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Discussion => Drug safety => Topic started by: moonbear on February 28, 2012, 11:18 pm
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I've been doing a lot of MXE lately. It's started to last longer and take a longer time before it kicks in too. I've been using it for antidepression, and it takes a lot 'cause my life is pretty damn depressing. When I pee it's like razor blades coming out my dick. Help me!
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Lies, lies from tiny eyes.
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do less mxe
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Lies, lies from tiny eyes.
not trying to be creepy, but you edit your posts a lot...
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I do? ???
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God damn it moonbear.
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Someone's been watching Drugs inc.
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i think moonbear got haxed cuz this is just too much
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Lies, lies from tiny eyes.
not trying to be creepy, but you edit your posts a lot...
3 edits in the last 75 posts... Not too excessive.
I'm flattered that you take my piss-taking to heart enough to message me
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Moonbear
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« Sent to: wowzers on: February 28, 2012, 11:51 PM »
Why don't you like me?
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:-* mille bisous
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100BTC says moonbear's a basement troll who's coaxed us all into thinking he's a retarded teenager.
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wowzers, what you said reall hurt me especially because I love you. Seriously.
Does anyone know what I can do to help myself? I can't tell my parents I need to see a doctor, I'll get caught. Getting caught is not an option. Is MXE addictive? My life is fucked
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go to the doctor yourself, patient-doctor confidentiality will protect you. your parents never have to know. if you can afford all this mxe, you can afford one doctor visit.
-cuba!!
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100BTC says moonbear's a basement troll who's coaxed us all into thinking he's a retarded teenager.
Ok you can send me the coins now.
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go to the doctor yourself, patient-doctor confidentiality will protect you. your parents never have to know. if you can afford all this mxe, you can afford one doctor visit.
-cuba!!
Yeah and wo's gonna drive me there? Noone
is there a online nurse I can talk to?
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Yeah and wo's gonna drive me there? Noone
You're 16/17/18 and can't drive?
is there a online nurse I can talk to?
hxxp://www.WebMD.com !! =D
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you hooked up with that burner from the club, didn't you...didn't you!
;D
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Moonbear, its simple.
You need to stop masturbating.
No, I don't mean in general.
I mean so damn much. LIKE RIGHT NOW. STOP. Have some respect for the forum :P
Jesus.
EDIT: This is on page 2 of the forums. http://dkn255hz262ypmii.onion/index.php?topic=13359.0
Seems to be what you're describing
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and the award for biggest idiot in the forums goes to...
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Moonbear, its simple.
You need to stop masturbating.
No, I don't mean in general.
I mean so damn much. LIKE RIGHT NOW. STOP. Have some respect for the forum :P
Jesus.
EDIT: This is on page 2 of the forums. http://dkn255hz262ypmii.onion/index.php?topic=13359.0
Seems to be what you're describing
:-[ Did you hack my computer and watch me masturbate through my webcam?
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:-[ Did you hack my computer and watch me masturbate through my webcam?
It was easily the most instantly regretted use of computer hacking skill ever.
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:-[ Did you hack my computer and watch me masturbate through my webcam?
It was easily the most instantly regretted use of computer hacking skill ever.
The next person that gets moonbear's addy for a sample needs to give it to me... I'll go talk to his parents and explain why they shouldn't leave their teenager unattended with the internet. I'm sure they'd love to know what he is doing with their ISP, and what he's ordering to their mailbox. SR is for adults, IDK if it's a fucking rule or not, you shouldn't be here because of your age. You're too young to realize what you're doing may actually harm someone other than yourself.
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The next person that gets moonbear's addy for a sample needs to give it to me... I'll go talk to his parents and explain why they shouldn't leave their teenager unattended with the internet. I'm sure they'd love to know what he is doing with their ISP, and what he's ordering to their mailbox. SR is for adults, IDK if it's a fucking rule or not, you shouldn't be here because of your age. You're too young to realize what you're doing may actually harm someone other than yourself.
I can't tell if you're joking.
You're saying... you want to apply your own set of morals to someone else. Something SR is exceptionally well-designed to circumvent.
I'll play, though.
Moonbear is, by forum estimates, "17"
1 year shy of being an 'adult'
Would you call an 18-year old an adult? What if an 18-year old, who remained quiet on SR about his age, were to go about his business buying and enjoying the products? Would you have problem with them?
