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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: Vanquish on August 30, 2013, 07:43 am
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Officially changing this to the Vanquish's Next Episode Show, in honor of Remediless.
I don't mind keeping constant updates for entertainment.
But I won't promise that it will be up to Breaking Bad's high set standards!
I'm not sure that I've surpassed Game of Thrones either yet.
I need to learn to be more creative and with a higher budget for production values may drastically improve the quality of each episode.
<3 Vanquish
Vanquish, I'm so glad you're better and on the right track mentally and physically in today's episode of the Vanquish show and you're no longer dying.
Your posts are a hilariously brilliant bit of genius and inspired entertainment and I love them.
Don't you go changing, you crazy diamond.
<3 to you and keep on updating, I look forward to the next episode!
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Way to man up and own what ever the fuck it was that you think or they think you did. Much peace and healing to ya, Vanquish. I am unaware of any fuckery perpetrated on innocents by you, but then again, I don't really associate with any other users of the Road, and I am very careful with who I have chosen as a vendor.
I understand completely what having a compromised immune system can do to one's cognitive processes. I am in the perpetual frankenboot for a break in my right foot that won't heal.
As far as I am concerned, you have done me no wrongs, no apologies necessary in my direction, and may you find that peace and serenity that is obviously needed in your deepest heart of hearts.
If you are indeed in need of forgiveness, start with yourself. You have taken ownership of your fuckery, now its time to heal.
Blessings on your journey, and should you take a turn for the worse, and shuffle off this mortal coil, be at peace when you go, knowing you have done all you could, and relax into that good night.
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Yea, you're ok in my book Vanquish. Why do you feel remorse?
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Yea, you're ok in my book Vanquish. Why do you feel remorse?
Because I love the community so dearly, this is my home and I belong here.
I never want to leave.
I'd stay here forever if that was humanly possible. We all die one day, but for the time being - this is where I want to be.
Thanks for the support DPR, it means a ton!
Vanquish
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I hope you recover, Vanquish. Like many others here I wish you only well.
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Hope the Tess tabs made it to you in time and did their thing.
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Hope the Tess tabs made it to you in time and did their thing.
I've been completely clean for almost 24 hours now and feeling pretty good given the circumstances.
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I plan on staying clean until my health improves, and my weight hits 145+ pounds.
Doctors are saying that I need to consume 5000 calories per day to have any chance at gaining weight.
So essentially I'm on the Michael Phelps diet.
I even ordered the 2013 Arizer Extreme Q 4.0 Vaporizer, and once I get out of the hospital - my plan is to medicate with only pot and pretty much eat as healthy as possible.
*clearnet warning*
http://www.ebay.com/itm/2012-ARIZER-EXTREME-Q-4-0-DIGITAL-VAPORIZER-EXTRAS-FULL-WARRANTY-/300704620599?pt=LH_DefaultDomain_0&hash=item4603646037
Thanks for the well wishes everyone. I'm assuming the negative karma is from Hallucinating Horse and his minions.
Vanquish
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Wish you all the best and a full recovery, don't be too harsh on your self buddy just concentrate on the things you need to recover.
We will all be here and as for you being "outcast" from our little society I wouldn't worry, there's a lot of outcasts that make up our family and there will always be a place for someone who clearly cares for it/us
Peace & love, kalli.
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Poor guy. I have the same vaporizer, use the hell out of it. It's a very clean high with nice mentals and a nice medicated feeling. Prepare to be hungry, my girlfriend calls it the munchie machine. Get better.
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Wish you all the best and a full recovery, don't be too harsh on your self buddy just concentrate on the things you need to recover.
We will all be here and as for you being "outcast" from our little society I wouldn't worry, there's a lot of outcasts that make up our family and there will always be a place for someone who clearly cares for it/us
Thanks so much for the kind words Kalli.
I have so much support around me that recovery is certainly looking like a certain reality right now.
The power of positivity goes a long way!
Vanquish
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Poor guy. I have the same vaporizer, use the hell out of it. It's a very clean high with nice mentals and a nice medicated feeling. Prepare to be hungry, my girlfriend calls it the munchie machine. Get better.
Dude, this is so great to know. I'm ready to get the hell out of the ICU and fire that bad boy up. I've heard it's one of if not the best vaporizer on the market and the price tag was incredibly attractive.
My lungs just couldn't handle regular smoke anymore. Chest pains and tightness even from one or two hits. Really wish I had invested in a vaporizer years ago.
I plan to just smoke my vape all day and eat healthy like crazy, seriously that's all I'm going to do.
Thanks to the free ebay listing sale going on until September 2nd I was able to sell the majority of my old games, movies, shoes, monitors, electronics, etc.
This has really helped overall as I've been unemployed without disability for the last 4 years.
I'm deeply in debt but slowly dragging myself out of that hole.
Debt is the easiest way to sink into negative thought loops and depression.
After my health is taken care of that's my next priority. Followed by slowly getting back into light exercising 2-3 times per week.
My Echocardiogram is later today, so won't have any update on that until then.
Best Regards,
Vanquish
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You guys should see how emaciated my body is the veins in my right arm are literally bulging out of my skin, it's crazy looking.
Seriously thinking about sending you all a picture at how insane these veins are, I'd be the perfect candidate for needles.
Thank god I hate them with a passion.
:)
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Hello Vanquish :) Pretty sure I've seen you around here and there, but unfortunately I don't think we've ever met. I read your post and while I have no idea what you're apologizing for (then again, it seemed to be directed at vendors and I'm not one so...), your OP just about broke my heart :'( While I've obviously no knowledge of your medical issues, nor are they any or my business and I'm no doctor..... still, I firmly believe that the main cause of most physical and mental problems is stress. That's something I'm sure everyone deals with.. I know I can't remember a time when I haven't been carrying it around at varying levels... it's so very heavy to carry around though.
Just want to say that I truly do hope that you are getting the rest, nutrition and everything else you need to get better. You seem like a very kind and caring person.
All the best to you :)
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Hello Vanquish :) Pretty sure I've seen you around here and there, but unfortunately I don't think we've ever met. I read your post and while I have no idea what you're apologizing for (then again, it seemed to be directed at vendors and I'm not one so...), your OP just about broke my heart :'( While I've obviously no knowledge of your medical issues, nor are they any or my business and I'm no doctor..... still, I firmly believe that the main cause of most physical and mental problems is stress. That's something I'm sure everyone deals with.. I know I can't remember a time when I haven't been carrying it around at varying levels... it's so very heavy to carry around though.
Just want to say that I truly do hope that you are getting the rest, nutrition and everything else you need to get better. You seem like a very kind and caring person.
All the best to you :)
Hi Foxen,
I have seen you around as well, but have never actually "met" you. So first of all, nice to meet you and thank you very much for the kind words.
You're absolutely right, stress is definitely one of the biggest factors for both physical and mental problems.
Whether that stress is due to idiosyncratic usage of drugs, emotions, or factors like smoking. All cause stress and discomfort on the body.
It's the heaviest weight one can carry, and at time it feels like the world is collapsing down upon you.
I know that feeling all too well.
Thanks again for everything, and the best to you as well! :)
Vanquish
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;) Hugs
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Hi
This might sound strange but I think you should go on a fully healthy diet. Look up soylent on the internet.
And get clean for at least a year.
Get better!
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Please if you wish to support me and the damage I have caused.
Do me a huge favor and order the highest potency mushrooms available on the road from Shaggy Shaman.
This would immensely help the community and please if you are considering buying mushrooms show support first and trust me you will not be disappointed!
http://silkroadvb5piz3r.onion/silkroad/item/44e6308c89
:)
Vanquish
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Am I the only person here who is doing everything they can to just not start shouting "bullshit" over and over?
Vanquish I know two things about you. You are a compulsive liar, and you love attention.
For gods sake people, the man wrote out a detailed post about handling his own shit and pulling whole chunks of dried mushrooms from it. He has since deleted it, but come the fuck on. He even said "whole pices of mushrooms is what causes my illness."
Earlier you said you were about to take off to check into a rehab.
Come on!
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You seem to have a personal vendetta against me - stay out of my threads and I'll stay far away from yours.
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You seem to have a personal vendetta against me - stay out of my threads and I'll stay far away from yours.
Dude, please come into every thread I post in. You add entertainment value.
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Don't you have drugs to deal?
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You seem to have a personal vendetta against me - stay out of my threads and I'll stay far away from yours.
Dude, please come into every thread I post in. You add entertainment value.
I don't mind coming into your threads if you would please stop attacking me. I don't appreciate it.
This thread should be more than enough to make up for my wrong doing.
Trust me when I get healthy I will provide much much more entertainment value.
So wish me well, and lets move on with it...ok?
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Earlier you said you were about to take off to check into a rehab.
24+ hours clean, the longest I've been clean in quite some time.
This of course does factor in that I'm tapering off benzodiazepines and would prefer avoiding a seizure from going CT.
I actually feel like I'm on the right track, but 116 pounds is dangerous especially since I'm 6"1 and used to weight 180 pounds.
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Earlier you said you were about to take off to check into a rehab.
24+ hours clean, the longest I've been clean in quite some time.
This of course does factor in that I'm tapering off benzodiazepines and would prefer avoiding a seizure from going CT.
I actually feel like I'm on the right track, but 116 pounds is dangerous especially since I'm 6"1 and used to weight 180 pounds.
Maybe handling your own feces and picking in it caused you to catch something? You know your not suppose to really use your bare hands.
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Earlier you said you were about to take off to check into a rehab.
24+ hours clean, the longest I've been clean in quite some time.
This of course does factor in that I'm tapering off benzodiazepines and would prefer avoiding a seizure from going CT.
I actually feel like I'm on the right track, but 116 pounds is dangerous especially since I'm 6"1 and used to weight 180 pounds.
Maybe handling your own feces and picking in it caused you to catch something? You know your not suppose to really use your bare hands.
I used latex gloves, everything will be alright.
Check your PM's.
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I have to say Vanquish, been watching you die for days now and was wondering why you would be compulsively posting on SR forums if you were in such a bad state. Including helpful guides to kratom, etc
Guess right about now you're wd'ing from pretty much everything, (being a polydrug connoisseur) and that's that.
I'm not mad at you, but you do seem to have a firm grip on the concept of social engineering.
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I have to say Vanquish, been watching you die for days now and was wondering why you would be compulsively posting on SR forums if you were in such a bad state. Including helpful guides to kratom, etc
Guess right about now you're wd'ing from pretty much everything, (being a polydrug connoisseur) and that's that.
I'm not mad at you, but you do seem to have a firm grip on the concept of social engineering.
I agree, it is quite odd. I mean either A) wtf vanquish gtfo of these forums you've said your piece or B) bullshit through n through
trainsTrainsTRAINS, do you get excited when you see trains? just wonderin.
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trainsTrainsTRAINS, do you get excited when you see trains? just wonderin.
Yeah. I fucking love trains. Turn into a drooling 5 year old when I see them on road trips, then I gather myself and exit the interstate/highway/road and drive up as close to the tracks as I can get. The best thing is being out in the quiet desert and seeing/hearing them coming from miles away. Thanks for reminding me i need to take a trip soon - it's medicine for me.
And of course I hope our Vanquish gets the medicine he or she needs as well. Rest, protein, fluids, clean living, sunlight.
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Earlier you said you were about to take off to check into a rehab.
24+ hours clean, the longest I've been clean in quite some time.
This of course does factor in that I'm tapering off benzodiazepines and would prefer avoiding a seizure from going CT.
I actually feel like I'm on the right track, but 116 pounds is dangerous especially since I'm 6"1 and used to weight 180 pounds.
I was quite overweight and if you did the old Bluto diet -I could get you to a healthy weight again. (Try to exercise -don't become fat like me.)
Do you like Ice Cream?
1/4 Gallon Ice cream
1 Banana
1 Scoop protein powder
(Okay wtf) 1 heaping Tblspn Coca Leaf Powder
Mix in blender. Drink, enjoy.
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Having read through this ridiculous episode I'm amazed nobody else can see this for the attention seeking nonsense from an obvious "Walter Mitty" characture, some of his posts have such classics as: "Having quick thinking and elite pharmacological knowledge.
Plus the drugs on hand to prevent myself from going into septic shock"
Sounds like a 1920's advert for "snake oil medicine"- "elite pharmacological knowledge" So elite in fact, that he doesn't know the difference between septic shock and anaphylactic shock, the one he actually means...I think. lol
The whole thing reads like a desperate attempt to gain some attention. To be fair, I don't think he's all there, the poly drug, hypochondriac use of drugs to cope with negative feedback tends to suggest a very mixed up individual! But, hey, there's all sorts on here and God loves them all. lol. But nope, I don't believe a word of it!
