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Title: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 04, 2012, 04:13 pm
i have received samples from oz,drpvmd,galinooi,and mondomax. im sorry i can not try these as of right  now. i had a death in my family. my father and best friend died. i will forever miss him. supersecretsquirrel, i owe you 2BTC i will give you 3 in a couple days. i know i said wed. but that is the day i got the news. so i will give you 3 i just don't have the time right now to get my funds in my account. hell i don't know how this funeral is getting paid for. well it is i just don't know where im going from here my mind is just all over the place. i hope everyone has a good time tonight with the contest and i wish i could be part. 500.00 worth of goodies sounds nice. OZ i did get to try alittle weed and thanks not only is it damn good it came at a time when i needed it most thank you. well im going to go, i will be back and forth since this is really the only site i go to anymore.  good luck everyone tonight. like i said 500.00 worth of choice items is awesome but i can't get in on this i have to be with my family. thank you everyone for understanding. take care


rowdyrasta
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: grahamgreene on February 04, 2012, 05:09 pm
So sorry to hear that, rowdy. :( I only barely know you from a couple of thread replies but you seem like a really good person, and losing a parent is the worst thing anyone can go through, especially when you're that close..

I'm not a religious person, but you're in my thoughts dude.. Sending good vibes your way; stay strong spirited, cry as much as possible, get the anguish out and when you feel you can, start mourning your loss.. but no matter how bad things get, never forget that the future is always just around the corner. I won't say that a loss like that gets easier with time, but it does get easier to <i>deal with</i>..

You take it easy, brother.. :(

- grahamgreene
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: fable on February 04, 2012, 08:38 pm
Yeah, I'm sorry to hear that, dude.  :-\  Will keep you in my heart.... losing someone always sucks.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 05, 2012, 05:25 pm
okay supersecrectsquirrel since you can't wait i will get you 3BTC today im fucking sorry you didn't get your 2 on wed my father fucking died man so you don't have to leave me anymore messages you'll get it today. im paying for a funeral because no one else gave a fuck my my dad drank himself to death. well he was still my dad and im alive today because of him so ill stay fucking broke but ill get you 3 today. sorry i came off like a dick but if your on the forums read something man. i have to go ill be back on tonight long enough to get your 3BTC. and thank you for the knid words from grahamgreene and fable that really does mean something thank you. now i get to go explain all this to my granddaughters. yeah i started early. take care everyone.


rowdyrasta
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: Oldtoker on February 05, 2012, 06:10 pm
I'm new here on the forum but, I'm really sorry to hear about your father.  I lost my father about 15 years ago and I know it can be rough.  I'm not much into religion or the belief but, my thoughts are with you.  Good Luck!
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: supersecretsquirrel on February 05, 2012, 06:55 pm
i have received samples from oz,drpvmd,galinooi,and mondomax. im sorry i can not try these as of right  now. i had a death in my family. my father and best friend died. i will forever miss him. supersecretsquirrel, i owe you 2BTC i will give you 3 in a couple days. i know i said wed. but that is the day i got the news. so i will give you 3 i just don't have the time right now to get my funds in my account. hell i don't know how this funeral is getting paid for. well it is i just don't know where im going from here my mind is just all over the place. i hope everyone has a good time tonight with the contest and i wish i could be part. 500.00 worth of goodies sounds nice. OZ i did get to try alittle weed and thanks not only is it damn good it came at a time when i needed it most thank you. well im going to go, i will be back and forth since this is really the only site i go to anymore.  good luck everyone tonight. like i said 500.00 worth of choice items is awesome but i can't get in on this i have to be with my family. thank you everyone for understanding. take care

No rush with the coins, I just wasn't sure what was going on - and I don't pay attention to every single thread on this forum. Sorry to hear about your dad, rowdyrasta.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: supersecretsquirrel on February 05, 2012, 07:00 pm
okay supersecrectsquirrel since you can't wait i will get you 3BTC today im fucking sorry you didn't get your 2 on wed my father fucking died man so you don't have to leave me anymore messages you'll get it today.