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New SR forum idea: MOONBEAR FILTERING 8)
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The next person that gets moonbear's addy for a sample needs to give it to me... I'll go talk to his parents and explain why they shouldn't leave their teenager unattended with the internet. I'm sure they'd love to know what he is doing with their ISP, and what he's ordering to their mailbox. SR is for adults, IDK if it's a fucking rule or not, you shouldn't be here because of your age. You're too young to realize what you're doing may actually harm someone other than yourself.
I can't tell if you're joking.
You're saying... you want to apply your own set of morals to someone else. Something SR is exceptionally well-designed to circumvent.
I'll play, though.
Moonbear is, by forum estimates, "17"
1 year shy of being an 'adult'
Would you call an 18-year old an adult? What if an 18-year old, who remained quiet on SR about his age, were to go about his business buying and enjoying the products? Would you have problem with them?
I think about this all the time - how sweet it would've been if I had this in HS! omg that'd been so badass !! There's so many interesting things on here that'd I'd love to try but no longer have the gull. In HS though I'd tried anything, I didn't give a fuck! Plus I'd ordered for all my boys so I get mine for free...yessir
fuck these guys, do it up moonbear !! 8) just don't kill yourself in the process lol
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moonbear has to be one of worst posters
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moonbear has to be one of worst posters
Aww, come on, you've gotta admit he does make you laugh sometimes even if he is a troll. :P
I think about this all the time - how sweet it would've been if I had this in HS! omg that'd been so badass !! There's so many interesting things on here that'd I'd love to try but no longer have the gull. In HS though I'd tried anything, I didn't give a fuck! Plus I'd ordered for all my boys so I get mine for free...yessir
Oh man, can you just imagine? I'm so glad I hadn't discovered something like this in high school, haha. I bet I would have seriously overdone it, developed major addiction problems, and consequently would have achieved nothing IRL by now.
That being said, lack of SR never stopped me from getting weed and Ecstasy back in the day. When I was 15, my parents made me get a part-time job after school in order to teach me "work ethic." I wonder how they thought I was going to spend all of the money I earned?? And so my obsession with psychoactive substances began! Bit stupid, really.
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If I'd discovered this a few years back, I wouldn't be considering the availability of drugs to me. I'd be a millionaire off bitcoin! I would have mined and hoarded them like no tomorrow, maybe even bought a couple thousand back when they were worth fractions of a cent...
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I think about this all the time - how sweet it would've been if I had this in HS! omg that'd been so badass !! There's so many interesting things on here that'd I'd love to try but no longer have the gull. In HS though I'd tried anything, I didn't give a fuck! Plus I'd ordered for all my boys so I get mine for free...yessir
Oh man, can you just imagine? I'm so glad I hadn't discovered something like this in high school, haha. I bet I would have seriously overdone it, developed major addiction problems, and consequently would have achieved nothing IRL by now.
That being said, lack of SR never stopped me from getting weed and Ecstasy back in the day. When I was 15, my parents made me get a part-time job after school in order to teach me "work ethic." I wonder how they thought I was going to spend all of the money I earned?? And so my obsession with psychoactive substances began! Bit stupid, really.
yeah now that you mention it when I was youth I was caught selling herb in HS (long story, but bottomline I think this kid a year younger than me set me up) and was suspended for two weeks and almost expelled, but if i'd had SR back then who knows what the fuck i'd been selling! lol! that whole event could've had very serious implications :o
But yeah HS was sooo tight! I could pretty much get anything in the day (except this odball shit like rc's and NBombs and whatnot) First time I took X i was 15 too. My girlfriend was 18 and JUST moved into this new apartment and then the blackout happened(remeber that when the east coast was out of power for like a week?!)..we threw this badass E party! it was probabaly the weekend of my life. lol!
I also liked my painkillers and cokain in HS too. I HATED shrooms though - they always make feel like a piece of shit afterwards - so I was always too afraid to try lsd until just a couple years ago. Now it's my favorite drug..funny figuring I can't source it anymore hence why I'm here...thanks SR 8)
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Not cool. Don't give out my address. Think how you'd feel if you were set up like that...
Anyway this post is only slightly exaggerated. I checked my vitals today - my OBL (oxygen blood level) dropped from 100% to 96%. I don't smoke cigs. My average heart rate went from around 90 to around 110. 110 is a HORRIBLE heart rate! I work out, and am in very good physical condition on the outside. But on the inside I'm not. This is all from 500mg of MXE (Yes, that's all I used!) I used about 100mg daily for 5 days. All I can say is, watch out for this dangerous chem.