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I have to say Vanquish, been watching you die for days now and was wondering why you would be compulsively posting on SR forums if you were in such a bad state. Including helpful guides to kratom, etc
Guess right about now you're wd'ing from pretty much everything, (being a polydrug connoisseur) and that's that.
I'm not mad at you, but you do seem to have a firm grip on the concept of social engineering.
Yes sir, I've been a tech nut my whole life. I love my HTC One, best phone on the market - almost perfection. With a custom ROM it's by far the most versatile phone I've ever owned.
I love technology and have since I was hooked on Nintendo and Duck Hunt.
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Having read through this ridiculous episode I'm amazed nobody else can see this for the attention seeking nonsense from an obvious "Walter Mitty" characture, some of his posts have such classics as: "Having quick thinking and elite pharmacological knowledge.
Plus the drugs on hand to prevent myself from going into septic shock"
Sounds like a 1920's advert for "snake oil medicine"- "elite pharmacological knowledge" So elite in fact, that he doesn't know the difference between septic shock and anaphylactic shock, the one he actually means...I think. lol
The whole thing reads like a desperate attempt to gain some attention. To be fair, I don't think he's all there, the poly drug, hypochondriac use of drugs to cope with negative feedback tends to suggest a very mixed up individual! But, hey, there's all sorts on here and God loves them all. lol. But nope, I don't believe a word of it!
Dude, read your PM for christ sake. I have removed most if not all of the story from Silk Road. I'm looking for remnants to delete.
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This was done in an effort to prevent damage control from LE identifying me, if you can't accept that then stop reading between the lines, and redact the post in Shaggy's Thread.
Thank you,
Vanquish
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Having read through this ridiculous episode I'm amazed nobody else can see this for the attention seeking nonsense from an obvious "Walter Mitty" characture, some of his posts have such classics as: "Having quick thinking and elite pharmacological knowledge.
Plus the drugs on hand to prevent myself from going into septic shock"
Sounds like a 1920's advert for "snake oil medicine"- "elite pharmacological knowledge" So elite in fact, that he doesn't know the difference between septic shock and anaphylactic shock, the one he actually means...I think. lol
The whole thing reads like a desperate attempt to gain some attention. To be fair, I don't think he's all there, the poly drug, hypochondriac use of drugs to cope with negative feedback tends to suggest a very mixed up individual! But, hey, there's all sorts on here and God loves them all. lol. But nope, I don't believe a word of it!
That was in regards to my initial post which has been redacted from Silk Road. Essentially I was on the verge of collapsing and in need of a catheter. I tried for hours to urinate and couldn't drinking every liquid I had in the house. As I began to black out I quickly crawled to my stash crushed up some stims, which kept me awake until I was finally able to pee.
Once again stop reading between the lines, I have updated this in so many threads and most have been removed for self incrimination.
So thank you, for finding that for me. Please remove it, oh and thanks for the negative karma.
+1 for you for finding something that could be used by LE.
Thank you Bob,
Vanquish
NOW REDACT YOUR POSTS, FFS.
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Having read through this ridiculous episode I'm amazed nobody else can see this for the attention seeking nonsense from an obvious "Walter Mitty" characture, some of his posts have such classics as: "Having quick thinking and elite pharmacological knowledge.
Plus the drugs on hand to prevent myself from going into septic shock"
Sounds like a 1920's advert for "snake oil medicine"- "elite pharmacological knowledge" So elite in fact, that he doesn't know the difference between septic shock and anaphylactic shock, the one he actually means...I think. lol
The whole thing reads like a desperate attempt to gain some attention. To be fair, I don't think he's all there, the poly drug, hypochondriac use of drugs to cope with negative feedback tends to suggest a very mixed up individual! But, hey, there's all sorts on here and God loves them all. lol. But nope, I don't believe a word of it!
That was in regards to my initial post which has been redacted from Silk Road. Essentially I was on the verge of collapsing and in need of a catheter. I tried for hours to urinate and couldn't drinking every liquid I had in the house. As I began to black out I quickly crawled to my stash crushed up some stims, which kept me awake until I was finally able to pee.
Once again stop reading between the lines, I have updated this in so many threads and most have been removed for self incrimination.
So thank you, for finding that for me. Please remove it, oh and thanks for the negative karma.
+1 for you for finding something that could be used by LE.
Thank you Bob,
Vanquish
NOW REDACT YOUR POSTS, FFS.
Listen, enough of your hysterical bullshit, but since you insist, go on then:
Why did you need a catheter fitting?- Anaphylactic shock can actually lead to loss of bladder control.
What possible problem and medical treatment could it have been that necessitated you taking amphetamines to stay awake until you pee?
Anaphylactic shock can actually lead to loss of bladder control.
Again, my advice is to keep of all the drugs and give your head (mental state) a chance to reach some form of equilibrium. I really do not think you are suited to drugs, some people aren't.
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This thread summed up is pretty much,
Vanquish, "Sorry shaggy for caring about people. Sorry I got sick from your deadly mushrooms and only wanted to save the lives of innocents. Now for the real hero of this story. I have looked death in the face no less than 34 times. I have have seen jesus so many times but been pulled back, that we are on a first name basis. I have fought against the dark and won, but my admirers, I face a opponent I fear I might fall to....
Yesterday at 12:34pm I ingest a burger king double whopper. At 12:40 I started to pour toxic feces from my ass. Right now I am in the ICU and they are administering a very powerful dosage of Bismuth subsalicylate. I'm not sure how much I can take. Bismuth subsalicylate is known to be highly toxic to horses even in small dosages.
Only your likes and pitiful comments could save me, so please, pour it on me."
Seriously, admit the truth that you tripped balls and made all this bullshit up, and I will leave you alone.
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I'm posting this from my encrypted smartphone from the ICU.
My health condition has taken a course for the worse, I'm now in stable to severe condition.
I woke up with my body temperature below 94 degrees Fahrenheit.
They still can't pinpoint what is wrong with me.
I'm going through tons of tests all night long and will continue to stay here indefinitely for the time being.
**DO NOT BLAME SHAGGY SHAMAN FOR THIS, OBVIOUSLY THIS IS A SERIOUS UNRELATED UNDIAGNOSED HEALTH CONDITION DUE TO MY POOR PHYSICAL HEALTH.**
I thank the man from the bottom of my heart for his generosity, and hope he understands that this was merely a combination of extremely bad timing and my extremely weak immune system.
I hope in one way shape or form, everyone is available to forgive me for this...
I never meant to tarnish my vendors reputation - I love each and every one of them and appreciate everything they do for me and the community.
I'd never do anything to endanger them or others.
I sincerely with my deepest apologies possible really do appreciate everything.
Even with all the hate, which is completely understandable this has nothing to do with mushrooms, or even drugs.
My toxicology reports are clean and I'm not in danger of dying from "withdrawing" from anything.
Right now I'm down to 112 pounds and extremely malnourished, my body isn't holding liquids or solids.
They are doing everything in their power to somehow bulk me up and get me healthy. I'm in serious danger of both physical and mental collapse.
They are saying that my weight along with stress and everything else that is going on is what the definitive cause of this is. That's all I know for sure now.
They have me on a soup, applesauce, clear liquid diet at the moment and it seems to be helping tons.
I have my family here to support me and they are the reason I'm going to pull through this.
Without the support of the Silk Road community and them I would no doubt be dead. I'm very lucky and fortunate and count my blessings each and every day.
I've been crying a lot lately about how serious this is and the thought of dying really brings me into a dark place. A place that is really hard to escape.
PLEASE GUYS, FIND IT IN YOUR HEART TO FORGIVE ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY.
I HAVE NOW PUBLICLY APOLOGIZED AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO NOW THAT I HAVE ACCESS TO MY PHONE AND SILK ROAD.
I stand here begging on my hands and knees to each and every member of the Silk Road community for your forgiveness. Please know that I never meant for things to spiral out of control so quickly.
I handled the situation wrong, but considering how gravely ill I am - my thought process isn't clear and my rationality about how I handled things was greatly misconstrued. I hope you can understand this.
To everyone that has wished death upon me or has been hateful and spiteful - maybe this post will somewhat change your attitude. Maybe it won't...
All I know is that each and every person on Silk Road deserves the most heartfelt and sincere apology I can possibly give.
I love you guys, and miss you dearly. I hope someday that I'm healthy enough to return without being completely outcast from the community.
I know the damage is already done, but maybe you guys can understand and see the situation from my view point.
Deepest apologies for my misinformation, slander, and carelessness about how I handled everything.
May you all be well, and please take care of yourselves. Physical health and family are the 2 most important things in life.
Hug your loved ones and tell them how much you love and appreciate them. Any day could be your last.
Do everything in your power to prevent yourself from ever being put into a situation like this.
Take care of yourselves and may you have all the blessings in the world in staying safe and healthy.
With the utmost sincerity and respect,
Vanquish.
Hi Vanquish,
I'm sorry you feel so anxious and upset. I just want to remind you that shrooms and LSD cause anxiety and paranoia as they come out of your system. And our minds are so powerful that we can manifest physical symptoms without realizing it and I wonder if to a degree you've been going through that. The other day I smoked some opium and then started worrying i'd done too much, then promptly had some sort of weird panic attack and my heart started really beating fast. Luckily I realized what was going on and talked myself down and started enjoying it.
I grew up in an area where shrooms grew naturally and every mushroom season we'd be tripping our tits off for weeks. Suddenly, in the weeks and months after the world seemed different and we all became anxious and paranoid and depressed.
You talked about worrying the other day LE were coming and burying everything in the woods in the dark. That smacks of paranoia.
And other things you've mentioned seem to me as if you need to do exactly what your doctors say and lay off the drugs for a while, eat healthy, sleep lots, drink lots of water and exercise. You can do just ten minutes a day to start with and build it up gradually but the endorphins will help the depression and anxiety. Take omega 3 capsules and berroca multi-vitamins daily.
And, dude - take some time off Silk Road and the forums for your own sanity. I mean.....come on... posting from your hospital bed in the ICU?
The crying and all that are a sign not that you are going to die, but that you are going to LIVE.
You're in the driving seat now, time to be good to yourself. Do it an hour at a time, then a day at a time. Before long you'll feel better mentally and physically and then and ONLY then should you come back to Silk Road.
You can't be doing trips and messing around with other drugs when you have underlying depression- that's like putting out a fire with gasoline.
My feeling is it's making your underlying depression much worse and adding paranoia into the mix, not better and it's time to check yourself.
Worry about your health and sanity first, then something you wrote in an online message board forum about a mushroom sample last.
You won't be outcast from the community, but that shouldn't be your concern. Getting healthy (holistically, both mind and body) is what matters most right now.
Everything happens for a reason and you've had a nasty scare. You should see that as a LUCKY thing, some people don't get the wake up call you so obviously need and end up dead and that's it. Well the good news is you didn't die and now you have a chance to live, and you can live well if only you'd set aside the paranoia and anxiety.
Good luck.
TL;DR: You're being paranoid, time to look after your mental and physical health, look after yourself and take some time off Silk Road forums and marketplace.
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V,
You got friends here pulling for you. Get better, and keep us posted with your progress.
Now say three "Hail Marys" and sin no more...
D
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Very mature of you vanquish, stick around, the best is yet to be.
It is essential for you to detox. Mushrooms can be very forceful with the lessons they have to teach you.
Go at least 2+ weeks without ANYTHING, except tea, not even weed. Wake up and go for a jog every morning. Reclaim your health. You owe it to yourself.
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Last time I was in ICU they definitely don't allow you to have a cell phone. All kinds of signs around saying no cell phones since they worry it might interfere with the (rather important) equipment.
Nor could you post a typo-free 5000 word response on SR forums from orbot. Bullshit all around. Can we just let this silly thread die?
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But we can't let it die!
Vanquish actually hasn't apologized yet. And yes, why do you feel remorse...
Awfully intricate long-con he had going there. Consider a career in writing, kid.
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Vanquish I hope you get better asap..
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wtf vanquish gtfo of these forums you've said your piece
I'm in damage control mode, my freedom is more important than getting locked up.
This has been such a messy ordeal on the most part.
Here is what happened last night.
Hallucinating Horse - we need to come to some kind of compromise.
