I wont be providing chemicals and I wont be selling anything but information on this board. I can give you advice on where/how to find what you are looking for. Just because its watched/illegal doesn't mean you can't get it, and get it easily. Is this chemical a very hazardous liquid to ship and also illegal? If so thats the one situation its better not to go the ordering route, be better off synthesizing it, which of course I can provide a tutorial with your level of understanding in mind.