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Holy shit moonbear, seriously.
Assuming you're a troll won't be very productive, so I'll assume you aren't and tell you how to fix your problem.
First, MXE is addictive. Everything that feels good is addictive, that's just human nature. You need self-control, especially with easy highs.
Second, too much MXE will fuck your kidneys - IRREVERSIBLY. That means you'll have to spend the rest of your life pissing through a plastic tube. You may have some small lesions already, which may or may not be the reason why your piss is cutting up your dick from the inside.
Third, if you want the symptoms to go away, eliminate the cause: stop doing MXE for at least a month, and when/if you go back, do smaller doses less often.
Fourth, how many people did you spam with that "why do you hate me" message? Finding out that you sent it to wowzers too made me feel cheated on. :( You dirty lying whore.
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Holy shit moonbear, seriously.
Assuming you're a troll won't be very productive, so I'll assume you aren't and tell you how to fix your problem.
First, MXE is addictive. Everything that feels good is addictive, that's just human nature. You need self-control, especially with easy highs.
Second, too much MXE will fuck your kidneys - IRREVERSIBLY. That means you'll have to spend the rest of your life pissing through a plastic tube. You may have some small lesions already, which may or may not be the reason why your piss is cutting up your dick from the inside.
Third, if you want the symptoms to go away, eliminate the cause: stop doing MXE for at least a month, and when/if you go back, do smaller doses less often.
Fourth, how many people did you spam with that "why do you hate me" message? Finding out that you sent it to wowzers too made me feel cheated on. :( You dirty lying whore.
Three. The other was tordemon.
How much damage do you think I've done to my kidneys? I'm done with MXE forever but I hope the damage isn't too bad if it's permanent!
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stop doing drugs.
stop posting.
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stop doing drugs.
stop posting.
Fuck off
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How much damage do you think I've done to my kidneys? I'm done with MXE forever but I hope the damage isn't too bad if it's permanent!
just out of curiousity, how the fuck do you expect someone to diagnose the damage you've done to your kidneys from mxe abuse thru a message board. Does that not sound ridiculous to you?
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How much damage do you think I've done to my kidneys? I'm done with MXE forever but I hope the damage isn't too bad if it's permanent!
just out of curiousity, how the fuck do you expect someone to diagnose the damage you've done to your kidneys from mxe abuse thru a message board. Does that not sound ridiculous to you?
To be fair, its not a bad place to start. Obviously he won't get a PhD grade diagnosis from a brief description and some advice, but he might get a lead.
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Holy shit moonbear, seriously.
Assuming you're a troll won't be very productive, so I'll assume you aren't and tell you how to fix your problem.
First, MXE is addictive. Everything that feels good is addictive, that's just human nature. You need self-control, especially with easy highs.
Second, too much MXE will fuck your kidneys - IRREVERSIBLY. That means you'll have to spend the rest of your life pissing through a plastic tube. You may have some small lesions already, which may or may not be the reason why your piss is cutting up your dick from the inside.
Third, if you want the symptoms to go away, eliminate the cause: stop doing MXE for at least a month, and when/if you go back, do smaller doses less often.
Fourth, how many people did you spam with that "why do you hate me" message? Finding out that you sent it to wowzers too made me feel cheated on. :( You dirty lying whore.
Three. The other was tordemon.
How much damage do you think I've done to my kidneys? I'm done with MXE forever but I hope the damage isn't too bad if it's permanent!
Probably not too much. Small lesions might even heal with time - the problem is allowing them to progress. If you stop now, you should be fine after a few weeks. But I'm just some dude on the Internet. If you're really worried, you should see a doctor.
Just FYI, since I know you're gonna replace MXE with something else pronto: Ketamine also fucks up your kidneys. In fact, it's apparently even worse than MXE in that respect.
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I'm done with that shit. Definitely not worth ruining your body over.
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See, guys? Even moonbear can be responsible when shit gets serious. 8)
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I'm done with that shit. Definitely not worth ruining your body over.
While I agree that ruining your body isnt worth it, there are measures one can take to reduce the harm being done to the body while still reaping the benefits of this wonderful chemical.