You're really stressing me out man. I actually was tripping out on MXE and thought the cops were coming to raid my house.
I only have personal amounts here, but it's more than enough for LE to nail me with distribution.
Anyways during the peak of my MXE trip I gather up everything including my scales and buried them in the woods.
I was tripping balls, and it was pitch black and all I had was a huge mason jar of drugs and a flashlight.
Those things really need to stop happening LOL!
TLDR - Cleared my entire house of everything.
Vanquish
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Attention, please do not compromise my freedom - even if you think this is some type of joke.
If you have quoted anything that may be used by LE please remove your post, anything I have missed PM the moderators and let them handle it.
Moderators use your digression and delete any incriminating crumb trails I have left behind.
All users be vigilant in removing your posts for me.
I'm getting surgery and then they will be putting me into a medically induced coma.
I'm down to 112 pounds and on the verge of physically and mentally collapsing.
I'm not going to go into details, but this is seriously bad news. My diagnostic scans are extremely troubling.
No idea how long I'll be in it for, but could be anywhere from 12 to 18 hours assuming everything goes well.
I've only had 15 hours of sleep in 10 days and psychosis is setting in.
I'll update when I come out of it, please send your wishes and prayers in my direction.
I have a decent chance of recovery but, there is a possible chance at further complications.
That's all I can say for now, but I'm extremely scared.
This is some serious shit, and looking really bad.
Here goes nothing, my surgeon is among the best in his field.
Praying for the best.
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Vanquish
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Hey Vanq.
Though brief, I've enjoyed our conversations and your contributions to the community. You are a genuinely good person. I am with you in spirit in the struggle all the way, and I'm sure you're with me as well.
Remember, brother, you control the trip. As you wish. Sure, it sounds silly when we are walking through the fire and our emotions seem to take over sometimes....but...if there was ever a time for us to use the lessons these wonderful substances have taught us, it's right NOW.
I wish you all of the strength to endure and overcome, and emerge from the flames cleansed. I have been close to dying more times than I care to admit, in more than one way, and....it's made me who I am. Have no fear, friend.
AV
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I'm genuinely worried about you.
I really hope you get through this unharmed and wish you the best of luck :)
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Hey All,
I just want to update everyone about everything and clarify everything I possibly can.
As many things have been said or posted completely out of context, because of my psychosis and the state of my mind in this difficult time.
I rapidly started getting worse, and they admitted me to the Advanced Care Unit of the ICU Ward.
This is the part of the hospital that runs Pre/Post diagnostics and interventions, etc.
Essentially their job was to monitor me and try to figure out what was wrong with me based on my symptoms.
I was comfortably numb and the nurses were very sweet and accommodating for the most part.
My doctor was surprisingly competent at ruling thing out quickly and reassuringly.
I would have been bored out of my mind, but I had some stuff with me to keep me busy and my mind occupied.
I had both my cell phone and laptop with TAILS on it with me, along with all my essential belongings.
My mind started playing tricks on me, and I started slurring my speech and sporadically blacking out.
Soon after this my doctor and his staff started pinpointing the symptoms.
They ran CT Scans and MRI's along with hosts of other tests.
Almost immediately after my brain scans they found a lesion.
At first I was quite concerned, but after they calmly explained what a simple procedure it would be I said lets go for it.
The mortality rate even with complications at my age is extremely low.
Quoting directly from *clearnet* http://www.medicinenet.com/brain_lesions_lesions_on_the_brain/page2.htm#what_are_brain_lesions
http://www.medicinenet.com/brain_lesions_lesions_on_the_brain/page2.htm#what_are_brain_lesions
"What are brain lesions?
A brain lesion describes damage or destruction to any part of the brain. It may be due to trauma or any other disease that
can cause inflammation, malfunction, or destruction of a brain cells or brain tissue. A lesion may be localized to one part
of the brain or they may be widespread. The initial damage may be so small as to not produce any initial symptoms, but
progresses over time to cause obvious physical and mental changes.
A brain lesion may affect the neuron directly or one of the glial cells thereby indirectly affecting neuron functions."
This has been causing my body all sorts of problems, and probably why none of my posts made any sense.
My mind was literally full of poison and causing all these strange physical problems as well.
They prepped me for surgery and used conscious sedation, what at this point may have not even been necessary.
I had already crashed hard several times,
I was in excellent hands the entire time, my doctor was fantastic.
The legion was essentially poisoning my mind and prevented my body from functioning correctly.
Everything from that point was a complete blur.
As quick as it began, it was over and I was in the recovery room.
The surgery itself was completely painless.
Considering the timing and when my symptoms started, this fast diagnosis
I understand that I sounded like a ranting lunatic, and that's technically because I was mentally a wreck.
They expect me to recover 100% and they discharged me early this morning.
I'm extremely sleep deprived, but my weight is slowly gaining back, and my brain is slowly returning to what it should have been.
I'm finally back home safe and sound, and feel better than I have in over 10 years.
It's truly miraculous. I'm having the most blessed day today.
I gave my mom the biggest hug, and told here that everything would work out - and that was thanks to all the support around me especially the Silk Road community.
This was actually one of the most positive experiences I've had in my entire lifetime.
Knowing that I wasn't crazy and it really wasn't some bad trip or hypochondriac panic attack.
On top of everything, I now have a beautiful wonderful girlfriend that works at the hospital that was my "nurse" and we are now dating officially as of this morning.
She loves Weed, MDMA, LSD, and Electronic Dance Music and festivals. This is the first women in my entire lifetime of searching that seems almost perfectly compatible for my lifestyle.
She is just a beautiful person inside and out and we instantly had a deep connection and some extremely insightful and eye opening talks.
Instead of looking down upon my drug use, she accepted it understood it, and was compassionate about it. We talked for hours, and hours.
It will be absolutely beautiful to trip with her and explore our minds and bodies.
Considering I'm a skeleton I'm extremely lucky to have a lovely, beautiful, busty, employed women that deeply cares about me.
I really can't ask for anything else - it's like everything was a dream and I had finally been awakened from my slumber.
This proved to be extremely beneficial to my recovery considering I've been pussy deprived on top of being beyond sleep deprived.
Plus I started to withdrawal from all the shit I had been putting into my body, and things got pretty rough.
I highly recommend using this over water for detoxing and cleaning your body, it coats your stomach and allows nourishment and electrolytes to soak into you.
*clearnet*http://www.nakedjuice.com/our-products/juice/green-machine
I have stocked up on 10 jugs and plan on drinking them until my body returns to more or less normal.
Right now I'm just sleep deprived and in moderate pain, but hey I've been through much worse.
Luckily everything turned out perfect, and I can't ask for anything more.
It's strange how being so sick you can find terms to come to peace with it and finally accept that you have to get better and start your life over again.
I have this radiant glow inside of me today and remain really happy and optimistic.
Without the Silk Road community none of this would have ever been possible.
Thank you guys so much for everything. I'm incredibly apologetic about making an ass out of myself, but this could not have turned out any better.
My life is finally headed in the right track for the first time in over 10 years.
I've been sick for so long, and now I can finally get back on track and move forward instead of progressing backwards.
From this point on out I will continue to consider each and every day a blessing, and highly believe this was destiny.
I'm not sure how something so negative turned out so positive, but my god - I feel absolutely incredible about everything.
Shaggy was right all along, something in my body needed shamanic intervention and this was the only way necessary to purge this poison from my body.
You can find this quote in his vendor thread somewhere after the incident more than likely.
The man knows his stuff, as from what I recall this was instantly his first response to the situation via PM.
I'll have to link it later...
My eternal gratitude for your mushrooms expelling this nasty ailment from my body.
This is why Silk Road and the psychedelic community here in general are the ultimate in global and long distance connection.
We share each others emotions, feel each others pain, and ultimately bond in the deepest and strongest ways possible.
It's truly a lovely thing.
Thank you to DPR, the Moderators, the Community, and of course all the vendors.
You are the best people in the world.
You have truly changed my life in the most majorly important way possible.
I'm eternally grateful.
This was my destiny. I've waited my entire life waiting for this moment!
Love you guys so much, and I hope there is no bad blood between any of us.
I don't plan on leaving the road ever, and my outlook on life has completely changed.
This is my home and where I belong.
The clarity this has given me has essentially given me another chance at living the life that I deserved to live in the first place.
At this point, I'm so relived and thankful for everything.
My god you guys are all amazing.
Each and every one of you.
May we never let the Road ever be lost, as this is the only thing in the world that matters anymore.
Our world is in such a state of shambles, that Silk Road is the only saving grace.
This is the best place in the world, and lets do everything in our power to keep it that way.
Long live Silk Road, and my gratitude and love go out to everyone - even if you doubted me or what you think of me as a human being.
I plan to stay very active in the community and will be getting healthy and posting reviews, updates, trip reports, and answering questions and making guides on all sorts of stuff.
My brain and health are finally clear. Now it's time to rest, try and sleep, gain weight, and start getting some exercise.
I have mapped out a routine for all the lifestyle changes that are necessary to recover.
I'm already feeling much better, but somehow I need to manage to sleep longer than 1-3 hour intervals.
Plus I plan on taking a deep and introspective journey into my new found life tonight, and hopefully it's a glowing success.
As tonight's weather is nothing short of astounding. Go outside and enjoy your lives, don't take them for granted and embrace your infinite knowledge and expand upon the mundane.
Make tonight special, and let's party like Silk Roadies proudly should.
Eternally yours and with the utmost respect and gratitude to anyone and everyone, positive or negative.
You are what pushed me through this, I only did what was necessary to survive.
Much love to everyone, friend or foe. At this point I owe everyone my life.
You all have my respect until the day I die, and this won't be for a very long time now.
Thanks to you all, you have given me another opportunity to start fresh.
I cannot say thank you enough.
Grabbing my heaviest Indica and going to try and smoke myself to sleep.
Love you all,
Vanquish
:)
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On top of everything, I now have a beautiful wonderful girlfriend that works at the hospital that was my "nurse" and we are now dating officially as of this morning.
She loves Weed, MDMA, LSD, and Electronic Dance Music and festivals. This is the first women in my entire lifetime of searching that seems almost perfectly compatible for my lifestyle.
She is just a beautiful person inside and out and we instantly had a deep connection and some extremely insightful and eye opening talks.
Instead of looking down upon my drug use, she accepted it understood it, and was compassionate about it. We talked for hours, and hours.
It will be absolutely beautiful to trip with her and explore our minds and bodies.
Considering I'm a skeleton I'm extremely lucky to have a lovely, beautiful, busty, employed women that deeply cares about me.
I really can't ask for anything else - it's like everything was a dream and I had finally been awakened from my slumber.
Advanced Care Unit of the ICU? What? Its already very critical, how much more critical can they get?
Bitches loved delsuoinal skelton looking dudes with brain lesions.
Did you take drugs and trip with her before or after the surgery, and how was tripping in the ICU? Also, I don't think she should be taking drugs and treating patients.
God damn son. Brain surgery in the morning, SR posting essays in the afternoon.
My brother had something like this done once. Mother fucker slept for I shit you not 3 fucking days straight.
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God damn son. Brain surgery in the morning, SR posting essays in the afternoon.
My brother had something like this done once. Mother fucker slept for I shit you not 3 fucking days straight.
You should know very well then that everyone recovers differently.
Body chemistry is vitally important and my immune system while I was in distress was still strong due to positivity.
I have never slept for more than 10 hours, I don't require much sleep.
But over time it adds up.
I've seen people with Open Heart Surgery walk right out of the recovery room and head home.
People with diverticulitis make a full recovery with a 9 inch gash in their colon.
Never underestimate the power of willpower and good doctors and nurses.
It's a near non invasive procedure with an extremely quick recovery time.
Your brother must have had some type of tumor or cancer.
It would also depend on the size and placement in relation the brain.
Anything like removing a tumor out the back of your head has extremely long and painful recovery time, and requires staples.
I was very fortunate to have mine very close to the surface of the skin and it actually isn't bad at all.
Oh well, I wish your brother the best - brain surgery sucks, my friend had to get invasive brain surgery for a tumor when he was 16 and due to complications almost bleed to death.
The surgery was less than 2 hours.
The recovery time was almost instant.
I spent like 15 minutes coming out of sedation, and then I was wheel chaired to the car.
We have some of the best medical care in the country, and my doctor was great overall.
I think it all depends on the severity, relative location, age, and how well your surgeon knows his profession.
More or less it could have turned much, much worse over time.
