him i want to be better and break the chain that is in the family on his side they are all ass holes and nothing but bunch of stealing, drunk no good people. they will lie straight to your face and think they are telling the truth sad that people are out there like this. but i hope i am one cool fuckin kick ass dad that you can come to for any help or want to talk to about anything and not get mad about it even if it was about drugs. i just want to be good livin with money and have a good head on my shoulders, and full time job. hopefully that comes soon. its hard to get a good job around here even if you have gone to college in this state kinda sucks but im in a private school for real estate though so hopefully this goes good for me and i also have a company that says they are waiting for a position to open up but its been about 2 months now. stay up guys! if i dont get back its because im in a hotel waiting to move into the new house should be soon! hopefully
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hit him on the head with a baseball bat - transport him to spot into the woods and hang him by the neck until dead.
when he wakes (before hanging ) give him one minuet to pray - who knows?
If you were to go that route, one of the best ways to truly physically torture someone is by finding a small cave somewhere, taking him there, taping him to a chair and leaving him there for two weeks. After few days of him being there, rats should start showing up and start eating him alive. Piece by piece. (Leaving raw meat near the chair would make the process even faster, since the raw meat would start decaying within a day or two). Of course there are more creative ways of killing a man, just something of off top of my head.
~ Cooler
Add a nice sturdy regimen of 2c-e...... induce some extra mental anguish.. That would be dark, but interesting.
Eh, why not a big fat nice dose of 2C-P? Like 15mg minimum. Maybe add 150mg of MXE into the capsule - that'll keep him entertained while coming up on the 2C-P. Then, after a few hours, he will come back into a 2C-P-distorted reality, thinking that his brain took permanent damage and he won't be coming down for another few hours.
That's how I'd go about mentally torturing someone.
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hit him on the head with a baseball bat - transport him to spot into the woods and hang him by the neck until dead.
when he wakes (before hanging ) give him one minuet to pray - who knows?
If you were to go that route, one of the best ways to truly physically torture someone is by finding a small cave somewhere, taking him there, taping him to a chair and leaving him there for two weeks. After few days of him being there, rats should start showing up and start eating him alive. Piece by piece. (Leaving raw meat near the chair would make the process even faster, since the raw meat would start decaying within a day or two). Of course there are more creative ways of killing a man, just something of off top of my head.
~ Cooler
Add a nice sturdy regimen of 2c-e...... induce some extra mental anguish.. That would be dark, but interesting.
Eh, why not a big fat nice dose of 2C-P? Like 15mg minimum. Maybe add 150mg of MXE into the capsule - that'll keep him entertained while coming up on the 2C-P. Then, after a few hours, he will come back into a 2C-P-distorted reality, thinking that his brain took permanent damage and he won't be coming down for another few hours.
That's how I'd go about mentally torturing someone.
Yeah, theres a good idea.. I would like to maybe add at least 50 mg of mdpv into the mix... mainly because I want to see if the brain can even get anymore overloaded, and a kidnapping is as good a time as any for irresponsible experimentation. Permafried on 2c and mdpv... that would be fun to see :D
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The first thing I thought when I was reading that was..... Why are you living at home? Are you not 18? And if your not then why are you here?
If your over 18 then disregard I suppose. And move out on your own? Life is going to suck, people are going to let you down, you learn to take it in stride or you stay miserable.
Hating or being mad at anyone is a waste of energy. We are all human, you will hurt and piss off a lot of people in your time, and you will make very selfish choices for what you think is love.
Such is life.