Now, I have been using MXE for about a month and a half. I did an incremented dose of 200mg three days ago and the afterglow is great. I did DMT on it, and had a really good time with a friend. Honestly, I just put down a bong of some really potent ganja, Im having a great time now :D
I did 1.1 grams of it, doing somewhere between 50-150mg. I would never do it daily except one binge of three days in a row. Honestly, part of the reason you feel so ill is doing it so many days in a row. When I do a heavy dose, I chill for a few days at least, and I still feel nauseous and can't eat a lot unless I smoke weed...the only time my bladder really was sore was the three days in a row - you did it 5... but, again, using this chem in a responsible manner is quite possible and rewarding. While I have overindulged, I can and am stepping back for a few days here and there, a week there, every dose. It is rare I will binge (more than 2 days in a row...I rarely do it 2 days in a row anyways..) My back is also a little sore, is this the case for you, Moonbear? I have done a buncha 2cs, that could be it...
Anywho, there are a few things I am doing to quell the nausea, joint swelling, discomfort, and what have you. I of course supplement with all the vitamins one would want, eat only if stomach can take it, usually yogurt, and take some ginger or some other extract to help with stomach. I take flax seed for the brain, yoga for the body, and meditate for the mind. Glucosamine was lying around so began taking it for joints :P I just try and stay as healthy as I can. Excercise, diet, etc. Then, when I go hard with chemicals my body can recover better. I try to space my doses out and ruminate on them. I find doing this chem. multiple days in a row takes away the real benefit and insight one can gain. Your body can't take it, at least mine can't. I am minorly sore, but my regiment and spacing of doses is helping out i hope :)
Seriously man, just chill. A few days, a week, a month off can do a world of good. Doing this thing multiple days in a row can be shitty...I have found a lot of virtue in it. Its helped me sort some things out, ya know?
Good luck, soldier
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After doing a bunch of 2c's at once, my left testicle hurts horribly. No idea why. But I'm done with 2c's as well.
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^ I hope you can still have children!!... on second thoughts, wait...
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I would recommend lowering your dosages.
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I would recommend lowering your dosages.
This is a good thing to tell moonbear for any question he asks ever, or even in general...
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loool this shit never stops, I look forward to your next weekly installment about your life on SR and experiences with drugs...
lay off the MXE for a while (or better yet stop completely) and you should be fine...
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this guy either:
a) has mental issues
b) gave himself mental issues with drugs
c) is trolling
he seems destine to ruin his life, it's heartbreaking to seem him ignore good advice.
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I think the answer can be solved quite easily. CALL A DOCTOR IF YOU HAVE A HEALTH ISSUE. It doesn't matter if you are underage, they will be understanding and not get your parents involved, they have better shit to do. If you need help you should get it from a trained professional, not the internet.
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The problems already been solved. I've quit MXE forever. Case closed... I knew there couldn't be a drug that great without a catch. It would upset the balance of things if it was all good and not bad at all. The only drug that is 100% good is weed.
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I can't wait to see how much negative karma your going to clock up now that this system has been introduced :D
another good day of trolling for you!
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I think I'll get a lot of bad karma. Which does not reflect my karma in real life
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I think I'll get a lot of bad karma. Which does not reflect my karma in real life
Until the feds bust down ya door :p
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forever is a long time. there are ups and downs to most things. life is a paradox....but, it sounds like youre kind of a troll :/
The problems already been solved. I've quit MXE forever. Case closed... I knew there couldn't be a drug that great without a catch. It would upset the balance of things if it was all good and not bad at all. The only drug that is 100% good is weed.
Forever is a long time. You just need to be responsible. There are ups and downs to all things...'everything in moderation, except moderation itself' kind of thing, you know? This stuff has real benefit and can be done for a while, I hope, with no heavy damage if done responsibly. I'm finding myself doing pretty well. Like I mentioned previously, I have binged, but try very hard to be responsible. Good luck with not doing it forever or doing it again. If you do indeed do it again, just do it less frequently...
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if half a gram is enough to fuck up my vitals this bad, I don't want to try any at all.
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http://www.erowid.org
http://www.bluelight.ru
stop being stupid, seriously.
You can't be so irresponsible with your drug use, especially with a developing body (I assume you're under 21).
You live with your parents. You're fucking up your body, you could potentially be fucking up your life, worse, you can fuck up parents life.
Think about what you're doing.
Typically, I'd say an acid trip might help you sort this shit out, but with your history of abuse, I'm not sure that would do anything but add to mental damage.
before you tell me to fuck off, REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I SAID.
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Acids never really given me lasting spiritual experiences. Is that odd?
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Not considering your circumstances.
You seem to be abusing, not utilizing these drugs as tools. read more on erowid and bluelight.