Requiring a much more complex surgery you are correct.
At least it's not cancer.
I'm heavily medicated and that obviously helps recovery time, because I can't feel anything and it's only a few stitches.
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@Vanquish - Have you been tripping on Datura?
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Can you make a tl;dr?
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Hey All,
I just want to update everyone about everything and clarify everything I possibly can.
As many things have been said or posted completely out of context, because of my psychosis and the state of my mind in this difficult time.
I rapidly started getting worse, and they admitted me to the Advanced Care Unit of the ICU Ward.
This is the part of the hospital that runs Pre/Post diagnostics and interventions, etc.
Essentially their job was to monitor me and try to figure out what was wrong with me based on my symptoms.
I was comfortably numb and the nurses were very sweet and accommodating for the most part.
My doctor was surprisingly competent at ruling thing out quickly and reassuringly.
I would have been bored out of my mind, but I had some stuff with me to keep me busy and my mind occupied.
I had both my cell phone and laptop with TAILS on it with me, along with all my essential belongings.
My mind started playing tricks on me, and I started slurring my speech and sporadically blacking out.
Soon after this my doctor and his staff started pinpointing the symptoms.
They ran CT Scans and MRI's along with hosts of other tests.
Almost immediately after my brain scans they found a lesion.
At first I was quite concerned, but after they calmly explained what a simple procedure it would be I said lets go for it.
The mortality rate even with complications at my age is extremely low.
Quoting directly from *clearnet* http://www.medicinenet.com/brain_lesions_lesions_on_the_brain/page2.htm#what_are_brain_lesions
http://www.medicinenet.com/brain_lesions_lesions_on_the_brain/page2.htm#what_are_brain_lesions
"What are brain lesions?
A brain lesion describes damage or destruction to any part of the brain. It may be due to trauma or any other disease that
can cause inflammation, malfunction, or destruction of a brain cells or brain tissue. A lesion may be localized to one part
of the brain or they may be widespread. The initial damage may be so small as to not produce any initial symptoms, but
progresses over time to cause obvious physical and mental changes.
A brain lesion may affect the neuron directly or one of the glial cells thereby indirectly affecting neuron functions."
This has been causing my body all sorts of problems, and probably why none of my posts made any sense.
My mind was literally full of poison and causing all these strange physical problems as well.
They prepped me for surgery and used conscious sedation, what at this point may have not even been necessary.
I had already crashed hard several times,
I was in excellent hands the entire time, my doctor was fantastic.
The legion was essentially poisoning my mind and prevented my body from functioning correctly.
Everything from that point was a complete blur.
As quick as it began, it was over and I was in the recovery room.
The surgery itself was completely painless.
Considering the timing and when my symptoms started, this fast diagnosis
I understand that I sounded like a ranting lunatic, and that's technically because I was mentally a wreck.
They expect me to recover 100% and they discharged me early this morning.
I'm extremely sleep deprived, but my weight is slowly gaining back, and my brain is slowly returning to what it should have been.
I'm finally back home safe and sound, and feel better than I have in over 10 years.
It's truly miraculous. I'm having the most blessed day today.
I gave my mom the biggest hug, and told here that everything would work out - and that was thanks to all the support around me especially the Silk Road community.
This was actually one of the most positive experiences I've had in my entire lifetime.
Knowing that I wasn't crazy and it really wasn't some bad trip or hypochondriac panic attack.
On top of everything, I now have a beautiful wonderful girlfriend that works at the hospital that was my "nurse" and we are now dating officially as of this morning.
She loves Weed, MDMA, LSD, and Electronic Dance Music and festivals. This is the first women in my entire lifetime of searching that seems almost perfectly compatible for my lifestyle.
She is just a beautiful person inside and out and we instantly had a deep connection and some extremely insightful and eye opening talks.
Instead of looking down upon my drug use, she accepted it understood it, and was compassionate about it. We talked for hours, and hours.
It will be absolutely beautiful to trip with her and explore our minds and bodies.
Considering I'm a skeleton I'm extremely lucky to have a lovely, beautiful, busty, employed women that deeply cares about me.
I really can't ask for anything else - it's like everything was a dream and I had finally been awakened from my slumber.
This proved to be extremely beneficial to my recovery considering I've been pussy deprived on top of being beyond sleep deprived.
Plus I started to withdrawal from all the shit I had been putting into my body, and things got pretty rough.
I highly recommend using this over water for detoxing and cleaning your body, it coats your stomach and allows nourishment and electrolytes to soak into you.
*clearnet*http://www.nakedjuice.com/our-products/juice/green-machine
I have stocked up on 10 jugs and plan on drinking them until my body returns to more or less normal.
Right now I'm just sleep deprived and in moderate pain, but hey I've been through much worse.
Luckily everything turned out perfect, and I can't ask for anything more.
It's strange how being so sick you can find terms to come to peace with it and finally accept that you have to get better and start your life over again.
I have this radiant glow inside of me today and remain really happy and optimistic.
Without the Silk Road community none of this would have ever been possible.
Thank you guys so much for everything. I'm incredibly apologetic about making an ass out of myself, but this could not have turned out any better.
My life is finally headed in the right track for the first time in over 10 years.
I've been sick for so long, and now I can finally get back on track and move forward instead of progressing backwards.
From this point on out I will continue to consider each and every day a blessing, and highly believe this was destiny.
I'm not sure how something so negative turned out so positive, but my god - I feel absolutely incredible about everything.
Shaggy was right all along, something in my body needed shamanic intervention and this was the only way necessary to purge this poison from my body.
You can find this quote in his vendor thread somewhere after the incident more than likely.
The man knows his stuff, as from what I recall this was instantly his first response to the situation via PM.
I'll have to link it later...
My eternal gratitude for your mushrooms expelling this nasty ailment from my body.
This is why Silk Road and the psychedelic community here in general are the ultimate in global and long distance connection.
We share each others emotions, feel each others pain, and ultimately bond in the deepest and strongest ways possible.
It's truly a lovely thing.
Thank you to DPR, the Moderators, the Community, and of course all the vendors.
You are the best people in the world.
You have truly changed my life in the most majorly important way possible.
I'm eternally grateful.
This was my destiny. I've waited my entire life waiting for this moment!
Love you guys so much, and I hope there is no bad blood between any of us.
I don't plan on leaving the road ever, and my outlook on life has completely changed.
This is my home and where I belong.
The clarity this has given me has essentially given me another chance at living the life that I deserved to live in the first place.
At this point, I'm so relived and thankful for everything.
My god you guys are all amazing.
Each and every one of you.
May we never let the Road ever be lost, as this is the only thing in the world that matters anymore.
Our world is in such a state of shambles, that Silk Road is the only saving grace.
This is the best place in the world, and lets do everything in our power to keep it that way.
Long live Silk Road, and my gratitude and love go out to everyone - even if you doubted me or what you think of me as a human being.
I plan to stay very active in the community and will be getting healthy and posting reviews, updates, trip reports, and answering questions and making guides on all sorts of stuff.
My brain and health are finally clear. Now it's time to rest, try and sleep, gain weight, and start getting some exercise.
I have mapped out a routine for all the lifestyle changes that are necessary to recover.
I'm already feeling much better, but somehow I need to manage to sleep longer than 1-3 hour intervals.
Plus I plan on taking a deep and introspective journey into my new found life tonight, and hopefully it's a glowing success.
As tonight's weather is nothing short of astounding. Go outside and enjoy your lives, don't take them for granted and embrace your infinite knowledge and expand upon the mundane.
Make tonight special, and let's party like Silk Roadies proudly should.
Eternally yours and with the utmost respect and gratitude to anyone and everyone, positive or negative.
You are what pushed me through this, I only did what was necessary to survive.
Much love to everyone, friend or foe. At this point I owe everyone my life.
You all have my respect until the day I die, and this won't be for a very long time now.
Thanks to you all, you have given me another opportunity to start fresh.
I cannot say thank you enough.
Grabbing my heaviest Indica and going to try and smoke myself to sleep.
Love you all,
Vanquish
:)
Vanquish, I'm so glad you're better and on the right track mentally and physically in today's episode of the Vanquish show and you're no longer dying.
Your posts are a hilariously brilliant bit of genius and inspired entertainment and I love them.
Don't you go changing, you crazy diamond.
I'm looking forward to seeing this new character - your busty, druggy nurse girlfriend from the ACU ICU - post on here, as presumably she was able to read a bit of the forums open on your laptop and phone when you blacked out sporadically during your long, meaningful bedside chats in between brain surgery and scans?
Hopefully she can contribute to future trip reports too? I'd like that.
<3 to you and keep on updating, I look forward to the next episode!
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I read your stuff railing against shrooms and I have to say that we had sober/healthy people in here coming across waaaaaaay more crazy than that :P
We haven't interacted before, but for what it's worth I'm sending good vibes your ways and hope your recovery goes well and excellent. I consider all good and honest SRoadies my brutha from anutha mutha.
Dunchu worry about them folks here, I think you will be just fine on that front. Just concentrate on getting well (might want to lay off the self-medication with about 30 different chemicals at once though ;D)
Get well man! Let your body heal and recover and be back stronger than before. I wish you the best...
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@goodshitexplorer Seriously, I would tune in. Kim K could play the big-boobed druggified Florence Nightingale.
@7Kz2 TL;DR
On last week's episode of the Silk Road Soap Opera, our valiant hero Vanquish had an adverse reaction to some shrooms he was testing from a drug dealer whom he'd contacted via the secret internet. Thankfully, due to his elite pharmacological knowledge he saved himself from the claws of death and being unable to pee with a heady mix of methamphetamine and opiates. After snapping on the latex gloves and investigating his own excrement, he pleaded with drug lords not to revoke his drug reviewing powers on an online message board and vowed to check into rehab. Unfortunately after burying his stash in the woods by torchlight in the dead of night after worrying LE were after him, he was whisked to hospital. From his bed in intensive care and whilst having cardiograms, MRIs and other tests, he posted a series of updates online about his failing health and the fact that he weighed just over 100lbs. Finally he begged for forgiveness from the entire Silk Road community as he slid in and out of consciousness. In this nail-biting cliffhanger only God, DPR's heartwarming words or ICU doctors could save him.
THE CURRENT EPISODE:
After viewers paced around waiting for an update for a full 28 hours with no word, it turned out that our brave hero had suffered a brain lesion, not a bad mushroom trip as everyone had initially thought. Luckily it was removed by doctors whilst he was in a medically-induced coma. And he left the ADVANCED care unit of the ICU 15 minutes after awaking from this operation with a new positive outlook on life. He also had a new busty nurse girlfriend who shares his love of tripping and illicit drugs that he'd met whilst in hospital who had no doubt thrown caution to the wind and gone ahead and dated a patient - despite it being absolutely illegal. But what big bazookered chick can resist a heroic death-defying, self-proclaimed "sleep and pussy deprived" skeleton eh?
Tune in next episode for more adventures from our loveable hero and his trusty new sidekick.
:D
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sounds lik a eposos of house md lol
Hey All,
I just want to update everyone about everything and clarify everything I possibly can.
As many things have been said or posted completely out of context, because of my psychosis and the state of my mind in this difficult time.
I rapidly started getting worse, and they admitted me to the Advanced Care Unit of the ICU Ward.
This is the part of the hospital that runs Pre/Post diagnostics and interventions, etc.
Essentially their job was to monitor me and try to figure out what was wrong with me based on my symptoms.
I was comfortably numb and the nurses were very sweet and accommodating for the most part.
My doctor was surprisingly competent at ruling thing out quickly and reassuringly.
I would have been bored out of my mind, but I had some stuff with me to keep me busy and my mind occupied.
I had both my cell phone and laptop with TAILS on it with me, along with all my essential belongings.
My mind started playing tricks on me, and I started slurring my speech and sporadically blacking out.
Soon after this my doctor and his staff started pinpointing the symptoms.
They ran CT Scans and MRI's along with hosts of other tests.
Almost immediately after my brain scans they found a lesion.
At first I was quite concerned, but after they calmly explained what a simple procedure it would be I said lets go for it.
The mortality rate even with complications at my age is extremely low.
Quoting directly from *clearnet* http://www.medicinenet.com/brain_lesions_lesions_on_the_brain/page2.htm#what_are_brain_lesions
http://www.medicinenet.com/brain_lesions_lesions_on_the_brain/page2.htm#what_are_brain_lesions
"What are brain lesions?
