Let it out man.. let it all out. . . we hear ya.Its why I'm never sober . :-) reality hits and I realize how meaningless the world really is. Its all about feeling good. and that's all you need to know. You are feeling good or bad. Do something about it. Make yourself feel good without making yourself feel bad later. There is balance that is obtainable. . . you need to learn better living through chemistry. Having a bad day? Make it a good day!