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Not considering your circumstances.
You seem to be abusing, not utilizing these drugs as tools. read more on erowid and bluelight.
Yeah, I do abuse them. I use them for fun.
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This is all just my personal opinion. It may be complete bollocks, so please take it with a grain of salt!
It's your PH levels. You have too much acidity in your system.
What you need to do is buy some bicarbonate of soda (baking soda) and mix it with water. Drink this a couple of times when dosing. Start with a quarter of a teaspoon of bicarbonate of soda and go from there working out how much you need for your stomach acid levels to go down. I will tend to have up to a teaspoon of the stuff in a session.
Also, you may want to add more vegetables to your diet.
I had very bad pains when urinating, but it's been fixed by drinking bicarbonate of soda.
Oh and as well, you may want to have a break and reduce your usage too.
I have to ask as well (OP), why do you have a picture of yourself on this forum? It seems incredibly risky to me.
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Sorry culmint, it's a nice idea and if it works for you then by all means go for it but there's no basis at all for the 'acidity' myth. Having said that, the placebo effect is very powerful
If you eat bicarb, your stomach will neutralise it. The pH of your stomach will temporarily rise and your body will adjust for it by producing more acid taking you back to where you began pretty swiftly. Humans are very well regulated in this respect.
The pH of your stomach moves around a lot just from eating or drinking water.
This article is a good intro to the subject:
http://scienceblogs.com/insolence/2006/09/your_friday_dose_of_woo_acid_base_or_woo_1.php
And some science
http://courses.washington.edu/conj/bess/acid/acidreg.html
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Sorry culmint, it's a nice idea and if it works for you then by all means go for it but there's no basis at all for the 'acidity' myth. Having said that, the placebo effect is very powerful
If you eat bicarb, your stomach will neutralise it. The pH of your stomach will temporarily rise and your body will adjust for it by producing more acid taking you back to where you began pretty swiftly. Humans are very well regulated in this respect.
The pH of your stomach moves around a lot just from eating or drinking water.
This article is a good intro to the subject:
http://scienceblogs.com/insolence/2006/09/your_friday_dose_of_woo_acid_base_or_woo_1.php
And some science
http://courses.washington.edu/conj/bess/acid/acidreg.html
Apologies about my post. I obviously hadn't done enough research on the matter. Will edit it to make it more scientific!
Thank you for those sources. Will have a look at them now :-)
EDIT: have realised that editing my original post is kind of redundant. Will leave it.
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Don't apologise, if you don't have much of a science background it's easy to believe this stuff as it does seem logical.
The danger comes from alternative practitioners using the same bad science to push useless and overpriced 'medicine' onto desperate and ill people. Like saying that cancer is caused by pH inbalance and so drinking some 'pure ion balanced water' or whatever will cure the cancer by 'equilibrating' your pH/ions/energy fields.
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Don't apologise, if you don't have much of a science background it's easy to believe this stuff as it does seem logical.
The danger comes from alternative practitioners using the same bad science to push useless and overpriced 'medicine' onto desperate and ill people. Like saying that cancer is caused by pH inbalance and so drinking some 'pure ion balanced water' or whatever will cure the cancer by 'equilibrating' your pH/ions/energy fields.
Thank you
And yes, that is a tragic affair indeed.
I would give you some karma, but I don't seem to have that power!
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This sound exactly like the long term effects of ketamine, which mxe is similar to. The pains will go away but you must stop taking MXE immediately. the drug may numb the pain but when you come off it it'll be worse. The drug will be damaging stomach if you let it drip down your throat after a line. You'll also mess up your nose. Use a hot water bottle on any pain and you should feel better in a few days.
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The only drug that is 100% good is weed.
Just don't shove fist fulls up your asshole
like your previous experience unless your practicing to be
a drug mule or gay porno star
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What the fuck? How can that be?
Does anyone know the reason for the physical damage?
Do you advise not doing MXE and Ketamin at all?
I think the side effects overweigh the benefits or what's the sense of using it then, when other drugs are not so harmful?
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Moonbear was a notorious and annoying troll, take everything he says/said with a bucket of salt meaning that it's probably safe to ignore this thread
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This is the most stupid topic i ve read ever.
Go to the doc if something hurt!
There are millions of people who have not enough money for the doc and die and you are
afraid of saying something to your parents!
A lot of people wait to long with the doc and than they die...
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What ever happened to moonbear? Who cares I guess...