A brain lesion describes damage or destruction to any part of the brain. It may be due to trauma or any other disease that
can cause inflammation, malfunction, or destruction of a brain cells or brain tissue. A lesion may be localized to one part
of the brain or they may be widespread. The initial damage may be so small as to not produce any initial symptoms, but
progresses over time to cause obvious physical and mental changes.
A brain lesion may affect the neuron directly or one of the glial cells thereby indirectly affecting neuron functions."
This has been causing my body all sorts of problems, and probably why none of my posts made any sense.
My mind was literally full of poison and causing all these strange physical problems as well.
They prepped me for surgery and used conscious sedation, what at this point may have not even been necessary.
I had already crashed hard several times,
I was in excellent hands the entire time, my doctor was fantastic.
The legion was essentially poisoning my mind and prevented my body from functioning correctly.
Everything from that point was a complete blur.
As quick as it began, it was over and I was in the recovery room.
The surgery itself was completely painless.
Considering the timing and when my symptoms started, this fast diagnosis
I understand that I sounded like a ranting lunatic, and that's technically because I was mentally a wreck.
They expect me to recover 100% and they discharged me early this morning.
I'm extremely sleep deprived, but my weight is slowly gaining back, and my brain is slowly returning to what it should have been.
I'm finally back home safe and sound, and feel better than I have in over 10 years.
It's truly miraculous. I'm having the most blessed day today.
I gave my mom the biggest hug, and told here that everything would work out - and that was thanks to all the support around me especially the Silk Road community.
This was actually one of the most positive experiences I've had in my entire lifetime.
Knowing that I wasn't crazy and it really wasn't some bad trip or hypochondriac panic attack.
On top of everything, I now have a beautiful wonderful girlfriend that works at the hospital that was my "nurse" and we are now dating officially as of this morning.
She loves Weed, MDMA, LSD, and Electronic Dance Music and festivals. This is the first women in my entire lifetime of searching that seems almost perfectly compatible for my lifestyle.
She is just a beautiful person inside and out and we instantly had a deep connection and some extremely insightful and eye opening talks.
Instead of looking down upon my drug use, she accepted it understood it, and was compassionate about it. We talked for hours, and hours.
It will be absolutely beautiful to trip with her and explore our minds and bodies.
Considering I'm a skeleton I'm extremely lucky to have a lovely, beautiful, busty, employed women that deeply cares about me.
I really can't ask for anything else - it's like everything was a dream and I had finally been awakened from my slumber.
This proved to be extremely beneficial to my recovery considering I've been pussy deprived on top of being beyond sleep deprived.
Plus I started to withdrawal from all the shit I had been putting into my body, and things got pretty rough.
I highly recommend using this over water for detoxing and cleaning your body, it coats your stomach and allows nourishment and electrolytes to soak into you.
*clearnet*http://www.nakedjuice.com/our-products/juice/green-machine
I have stocked up on 10 jugs and plan on drinking them until my body returns to more or less normal.
Right now I'm just sleep deprived and in moderate pain, but hey I've been through much worse.
Luckily everything turned out perfect, and I can't ask for anything more.
It's strange how being so sick you can find terms to come to peace with it and finally accept that you have to get better and start your life over again.
I have this radiant glow inside of me today and remain really happy and optimistic.
Without the Silk Road community none of this would have ever been possible.
Thank you guys so much for everything. I'm incredibly apologetic about making an ass out of myself, but this could not have turned out any better.
My life is finally headed in the right track for the first time in over 10 years.
I've been sick for so long, and now I can finally get back on track and move forward instead of progressing backwards.
From this point on out I will continue to consider each and every day a blessing, and highly believe this was destiny.
I'm not sure how something so negative turned out so positive, but my god - I feel absolutely incredible about everything.
Shaggy was right all along, something in my body needed shamanic intervention and this was the only way necessary to purge this poison from my body.
You can find this quote in his vendor thread somewhere after the incident more than likely.
The man knows his stuff, as from what I recall this was instantly his first response to the situation via PM.
I'll have to link it later...
My eternal gratitude for your mushrooms expelling this nasty ailment from my body.
This is why Silk Road and the psychedelic community here in general are the ultimate in global and long distance connection.
We share each others emotions, feel each others pain, and ultimately bond in the deepest and strongest ways possible.
It's truly a lovely thing.
Thank you to DPR, the Moderators, the Community, and of course all the vendors.
You are the best people in the world.
You have truly changed my life in the most majorly important way possible.
I'm eternally grateful.
This was my destiny. I've waited my entire life waiting for this moment!
Love you guys so much, and I hope there is no bad blood between any of us.
I don't plan on leaving the road ever, and my outlook on life has completely changed.
This is my home and where I belong.
The clarity this has given me has essentially given me another chance at living the life that I deserved to live in the first place.
At this point, I'm so relived and thankful for everything.
My god you guys are all amazing.
Each and every one of you.
May we never let the Road ever be lost, as this is the only thing in the world that matters anymore.
Our world is in such a state of shambles, that Silk Road is the only saving grace.
This is the best place in the world, and lets do everything in our power to keep it that way.
Long live Silk Road, and my gratitude and love go out to everyone - even if you doubted me or what you think of me as a human being.
I plan to stay very active in the community and will be getting healthy and posting reviews, updates, trip reports, and answering questions and making guides on all sorts of stuff.
My brain and health are finally clear. Now it's time to rest, try and sleep, gain weight, and start getting some exercise.
I have mapped out a routine for all the lifestyle changes that are necessary to recover.
I'm already feeling much better, but somehow I need to manage to sleep longer than 1-3 hour intervals.
Plus I plan on taking a deep and introspective journey into my new found life tonight, and hopefully it's a glowing success.
As tonight's weather is nothing short of astounding. Go outside and enjoy your lives, don't take them for granted and embrace your infinite knowledge and expand upon the mundane.
Make tonight special, and let's party like Silk Roadies proudly should.
Eternally yours and with the utmost respect and gratitude to anyone and everyone, positive or negative.
You are what pushed me through this, I only did what was necessary to survive.
Much love to everyone, friend or foe. At this point I owe everyone my life.
You all have my respect until the day I die, and this won't be for a very long time now.
Thanks to you all, you have given me another opportunity to start fresh.
I cannot say thank you enough.
Grabbing my heaviest Indica and going to try and smoke myself to sleep.
Love you all,
Vanquish
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@Remediless
OMFG you made me pee my pants a little and spray a sip of soda all over my keyboard...... +1000
ROFLMFAO
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@goodshitexplorer Seriously, I would tune in. Kim K could play the big-boobed druggified Florence Nightingale.
@7Kz2 TL;DR
On last week's episode of the Silk Road Soap Opera, our valiant hero Vanquish had an adverse reaction to some shrooms he was testing from a drug dealer whom he'd contacted via the secret internet. Thankfully, due to his elite pharmacological knowledge he saved himself from the claws of death and being unable to pee with a heady mix of methamphetamine and opiates. After snapping on the latex gloves and investigating his own excrement, he pleaded with drug lords not to revoke his drug reviewing powers on an online message board and vowed to check into rehab. Unfortunately after burying his stash in the woods by torchlight in the dead of night after worrying LE were after him, he was whisked to hospital. From his bed in intensive care and whilst having cardiograms, MRIs and other tests, he posted a series of updates online about his failing health and the fact that he weighed just over 100lbs. Finally he begged for forgiveness from the entire Silk Road community as he slid in and out of consciousness. In this nail-biting cliffhanger only God, DPR's heartwarming words or ICU doctors could save him.
THE CURRENT EPISODE:
After viewers paced around waiting for an update for a full 28 hours with no word, it turned out that our brave hero had suffered a brain lesion, not a bad mushroom trip as everyone had initially thought. Luckily it was removed by doctors whilst he was in a medically-induced coma. And he left the ADVANCED care unit of the ICU 15 minutes after awaking from this operation with a new positive outlook on life. He also had a new busty nurse girlfriend who shares his love of tripping and illicit drugs that he'd met whilst in hospital who had no doubt thrown caution to the wind and gone ahead and dated a patient - despite it being absolutely illegal. But what big bazookered chick can resist a heroic death-defying, self-proclaimed "sleep and pussy deprived" skeleton eh?
Tune in next episode for more adventures from our loveable hero and his trusty new sidekick.
:D
Listen mate, I've just spat my coffee across the room reading your post, would you mind cutting the humor a bit next time!!! ralmao
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Not the only one, it would seem!
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Hello,
You are welcome. Very nice easy-to-read writing. Your story was heartwarming.
I am sorry to say my brain automatically starts hating you (just alittle - don't be ashamed) when I see the advertising (product placement of the fruit juice) because I am so internet damaged I automatically imagine you (getting paid for) lying and making up all these stories because you are afraid of drugs and want to sell your product. But it's OK. Nice contribution mate.
Love you too.
Best wishes,
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Vanquish, I'm so glad you're better and on the right track mentally and physically in today's episode of the Vanquish show and you're no longer dying.
Your posts are a hilariously brilliant bit of genius and inspired entertainment and I love them.
Don't you go changing, you crazy diamond.
<3 to you and keep on updating, I look forward to the next episode!
I'm thoroughly glad that I can continue to prove Silk Road with these hilariously brilliant bits of genius and inspired entertainment.
At the rate things have been going it seems like these episodes happen on a near daily basis. :P
<3 Vanquish
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I don,t feel you have anything to apologise for, you weren,t to know it wasn,t the shrooms and alerted everyone. Yeah, it turns out it wasn,t but if it had been you,d have saved others :)
I wish you a speedy recovery hun ;) :-*
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@goodshitexplorer Seriously, I would tune in. Kim K could play the big-boobed druggified Florence Nightingale.
@7Kz2 TL;DR
On last week's episode of the Silk Road Soap Opera, our valiant hero Vanquish had an adverse reaction to some shrooms he was testing from a drug dealer whom he'd contacted via the secret internet. Thankfully, due to his elite pharmacological knowledge he saved himself from the claws of death and being unable to pee with a heady mix of methamphetamine and opiates. After snapping on the latex gloves and investigating his own excrement, he pleaded with drug lords not to revoke his drug reviewing powers on an online message board and vowed to check into rehab. Unfortunately after burying his stash in the woods by torchlight in the dead of night after worrying LE were after him, he was whisked to hospital. From his bed in intensive care and whilst having cardiograms, MRIs and other tests, he posted a series of updates online about his failing health and the fact that he weighed just over 100lbs. Finally he begged for forgiveness from the entire Silk Road community as he slid in and out of consciousness. In this nail-biting cliffhanger only God, DPR's heartwarming words or ICU doctors could save him.
THE CURRENT EPISODE:
After viewers paced around waiting for an update for a full 28 hours with no word, it turned out that our brave hero had suffered a brain lesion, not a bad mushroom trip as everyone had initially thought. Luckily it was removed by doctors whilst he was in a medically-induced coma. And he left the ADVANCED care unit of the ICU 15 minutes after awaking from this operation with a new positive outlook on life. He also had a new busty nurse girlfriend who shares his love of tripping and illicit drugs that he'd met whilst in hospital who had no doubt thrown caution to the wind and gone ahead and dated a patient - despite it being absolutely illegal. But what big bazookered chick can resist a heroic death-defying, self-proclaimed "sleep and pussy deprived" skeleton eh?
Tune in next episode for more adventures from our loveable hero and his trusty new sidekick.
:D
Quoted for the truth!
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I plan on staying clean until my health improves, and my weight hits 145+ pounds.
Doctors are saying that I need to consume 5000 calories per day to have any chance at gaining weight.
Wish you well in recovery
In regards to gaining weight try 'weight gainer' shakes sold on most bodybuilding websites, most are 350 calories each, have two a day thats 700cal a day. Very useful when you're full from food as you can still drink the calories
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In regards to gaining weight try 'weight gainer' shakes sold on most bodybuilding websites, most are 350 calories each, have two a day thats 700cal a day. Very useful when you're full from food as you can still drink the calories
Some one actually sent me a recipe for one that was like 3000 calories, some type of ice cream/peanut butter smoothy concoction.
I really need to dig around and find it.
It sounded delicious.
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At the point I'm convinced that I may very well be becoming Raoul Duke.
I'd say this pretty much sums up my life right now.