I don't read every single thread on the forum. I don't have a magic thing that notifies me when someone mentions my name in a thread. I had absolutely no idea of knowing what had happened until you sent me a PM.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: PervertedPrude on February 05, 2012, 08:10 pm
I know we're just two strangers blipping on the internet, but my heart goes out to you rowdy.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: drpvmd on February 05, 2012, 09:38 pm
I was sorry to hear the bad news. You take all the time you need. Do what you gotta do. I wish you the best.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: TheNightHawk on February 05, 2012, 10:59 pm
Take all the time you need! I'm sorry for your loss.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: grahamgreene on February 06, 2012, 04:04 am
okay supersecrectsquirrel since you can't wait i will get you 3BTC today im fucking sorry you didn't get your 2 on wed my father fucking died man so you don't have to leave me anymore messages you'll get it today.

I don't read every single thread on the forum. I don't have a magic thing that notifies me when someone mentions my name in a thread. I had absolutely no idea of knowing what had happened until you sent me a PM.

supersecretsquirrel, what's your username over on SR, or can you provide a wallet address? I'll cover rowdyrasta's 3 BTC.

He's cut up, his whole world's turned upside-down, and under any other circumstances I'm sure he wouldn't have come across so aggressively. Either way, I'm more than happy to cover him, so shoot me a PM with your SR name or a wallet addy and I got ya.

- grahamgreene
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: supersecretsquirrel on February 06, 2012, 08:47 am
supersecretsquirrel, what's your username over on SR, or can you provide a wallet address? I'll cover rowdyrasta's 3 BTC.

Sent you a PM. Thanks!
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: Notshadow on February 06, 2012, 09:43 am
okay supersecrectsquirrel since you can't wait i will get you 3BTC today im fucking sorry you didn't get your 2 on wed my father fucking died man so you don't have to leave me anymore messages you'll get it today.

I don't read every single thread on the forum. I don't have a magic thing that notifies me when someone mentions my name in a thread. I had absolutely no idea of knowing what had happened until you sent me a PM.

supersecretsquirrel, what's your username over on SR, or can you provide a wallet address? I'll cover rowdyrasta's 3 BTC.

He's cut up, his whole world's turned upside-down, and under any other circumstances I'm sure he wouldn't have come across so aggressively. Either way, I'm more than happy to cover him, so shoot me a PM with your SR name or a wallet addy and I got ya.

- grahamgreene

Wow, can I +1 to that? Straight generosity right there, we have an awesome community!

-NS
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: koala on February 06, 2012, 10:30 am
I discovered this place about three months ago and it still feels too good to be true. I first thought this thing was mostly shady and I would be lucky to get anything in the mail, or perhaps even le. I took a gamble, and I found myself in a community of kind people who are only criminals because of unjust law. Which is why I am so anti-gun on this peaceful business community. Anyway, enough with this ranting, I just love this so much. My heart is with you, buddy.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: grahamgreene on February 06, 2012, 02:29 pm
3 BTC sent.

rowdy, if you check back on here - don't worry about it! Stay safe man!
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: drpvmd on February 06, 2012, 08:47 pm
Ill share that load with G theres one from me.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 06, 2012, 09:19 pm
okay supersecrectsquirrel since you can't wait i will get you 3BTC today im fucking sorry you didn't get your 2 on wed my father fucking died man so you don't have to leave me anymore messages you'll get it today.

I don't read every single thread on the forum. I don't have a magic thing that notifies me when someone mentions my name in a thread. I had absolutely no idea of knowing what had happened until you sent me a PM.

your right and i came off like a total asshole and im sorry for that. this is rough man. i don't know where to go from here. like i said no one gave a fuck. i paid out of my pocket now im fuckin strapped. my granddaughter started crying because i started crying. she'snot use to seeing that. i act happy around her and her sister. because i want them happy. but shit man. i have so many thoughts right now. i just don't know what to do. i had a good plan, now thats going to fall through. but my whole point is im sorry man. i really am. i try not to be an asshole other cops and scammers fuck them. your a good dude you helped me out and i acted like an asshole. again im sorry bro.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 06, 2012, 09:31 pm
thank you for all the kind words it really means alot to me. i have tears in my eyes right now and a big thank you to grahamgreene and drpvmd. wow thanks alot. words cannot describe how i feel because you helped me out. if i have you have it you need it. i don't know when that'll be. im strapped now. i wanted to get a couple ozs. to make a little cash. but that fell through for the time being. but it'll come together sometime here. i have alot on my plate right now. but i know when i do feel like i have been i can come here and you guys do really help cheer me up. thank you everyone, and thank you silkroad for making all this.