Raoul Duke: We were somewhere around Barstow, on the edge of the desert, when the drugs began to take hold. I remember saying something like "I feel a bit light headed, maybe you should drive...." And suddenly there was a terrible roar all around us and the sky was full of what looked like huge bats, all swooping and screeching and diving around the car, and a voice was screaming: "Holy Jesus! What are these goddamn animals?" (attorney says: "What are you yelling about?") Never mind, it's your turn to drive." No point in mentioning those bats, I thought, the poor bastard will see them soon enough. We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers... and also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all this for the trip, but once you get locked in a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge. And I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon.
:)
Vanquish
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@Remediless
Thank you, seems pretty crazy.
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At the point I'm convinced that I may very well be becoming Raoul Duke.
I'd say this pretty much sums up my life right now.
Raoul Duke: We were somewhere around Barstow, on the edge of the desert, when the drugs began to take hold. I remember saying something like "I feel a bit light headed, maybe you should drive...." And suddenly there was a terrible roar all around us and the sky was full of what looked like huge bats, all swooping and screeching and diving around the car, and a voice was screaming: "Holy Jesus! What are these goddamn animals?" (attorney says: "What are you yelling about?") Never mind, it's your turn to drive." No point in mentioning those bats, I thought, the poor bastard will see them soon enough. We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers... and also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all this for the trip, but once you get locked in a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge. And I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon.
:)
Vanquish
LOL. The best medicine's laughter. You should write a book though, seriously, you've got a funnier turn of phrase than you realize - even when you're talking about something pretty heavy - and it could be cathartic.
Keep on the upward trajectory xx
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@Vanquish - Have you been tripping on Datura?
At this point it feels like it, either that or someone sent me Scopolamine Powder on accident! :P
On a serious note, I'm really trying to bulk up like crazy right now.
This video really resonated with me and at least was inspirational.
It's definitely worth checking out along with all his other videos.
*clearnet* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvILb8psZpM
I'm pretty sure malnourishment and doing way too many drugs caused this crazy shit to spiral out of control in the first place.
Then again, maybe it's for the best that it spiraled out of control. Maybe some type of endorsement deal is in my near future!
:P
<3 Vanquish
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LOL. The best medicine's laughter. You should write a book though, seriously, you've got a funnier turn of phrase than you realize - even when you're talking about something pretty heavy - and it could be cathartic.
Keep on the upward trajectory!
I have always loved writing, but it's turned into a passion lately especially in regards to Silk Road - otherwise I wouldn't have anyone to share it with until it was published. :)
That would spoil the fun!
Laughter is indeed the best medicine, shit maybe the doctors should have prescribed me that in the first place and I wouldn't be in this damn mess!
<3 Vanquish
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I've got to say it: YOU ARE THE DUDE! I've turned a complete 180 and would like to shake your electronic hand, as it were. It was me that gave you the minus one when you said I had, Dash, I should have known that somebody with your elite knowledge would have sussed that! Anyway, I apologize and have given you a + to cancel it and shall be sending more your way. I AM NOT WORTHY! Wow, it's been an emotional roller coaster following this epic, I think it will go down in SR history, I've followed a few threads on the "Drug Safety along the lines of "Hey dude/bro/ whatever, I think I've fucked up and taken 10 times too much, think I'm going to die!"
It's half "rubber necking" and half concern, but anyway, your dashing adventures blow them out of the water.
So, in conclusion, basically, brilliant bit of fiction- I think you have a bit of bible style going on there, with the verses and all!
Can't wait for the next thrilling installment and.... got to ask the question that is burning on every hot blooded male on here, when is the portly lady Florence GOING TO GET THEM OUT FOR THE LADS!!! Links in writing please!
P.S For your own sake, keep off hard drugs for a while, and that includes alcohol, just stick to a bit of weed to relax with and stimulate your appetite!
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Hope you´re all recovered after your mushroom, vit pills and Meph binge
ACE
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I've got to say it: YOU ARE THE DUDE! I've turned a complete 180 and would like to shake your electronic hand, as it were. It was me that gave you the minus one when you said I had, Dash, I should have known that somebody with your elite knowledge would have sussed that! Anyway, I apologize and have given you a + to cancel it and shall be sending more your way. I AM NOT WORTHY! Wow, it's been an emotional roller coaster following this epic, I think it will go down in SR history, I've followed a few threads on the "Drug Safety along the lines of "Hey dude/bro/ whatever, I think I've fucked up and taken 10 times too much, think I'm going to die!"
It's half "rubber necking" and half concern, but anyway, your dashing adventures blow them out of the water.
So, in conclusion, basically, brilliant bit of fiction- I think you have a bit of bible style going on there, with the verses and all!
Can't wait for the next thrilling installment and.... got to ask the question that is burning on every hot blooded male on here, when is the portly lady Florence GOING TO GET THEM OUT FOR THE LADS!!! Links in writing please!
P.S For your own sake, keep off hard drugs for a while, and that includes alcohol, just stick to a bit of weed to relax with and stimulate your appetite!
Thanks Bob,
I will agree to an electronic handshake, but it usually accepts bitcoins only but in this case. It's on the house.
Thanks for the karma, and yes it has indeed been a roller coaster ride - and extremely nauseating at times.
Plus you're exactly right. It's brilliant mixture of fiction, facts and my twisted, yet refined writing style.
I think the next installment may very well be about Portly Lady Florence getting them out for the lads.
At this rate, you never know.
**Yeah I'm not a drinker, and I'm trying to take it easy. But sometimes my head gets twisted and I forget where it started or where it even began**
Have a good day man,
Vanquish
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To the Vanquish fan club who are out of +1's already and can't wait for next week's episode (because his calm and collected and sane health comes way before anyone's need for entertainment), I saw this, and I thought of you - hopefully it'll tide you over ... *Clearnet warning* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkjsxdjlAkI
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To the Vanquish fan club who are out of +1's already and can't wait for next week's episode (because his calm and collected and sane health comes way before anyone's need for entertainment), I saw this, and I thought of you - hopefully it'll tide you over ... *Clearnet warning* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkjsxdjlAkI
LOL :)
It would be hard for Vanquish to decide which state to maintain - the tripping or non-tripping :) especially when the tripping state is so much fun; full of drama, twist and turns and ever mysterious high gravitational boobies :)
LOL If it was me I think I'd have to choose the tripping state ;-))) esp if it comes avec high gravitational boobies
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To the Vanquish fan club who are out of +1's already and can't wait for next week's episode (because his calm and collected and sane health comes way before anyone's need for entertainment), I saw this, and I thought of you - hopefully it'll tide you over ... *Clearnet warning* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GkjsxdjlAkI
LOL :)
It would be hard for Vanquish to decide which state to maintain - the tripping or non-tripping :) especially when the tripping state is so much fun; full of drama, twist and turns and ever mysterious high gravitational boobies :)
Oh my god that episode was priceless!
Mr. Mackey: Schoolchildren are often experimenting with dangerous ways to get high, hm'kay, like sniffin' glue, guzzlin' cough medicine, huffin' paint, hm'kay? But they're all bad. M'kay?
Butters: Mm-my cousin's in Florida, and said kids in their school get high off of cat pee.
Cartman: Cat pee? [Kenny lets up and then tries to choke himself again]
Stan: That's not true. You can't get high off of cat urine, can you?
Mr. Mackey: Well, it's a it's not actually cat urine, but male cats, when they're marking their territory, uh spread concentrated urine to fend off other male cats and... a-and that could get you really high. M'kay? Re-really reeeally high. Okay? [Kenny is trying really hard to choke himself] Probably shou-shouldn't have told you that just now. Hm'kay? Tha, that was probably bad.
[Cartman's house, day. The original four boys are there, gathered around the coffee table on which stands a frame holding a cat in a harness. Cartman is almost done with the cat]
Cartman: All right, this should keep my cat in place while he spreads the urine. [Mr. Kitty meows] Yesss, poor Mr. Kitty, are you just so upset right now? [Mr. Kitty meows]
Kyle: You guys are wasting your time.
Stan: Yeah, this is not gonna work.
Cartman: Okay, ready Kenny?
Kenny: All set.
Cartman: Ahright, bring out...! The other male cat. [Kyle walks to a pet carrier, opens the door, pulls out a brown striped cat, and places it on the coffee table opposite Mr. Kitty. The two cats meow at each other first, then growl at each other. After a short while, Mr. Kitty shoots concentrated piss out his ass and Kenny gets it in the face.]
Kenny: Ow.
Kyle: Whoa! [Kenny staggers backwards. The other guys gather round him]
Stan: Do you feel anything?
Cartman: Well, Kenny? Are you buzzed? [Kenny's not responding. His mind is elsewhere...]
[Kenny's eyes are unfocused as his mind goes into an altered state. He seems to be going through space, then an acid trip, then both. Kenny descends into a Firebird fitted with rocket boosters and takes the wheel. He heads towards a desert planet and lands with a thud. He quickly shifts gears and peels away. He drives through the desert landscape until a curvaceous woman steps into his path. He stops. She wears a stylized cowboy hat and skimpy clothes. Kennyy motions over and lets her take the wheel. Kenny can't help but look at her breasts. They head towards a huge building with breast-shaped touches al overs. The woman steps out and walks towards the stairs, then enters the building. Kenny quickly follows suit. As they walk through the building a creature stabs another one through the skull, killing him]
Kenny: Hay cool! Check it out!
Father: I see that you're enticed by my daughter's awesome rocking tits.
Kenny: Yeahhh
Father: Then bathe with my daughter in the fountain of Varnov. Appease the gods by lathering her boobs with soapy suds.
Kenny: Okay. [follows her towards the fountain. At the fountain's edge, she undresses, then he beginsn to undress]
Cartman: [through Kenny's hallucination] Kenny! Kenny, wake up! [In the middle of town, Cartman is stopping Kenny from disrobing any further] Wake up, Kenny! You all right?? Kenny!
Kenny: What? [opens his eyes and looks around] What's the matter? [stands up and pulls up his pants.]
Cartman: Dude, that cat urine really fucked you up. You were seriously tripping balls.
Kenny: You fucking asshole!
Cartman: Agh Kenny! Knock it off! What's wrong with you? [Kenny begins to chew him out and punch him a few times] Ah, Kenny! [Stan and Kyle come up to restrain Kenny]
Kyle: Dude! Dude, Kenny, calm down!
Kenny: [walks away from them a bit] How can I calm down? You should've seen those titties.
Stan: What titties?
Kenny: [turns around] The titties! On a ...
Kyle: Kenny, all you did after the cat peed in your face was start running around in circles cheering.
Stan: Yeah, and then you ran through town screaming and then started tearing off all your clothes.
Kenny: I must... touch them.
Kyle: Dude, I don't think we should be messin' around with that crap anymore.
[The Broflovski house, living room. Gerald walks in, grabs the remote from the sofa, turns on the TV, and sits down to watch]
Announcer: Next on FOX News! [SPECIAL REPORT: FOX NEWS] It's the newest drug craze. and it's killing your kids! ["killing your kids" appears over scenes of kids falling over]
Gerald: Killing our kids? [leans forward]
Reporter: All over America, kids are getting high... on cat urine! [two women have their cats face off, and one of them gets concentrated urine on her face. She laughs] Huffing cat urine apparently causes a euphoric state [the affected woman moved her arms up and open, then freezes as her eyes get unfocused] and is also referred to as... cheesing. [Letters cut out into cheese shapes appear: "CHEESING." Cut to the front of J. Brown Elementary School, day. "Have a good day, Students"] Why "cheesing?" Because it's "fon to due." [the words appear onscreen. Cut to a girl's silhouette] This sixth grade girl said she's been snorting cat piss for several months.
Girl: [in a deep, electronically-altered voice] We sometimes sneak out during recess and a friend named _________ goes and gets her cats, and we'll just cheese all day long.
Gerald: Oh my God! Sheila! Come look at this!
Reporter: So how can you tell if your child is cheesing? [some graphics begin to appear] 1. Your child seems distant, preoccupied. 2. Your child's face smells like cat urine. 3. When you see tigers at the zoo, your child starts grinding his or her teeth. You might also notice by certain phrases your child says to school friends, such as "Hey, lete's go cheese." or "Do you feel like cheesing, guys?" or "Dude, I'm cheesing my F-ing brains out right now."
Sheila: [now standing next to Gerald] Kids are doing this??
Reporter: Kids do it because it's legal. [a teen boy looks at the camera with a fierce face. A skull and crossbones appear over it] What can you do before it's too late?? [a picture of a cat switches with its negative for a strobe effect a few times, then ends with the negative and a meow]
Gerald: We have to protect our children from this, Sheila.
[Town meeting, next day. On stage are Mr. Mackey, Principal Victoria, Mayor McDaniels, Gerald (at the podium), Sheila, and Officer Barbrady]
Gerald: Twenty percent of American students aged six to twelve say they have tried cheesing at least once. Kids also refer to it as "the cheese game," or "vitamin cheese," or "Mary Jane piss in your face fun time." Cheesing is spreading fast.
Sharon: [stands up] Alright, we're all sufficiently scared, Gerald, but what could we do?
Gerald: I have written up a bill that would make having a cat illegal in the city of South Park.
Steven: [stands up] Gerald's right. We all have to face it. Cats are deadly animals! If you stick your nose up their crotch and snort their piss, they can kill you!
Gerald: With my super lawyer powers, we can rid our town of cats, so that our kids never get high again!
Randy: [stands up again] Let's hear it for Gerald!
Steven: [stands up again] Hooray for Gerald! [the rest of the audience begins to cheer and argue]
[The neighborhood. Black vans arrive and DEA agents jump out of them. The agents enter people's houses and confiscate any cats found there. Soeme agents take away a small boy's cat. Bebe loses her cat Thumper to a pet carrier. A kindergartner in her sandbox cries as an agent grabs her cat out of her hands]
Girl 1: No! No!
Agent 1: Oh wah wah! Get over it, druggie. [walks off with the cat] Jeez... [Two other agents leave another house with a cat]
Girl 2's Father: Goodbye, Scrambles. [his daughter cries into he left pant leg] We'll miss you. [nearby, the cats are tossed into the DEA vans and taken away]
[Kenny's house, night. He's about to cheese when two agents break in and confiscate the two cats he has there]
Agent 2: [voice only] Got two here.
Kenny: Hey! What the hell are you doing?!
Agent 1: Sorry, these are illegal.
Kenny: What?! Hey! Give them back! [the agents toss the cats into the van] Give them back!! [the van drives off.]
[Cartman's house. Three agents comb the living room]
Cartman: Look, I told you, I had a cat. But I had it put to sleep 'cause it pissed me off. [the agents soon leave, and Cartman walks up to the dim attic with a small book] Shh. Mr. Kitty, you have to live in the attic for now. [drops the book in front of the cat] Here. Write a diary.
[South Park Elementary, day, hallway. Butters stands around while Cartman and Stan visit their lockers. Kyle walks up to them.]
Kyle: Guys, have you seen Kenny?
Stan: Nah, I think Kenny's out sick today.
Kyle: Yeah, and he was out sick yesterday too. Guys... [Cartman and Stan turn to listen] I think Kenny isn't here because he's at home cheesing.
Butters: Waww come one. Uh-Kenny knows how dangerous cheesing is.
Stan: Yeah, and where is he gonna find cats anyway? They've been outlawed.
Cartman: Yeah, who has cats these days? [laughs nervously]
Kyle: Pot's illegal too, but people still manage to find it. Ever since that first time Kenny cheesed, he hasn't been the same. You've all noticed the change in him. I'll bet Kenny's a t home cheesing right now.
[Kenny's hallucination. He's back in the alternate world, this time riding a giant bird, but the landscape is the same - breast shapes are everywhere. Kenny sees the woman from his first trip, but now she's strapped onto a rack and is being whipped by three burly men. These men are mutants with four breasts instead of two, and two more breasts on their shoulders. Kenny gets pissed at her treatment. She sees him fly by. Kenny lands and hops off the bird, finds a metal spear nearby, and lauches it. It strikes the red-shirted mutant man through the neck and out the sternum, killing him. Kenny then runs to the woman, but stops short. She winks at him and he sets her free. They both ride on the giant bird, with the woman's boobs riding on Kenny's head]
Kenny: Woohoohoo! Woooohoooo! Woooohoohoo!
[Kenny's house. Kyle, Stan, and Butters stand outside his door. Kyle pounds at the door.]
Kyle: Kenny? [pounds three more times]
Stan: Kenny, you home? [Kenny screams some more. Alarmed, the boys open the door and enter the house. They see that Kenny was indeed cheesing. Two cats look back at them. One of them is black]
Kenny: [really high] Wooooo. Look at me! Look at me! [the black cat runs out]
Kyle: Kenny!
Kenny: [still makingn flying motions] Lookkk at me! Wooooooo!
Butters: Whoa boy, he's cheesed out of his mind! [Kenny flutters some more, stops, and passes out, falling to the floor]
Stan, Kyle: Kenny!
[Moments later, Kenny is at the dining room table. A lock of his hair peeks out from under his hood. Butters has prepared a cup and gives it to him. Stan and Kyle stand nearby]
Butters: There you go. Wuh try some coffee, Ken.
Kenny: Hunf. Hrrrr.
Kyle: Kenny, we need to have a serious talk.
Kenny: No we don't, guys.
Stan: Yes, we do. We're your friends, dude. We're not gonna let you ruin your life.
Kenny: I'm not ruining my life, okay, you Goddamned fucking psychos.
Kyle: Look at yourself! You've got to lay off the cheese! [abruptly, Kenny vomits, stops, then vomits again. Some of it gets on Butters' face and shirt.]
Butters: Yeah, that's it little buddy. Just let it out.
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Glad to read about your recovery!!!!
PS: Indica9's are AmAzInG - best I've had (so far) on SR... hope you've experienced them in the same way we did!
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Glad to read about your recovery!!!!
PS: Indica9's are Amazing - best I've had (so far) on SR... hope you've experienced them in the same way we did!
Thanks man, it's all about the RRR - Rest, Relaxation, Replenishment.
I was definitely pushing myself way too hard, way too fast.
I've been drinking these Naked - Green Machine smoothies like crazy and finally it seems like my sleep cycle is at least back to some sense of normalcy.
I had been taking such high amounts of uppers and to counteract that benzos/ambien, etc and nothing would put me to sleep. Not even some heavy OG Kush.
Turns out, one smoothie and 2 diphenhydramine along with some solid food and kratom.
Usually puts me into drowsy mode quickly,
Along with a multi-vitamin, liquid cod fish oil, vitamin C, and D.
Seems to be working out pretty well.
Feeling a hell of a lot better than 10 days ago.
Sleeping for 4-6 hours now and working my way upwards.
Still a bit sleep deprived, but at this moment any sleep is good sleep.
It's been a pretty good past few days overall.
Minus the fact that I can't find my 3 AL-LAD blotters for the life of me.
No fucking idea where I put them in my drug induced MXE psychosis.
Maybe I will find them some day, a good possibility I won't.
I keep playing out the situation in my mind and thinking of where I could have possibly put them, but nothing yet.
Really sucks, because I wanted to at least try one before scooping up 10x-25x of them here in the future.
They have to be here, because I couldn't have thrown them away on purpose. But accidents do happen.
It's easy to misplace things especially when you are tripping balls on dissociatives.
Woke up with some killer headache today though for some reason, I'm guessing at this point it's because it's like 110 with heat index out.
Drank some water and it went away.
I'm sure plenty of people are outdoors having gorgeous trips today, but eh - not ready to stress myself in that kind of heat yet.
Started with some light cardio for the first time in 4 years. Sit ups, and push ups, and resistance band training for right now.
No reason to push myself like that again...
Got to get my body healthy so my mind is right there along with it.
Started having some really recursive and looping negative thoughts with my last trip and it was really hard to get out of them.
Usually I can snap right out of them - but when something is bothering you - that essentially becomes the sole reason you are tripping.
Which can turn out ugly, to say the least.
Vastly underestimated the power of one Dalai Lama. Those tabs are pretty fucking strong.
Starting to actually crave normal food again, so that's probably a good sign...
The rest of my so called "Labor Day Holiday" will be spent cleaning up and looking for those AL-LAD blotters.
Aww well, at least I have some tunes and slowly starting to feel better.
Going to wait until my body is healthy enough to trip again though, or maybe aim for the 100ug range.
210ug kicked my ass way harder than usual, but hey I won't complain.
Thanks for checking in on me man!
I'd love to try the Indica9's blotters eventually. Machine Maids look well worth trying as well.
In fact almost all the acid on the road right now is pretty damn good.
I have to say this is a truly beautiful moment for LSD in general.
Especially once we see the Dolphins and Mayans or what ever comes next.
You really can't go wrong at all.
Right now my set and setting is kind of depressing, and it's hard to lay out 12-15 hours for a huge heavy LSD trip.
That's why I was hoping for AL-LAD or maybe something else to fill the gap until then.
But until my body is healthy I'm going to stick to the basics. Rest, Relaxation, Replenishment!
<3 Vanquish
PS - Have you tried the Shiva blotters yet - are those the ones that Digital Buddah was selling?
I'd check myself, but damn am I hungry.
TLDR -
*Heading to Chick'Fil'A cause I have the munchies like no other!*
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Glad to read about your recovery!!!!
PS: Indica9's are Amazing - best I've had (so far) on SR... hope you've experienced them in the same way we did!
Thanks man, it's all about the RRR - Rest, Relaxation, Replenishment.
I was definitely pushing myself way too hard, way too fast.
I've been drinking these Naked - Green Machine smoothies like crazy and finally it seems like my sleep cycle is at least back to some sense of normalcy.
I had been taking such high amounts of uppers and to counteract that benzos/ambien, etc and nothing would put me to sleep. Not even some heavy OG Kush.
Turns out, one smoothie and 2 diphenhydramine along with some solid food and kratom.
Usually puts me into drowsy mode quickly,
Along with a multi-vitamin, liquid cod fish oil, vitamin C, and D.
Seems to be working out pretty well.
Feeling a hell of a lot better than 10 days ago.
Sleeping for 4-6 hours now and working my way upwards.
Still a bit sleep deprived, but at this moment any sleep is good sleep.
It's been a pretty good past few days overall.
Minus the fact that I can't find my 3 AL-LAD blotters for the life of me.
No fucking idea where I put them in my drug induced MXE psychosis.
Maybe I will find them some day, a good possibility I won't.
I keep playing out the situation in my mind and thinking of where I could have possibly put them, but nothing yet.
Really sucks, because I wanted to at least try one before scooping up 10x-25x of them here in the future.
They have to be here, because I couldn't have thrown them away on purpose. But accidents do happen.
It's easy to misplace things especially when you are tripping balls on dissociatives.
Woke up with some killer headache today though for some reason, I'm guessing at this point it's because it's like 110 with heat index out.
Drank some water and it went away.
I'm sure plenty of people are outdoors having gorgeous trips today, but eh - not ready to stress myself in that kind of heat yet.
Started with some light cardio for the first time in 4 years. Sit ups, and push ups, and resistance band training for right now.
No reason to push myself like that again...
Got to get my body healthy so my mind is right there along with it.
Started having some really recursive and looping negative thoughts with my last trip and it was really hard to get out of them.
Usually I can snap right out of them - but when something is bothering you - that essentially becomes the sole reason you are tripping.
Which can turn out ugly, to say the least.
Vastly underestimated the power of one Dalai Lama. Those tabs are pretty fucking strong.
Starting to actually crave normal food again, so that's probably a good sign...
The rest of my so called "Labor Day Holiday" will be spent cleaning up and looking for those AL-LAD blotters.
Aww well, at least I have some tunes and slowly starting to feel better.
Going to wait until my body is healthy enough to trip again though, or maybe aim for the 100ug range.
210ug kicked my ass way harder than usual, but hey I won't complain.
Thanks for checking in on me man!
I'd love to try the Indica9's blotters eventually. Machine Maids look well worth trying as well.
In fact almost all the acid on the road right now is pretty damn good.
I have to say this is a truly beautiful moment for LSD in general.
Especially once we see the Dolphins and Mayans or what ever comes next.
You really can't go wrong at all.
Right now my set and setting is kind of depressing, and it's hard to lay out 12-15 hours for a huge heavy LSD trip.
That's why I was hoping for AL-LAD or maybe something else to fill the gap until then.
But until my body is healthy I'm going to stick to the basics. Rest, Relaxation, Replenishment!
<3 Vanquish
PS - Have you tried the Shiva blotters yet - are those the ones that Digital Buddah was selling?
I'd check myself, but damn am I hungry.
TLDR -
*Heading to Chick'Fil'A cause I have the munchies like no other!*
You lost your AL-LAD? That's quite a sad state of affairs. You should always put it straight in the freezer if you're not using it then, and then if it gets lost you'll have a smaller area to look :) The Machine Maids are definitely excellent and I just ordered some from Indica9; I heard those were similar.