rowdyrasta
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: grahamgreene on February 06, 2012, 09:57 pm
thank you for all the kind words it really means alot to me. i have tears in my eyes right now and a big thank you to grahamgreene and drpvmd. wow thanks alot. words cannot describe how i feel because you helped me out. if i have you have it you need it. i don't know when that'll be. im strapped now. i wanted to get a couple ozs. to make a little cash. but that fell through for the time being. but it'll come together sometime here. i have alot on my plate right now. but i know when i do feel like i have been i can come here and you guys do really help cheer me up. thank you everyone, and thank you silkroad for making all this.


rowdyrasta

No worries at all! I'll see if I can sort something out for you over the next 2 / 3 weeks - it depends when I have a bit of extra cash in. At the minute I'm trying to scrape together enough for a few large orders, but with some of the profit I make off that I'll see if I can sort something out with one of the vendors I've used before to be sent to you and I'll pay for it. It won't be high grade stuff, but you'll be able to make enough on it to order more and get some cash rolling in.
I'll let you know here when I can sort something out! 'Til then, keep your chin up man, take it easy, and no matter how hard things get, better times are always just around the corner.

- grahamgreene
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: grahamgreene on February 06, 2012, 10:31 pm
Ill share that load with G theres one from me.

Just logged on to my SR account there - incredibly kind of you drpvmd!

Good vibes your way!

- grahamgreene
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: drpvmd on February 06, 2012, 10:56 pm
Sorry I cant help you more. not doing that great myself right now but only financially.  I was inspired by grahamgreene and I believe in karma and this community. I see there are good people here  its good to see a show of concern and I just felt I want part of that even though we just met. I know this is a hard time. take care bro wish you the best. ill be around.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: drpvmd on February 06, 2012, 11:00 pm
you got it G!
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 07, 2012, 02:15 am
Sorry I cant help you more. not doing that great myself right now but only financially.  I was inspired by grahamgreene and I believe in karma and this community. I see there are good people here  its good to see a show of concern and I just felt I want part of that even though we just met. I know this is a hard time. take care bro wish you the best. ill be around.


thanks again bro your words mean alot. i got to try my sample and i must say it is top notch. it eased my mind some thank you so much for the sample and as soon as i can get right ill be getting more. thanks again.


rowdyrasta
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: perky on February 07, 2012, 02:20 am
Sorry RR. I said a prayer for you.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 07, 2012, 02:22 am
Sorry RR. I said a prayer for you.

thank you
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: perky on February 07, 2012, 02:35 am
my dad is my best friend i couldnt imagine loosing him...
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: drpvmd on February 07, 2012, 03:21 am
thanks again bro your words mean alot. i got to try my sample and i must say it is top notch. it eased my mind some thank you so much for the sample and as soon as i can get right ill be getting more. thanks again.

rowdyrasta

your welcome glad it helped.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: SuperDimitri on February 07, 2012, 03:38 am
Looks like I was late, Graham done covered ya. @Graham, fuck yeah, mang! \m/
I still owe you one,man.
I am sorry to hear about your dad. I also am not religious, but I lost my brother/best friend 5 years ago, and am still in deep mourning,
so I know how you feel. Wish I had my vendors account, I'd hit you up with some stuff. Go heavy on the herb, man! It sure does help.
I'm not sure of your disposition, but I love hallucinogenics during bad times. Always makes me smile. And to think more clearly.
who fucking cares your dad drank himself to death...he was doing what he loved, right?!?!?!
My brother was also a very heavy drinker @ the young age of 25, he went off the road, scraped, gas tank ripped open, hit a tree, knocked out,
car aflame. It's longer than that, but you get the point. He was also directly across the street from the cemetery. Where he is now buried.
Me and another younger brother are puffin some hash in your dad's honor right now.
I got 3btc I can't spend (nothing that cheap here!) so let me know if you need a bump up.
Also, if your dad was EVER in the military, unless dishonorably discharged, they will pay for the funeral, casket, and plot, although the plot will be at the VA. VA also might give you some meds to "calm you down" from your trauma. They're always trying to get me to do pills! lol
I know we don't know each other, other than these here forums, but you helped me twice, for no fucking reason, other than your heart,
so if you need something, let a brother know.
Hey, I'm also glad your dad was your friend. It's better than just having a son!
Peace,
SD
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: Anon5741 on February 07, 2012, 01:28 pm
Reading this/being part of SR really warms my heart. Just know you always have a family that loves you on here brother.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: fable on February 10, 2012, 08:17 am
I'm sure your dad was a pretty cool guy for you to be this broken up.  I wish there were more we could do.  Time is probably the only one who can help you now, though.  Keep trekkin' and don't forget there is always someone who cares.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 10, 2012, 02:18 pm
i want to thank everyone once again for your concern and kind words. it really has been rough, and im still not over it. it just hurts my moms health is getting bad it just fuckin sucks. i know their older and im older but it still hurts. but thank you everyone. im glad i found this place. and the people i have talked to on here are amazing.

rowdyrasta
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 10, 2012, 02:31 pm
Looks like I was late, Graham done covered ya. @Graham, fuck yeah, mang! \m/
I still owe you one,man.
I am sorry to hear about your dad. I also am not religious, but I lost my brother/best friend 5 years ago, and am still in deep mourning,
so I know how you feel. Wish I had my vendors account, I'd hit you up with some stuff. Go heavy on the herb, man! It sure does help.
I'm not sure of your disposition, but I love hallucinogenics during bad times. Always makes me smile. And to think more clearly.
who fucking cares your dad drank himself to death...he was doing what he loved, right?!?!?!
My brother was also a very heavy drinker @ the young age of 25, he went off the road, scraped, gas tank ripped open, hit a tree, knocked out,
car aflame. It's longer than that, but you get the point. He was also directly across the street from the cemetery. Where he is now buried.
Me and another younger brother are puffin some hash in your dad's honor right now.
I got 3btc I can't spend (nothing that cheap here!) so let me know if you need a bump up.
Also, if your dad was EVER in the military, unless dishonorably discharged, they will pay for the funeral, casket, and plot, although the plot will be at the VA. VA also might give you some meds to "calm you down" from your trauma. They're always trying to get me to do pills! lol
I know we don't know each other, other than these here forums, but you helped me twice, for no fucking reason, other than your heart,
so if you need something, let a brother know.
Hey, I'm also glad your dad was your friend. It's better than just having a son!
Peace,
SD

bro, it really means alot to me you even offering to help. i mean i wasn't asking but to me we're boys and always will be. i believe in karma and me being able to help you or anyone else i can makes me happy. i wasn't always like that. i was a piece of shit at one time and karma let me know. we may not KNOW each other but there is a certain amount of trust needed to even be here we just have to find the real ones here and ive found some people here you being one of them. now to answer some of your questions, no my dad was never in the military, and i am strapped. i am going to trip tomorrow with the shrooms i got from oz. see my girl doesnt do drugs at all and as far as she knows i don't either. so shes going to her sisters for the night so i can finally get it in. its going to be a hard next few months trying to gain some money back, so i may be here i just may not be able to get anything for awhile. i am trying to get the cash together to get a couple of cheap ozs. because where i live they just tax the fuckout of everything. so im going to under cut them. but anyway thanks SD you will always be cool with me and once im set and you ever need me you know i got you bro. thanks again for your concern.


rowdyrasta
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 10, 2012, 02:34 pm
I'm sure your dad was a pretty cool guy for you to be this broken up.  I wish there were more we could do.  Time is probably the only one who can help you now, though.  Keep trekkin' and don't forget there is always someone who cares.

your show of concern and kind words are good enough for me. thank you so much bro. i hope you come back up and im sorry about what happened to you.the message i sent you i meant what i said. not sure if you remember or not me sending it to you on SR page. take care bro and thank you again.


rowdyrasta
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: SuperDimitri on February 10, 2012, 08:15 pm
"i was a piece of shit at one time and karma let me know"

Man, I really think we're from the same tree!
Funny how we change when we think we never will........................
Oh Karma, and her big sharp fucking teeth, with a taste for ass.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: pseudocrypt on February 10, 2012, 11:29 pm
I'm new here and don't know any of you, but I do know how loss feels and my best wishes go out to you.
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: Tynkk on February 11, 2012, 06:51 am
This thread literally brought tears to my eyes.
I'm sorry for your loss, if there's anything I can do send me a message and let me know. 
Title: Re: SORRY CANNOT TRY RECENT SAMPLES.
Post by: rowdyrasta on February 11, 2012, 05:44 pm
thanks again for the kind words guys. everyday i get a little better. i tripped pretty hard by myself last night. driving, snowing like hell, laughing, crying, got some answers, it was a trip i needed. thanks OZ.