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You lost your AL-LAD? That's quite a sad state of affairs. You should always put it straight in the freezer if you're not using it then, and then if it gets lost you'll have a smaller area to look :) The Machine Maids are definitely excellent and I just ordered some from Indica9; I heard those were similar.
I know right! EverAfterGlow's stealth is already insane, and I'm pretty sure I wrapped them in some foil and then my mind is just drawing a blank on what I did with them next. I've checked all my stash spots and all of my pockets and no luck. They may show up some day, but until then at least it gives me some reason to at least keep cleaning the house up and searching for them. It's starting to become an obsession. Wanted to try them before buying a half sheet. You're absolutely right I should always put them straight into the freezer... :(
This is actually the first thing I've lost in forever, back in the day I'd lose all sorts of stuff. Cell phones, wallets, drugs, car keys, my mind, oh and best of all - my pants.
My memory and organizational skills were really deficient. At least now I'm semi organized, and brain farts only occur every once in a while - back then they were permanent.
I'm about to go searching for the AL-LAD's, but damn I'll straight up say it. I may need Aladdins help to find the things. Either that or try and retrace my steps of that MXE fueled frenzy again.
But I'll save that for some other time.
Taking it easy tonight with some weed, and trying to Marathon Breaking Bad before the finale.
Really sad to see the show end, but will be interesting to see what Bryan Cranston and Aaron Paul do next.
The same thing with Michael C. Hall after Dexter is over.
They all still have extremely long promising careers ahead of themselves.
Hopefully HBO or Showtime pick up Cranston and Paul and put them together again in something really fucking nuts.
One can only dream!
Vanquish
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You lost your AL-LAD? That's quite a sad state of affairs. You should always put it straight in the freezer if you're not using it then, and then if it gets lost you'll have a smaller area to look :) The Machine Maids are definitely excellent and I just ordered some from Indica9; I heard those were similar.
I know right! EverAfterGlow's stealth is already insane, and I'm pretty sure I wrapped them in some foil and then my mind is just drawing a blank on what I did with them next. I've checked all my stash spots and all of my pockets and no luck. They may show up some day, but until then at least it gives me some reason to at least keep cleaning the house up and searching for them. It's starting to become an obsession. Wanted to try them before buying a half sheet. You're absolutely right I should always put them straight into the freezer... :(
This is actually the first thing I've lost in forever, back in the day I'd lose all sorts of stuff. Cell phones, wallets, drugs, car keys, my mind, oh and best of all - my pants.
My memory and organizational skills were really deficient. At least now I'm semi organized, and brain farts only occur every once in a while - back then they were permanent.
I'm about to go searching for the AL-LAD's, but damn I'll straight up say it. I may need Aladdins help to find the things. Either that or try and retrace my steps of that MXE fueled frenzy again.
But I'll save that for some other time.
Taking it easy tonight with some weed, and trying to Marathon Breaking Bad before the finale.
Really sad to see the show end, but will be interesting to see what Bryan Cranston and Aaron Paul do next.
The same thing with Michael C. Hall after Dexter is over.
They all still have extremely long promising careers ahead of themselves.
Hopefully HBO or Showtime pick up Cranston and Paul and put them together again in something really fucking nuts.
One can only dream!
Vanquish
The only time I recall losing any drugs was ~10 years ago when the RC scene was first getting popular (I think my favorite back then was 5-meo-amt since I had no acid contacts but I digress) and I ordered a number of things, and one of them, I can't remember if it was 4-acetoxy-dipt or 4-acetoxy-dpt. Anyway, I had a gram of the stuff, and I lost it before I ever even got to try it. I never found it, ever. Even after moving from the house I was in a couple years later... never turned up. It didn't make any sense to me that it could disappear. It was such a beautiful sparkly crystalline powder too.
MXE is some interesting stuff. I haven't done it too many times. I used to really like ketamine, but I liked the heavy k-hole doses. What I found though, was that some brands of K would knock you out before the psychedelic effects manifested fully, and I read back at that time about the two isomers of ketamine, and how different brand names of ketamine probably had different ratios of the isomers. Anyway, the brand that was really great was Ketaset, a US brand, and I tried this other brand once which was some Mexican brand and it sucked. You could only the mildest of buzzes from it before it knocked you out. So I was amazed when I started looking around on SR and saw that you can actually buy the preferable S isomer of K, in pure form, which is probably better than even the mixed isomer Ketaset brand I liked. I haven't found a good US vendor though for the S isomer. It seems like there are a few vendors but they are all international, one Canadian (MMM) but I read they are a selective scammer. Someday though I need to order some s isomer ketamine and check that out.
The thing about MXE, is it lasts so long I'm kind of hesitant to do too high a dose of it. And, it seems less psychedelic than K.
Anyway, yeah, it will be sad with Dexter and Breaking Bad ending. Sunday is the best day of the week right now.
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I like the name of this thread. And I should keep up with reading the posts here, considering how much more positive it's become since originally started.
Good on you, Vanquish.
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Anyway, yeah, it will be sad with Dexter and Breaking Bad ending. Sunday is the best day of the week right now.
Abso-freakin-loutly!
You been watching Ray Donovan as well?
Vanquish
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Anyway, yeah, it will be sad with Dexter and Breaking Bad ending. Sunday is the best day of the week right now.
Abso-freakin-loutly!
You been watching Ray Donovan as well?
Vanquish
Haven't heard of this before, I'll check it out. Thanks.
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Just read through some of this thread and wanted to say that you are going to get more than a "sample" from me my friend. Can't imagine what your going through but expect something special in the next few days!
Buttønwøød
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Anyway, yeah, it will be sad with Dexter and Breaking Bad ending. Sunday is the best day of the week right now.
Abso-freakin-loutly!
You been watching Ray Donovan as well?
Vanquish
Haven't heard of this before, I'll check it out. Thanks.
I have fallen behind on all my shows.
Suits, Breaking Bad, Burn Notice, White Collar, Under the Dome, Dexter.
2013 is the best year we have seen for TV in a long time.
Orphan Black, Utopia, Hannibal, Person of Interest, Elementary.
Plus Homeland is back on, my god, the world is amazing!
Such an amazing year for Television in general.
Don't miss out on Orphan Black or Utopia, they are fucking amazing.
<3 Vanquish
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Just read through some of this thread and wanted to say that you are going to get more than a "sample" from me my friend. Can't imagine what your going through but expect something special in the next few days!
Buttønwøød
Much respect and appreciation Buttonwood! :)
<3 Vanquish
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You lost your AL-LAD? That's quite a sad state of affairs. You should always put it straight in the freezer if you're not using it then, and then if it gets lost you'll have a smaller area to look :) The Machine Maids are definitely excellent and I just ordered some from Indica9; I heard those were similar.
In my head I figured that the best possible option of finding them would be to recreate the steps I took during my MXE trip.
So began the thinking that my rationale would be to use less MXE to fix the mess that more MXE had made.
Began retracing my steps, exactly how the night had started when I lost them. Almost the exact same set and setting, just a lower dosage of MXE.
Slowly I started to recall exactly the events that had played out in my mind in my head.
Put on the same clothes, did the exact same things, had the same music on, and began my journey.
Twas just a twinge on the psychedelic side with more focus and mental clarity and it allowed me to keep my brainwaves focused like a homing missile on where I had misplaced that AL-LAD.
My mind was literally a nuke on a mission to find that stuff, and I just started to do exactly what I had done to lose them, in a much better state of mind.
Reaching the peak I finally had a realization that what I had done with them had been where they had been all along.
Finally things made sense and the clarity of my dissociation quickly turned into brilliant motivation.
TLDR - Found my AL-LAD Blotters tonight, lol!
<3 Vanquish
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Van, I'm gonna hazard a guess where they were. - In the woods when you buried a load of drugs with a flashlight the other night when you were cleaning house? AmIrite? ;)
Oh yeah and do please expand on the time time you lost your trousers, 'would love to hear. Was it with the future and super busty Mrs Vanquish in the hospital the other day? hehe. If not I still want to hear.
God I heart you :-D xxx
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Anyway, yeah, it will be sad with Dexter and Breaking Bad ending. Sunday is the best day of the week right now.
Abso-freakin-loutly!
You been watching Ray Donovan as well?
Vanquish
Haven't heard of this before, I'll check it out. Thanks.
I have fallen behind on all my shows.
Suits, Breaking Bad, Burn Notice, White Collar, Under the Dome, Dexter.
2013 is the best year we have seen for TV in a long time.
Orphan Black, Utopia, Hannibal, Person of Interest, Elementary.
Plus Homeland is back on, my god, the world is amazing!
Such an amazing year for Television in general.
Don't miss out on Orphan Black or Utopia, they are fucking amazing.
<3 Vanquish
I know i sound like a square but Game of Thrones is awesome TV too.
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Van, I'm gonna hazard a guess where they were. - In the woods when you buried a load of drugs with a flashlight the other night when you were cleaning house? AmIrite? ;)
Oh yeah and do please expand on the time time you lost your trousers, 'would love to hear. Was it with the future and super busty Mrs Vanquish in the hospital the other day? hehe. If not I still want to hear.
God I heart you :-D xxx
Oh dude, you already know!
My pants are currently attached!
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Yes you're right GoodShitExplorer. We want to hear some filth talk Vanquish!
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I have no idea what this thread is about, but it seems quite entertaining.
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@Vanquish -
This thread is loosing its vigor. Spice it up, man :).
Any and every thread must end with SEX.
Bring on some Kim Ks and apply.... permutation and combination....
2-some, 3-some,.... gangbang.... or bigbang :)
You be the actor, director and every-tor ... it's your show, man. Bring it ON :)
I'll try and spice it up a notch. All of my writing is inspired by my real life experiences in some shape or form.
I'd like to at least keep it that way for the time being.
Even my life, like anyone's can be extremely boring and monotonous at times.
Thankfully, it usually never stays that way for long - positive or negative you'll be sure to hear about it!
Crazy trip reports, or experiences. Or just to let you guys know what's going on.
GSE, I just popped a few Extenze though to work on that vigor problem you are talking about. :)
Seriously though, I slept for over 18 hours last night - and that may have killed my psychosis a bit.
Now I'm dependent on the mailman to bring me the solution to my writers block - more psychosis and paranoia, along with some creative juices.
Put those 3 in the blender and add some (insert substance here) and you're ready to roll.
Today will be spent mostly preparing myself for the weekend and whatever (mis)fortunes it shall bring forth!
Plus, even the most crazy of people still need to make their dentist appointments - hell maybe some type of inspiration will come from that.
You never know, because usually the craziest of things happen at the funniest and least expected of times.
Vanquish
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In all seriousness though Vanquish much as I love to read about your crazy adventures and they've given me a good giggle (and made me worried for you at times), it'd be good if you don't get too close to the edge again for a bit. I know a bit of dedicated self-destruction's fun, but it'd be a relief for your army of readers if you don't come close to death again for a wee while yet (or, in fact, for a long time).
Last week sounded like you had an awful time of it and that it was pretty terrifying, distressing and unhappy for you, so whilst I am a fan of sex, drugs, rocking and rolling all night long, I'm also a fan of people staying serene, happy and healthy.
But on a brighter note, perhaps some sexy time with the nurse is in order this weekend? I'd love a trip report about that ;) You could maybe call that episode, 'Thanks for the mammaries'... ;-)-
I've given you a +1 karma to help get the, ahem, juices flowing...
<3 xo
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It's very simple.
Replace DRUGS with SEX :)
You cannot OD on SEX for sure :)
Just fill the Van with the Squishy stuff :)
Make it all sweaty, wet and steamy :)
Ha! Excellent advice. Best I've heard yet.
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Damn ya'll been trying to login to the forums forever, and finally just got on.
Think my VPN may have solved the issues, but I'm pretty sure this is effecting everyone in some capacity.
Anyways, just checking in that all is alive and well on this front.
I've just been smoking, eating, and sleeping.
All of which has been much needed.
Just wanted to drop by and +1 GSE for his amazing recipe for making things hot and steamy.
I like that, A LOT!
Plus Rem, Thanks for the Mammaries' is a brilliant title for the next episode. :)
Just wanted to let you guys know that I've been hit with the ToR issues, and I'm working on solving them.
Right now or at least for now the VPN is working - but it's been very sporadic at best to stay logged in.
Hope you guys are having a kick ass week, and may you enjoy your weekend thoroughly!
<3 Vanquish
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glad to hear your in good spirits! remember - N.D. Exp = Super Saiyan Nigga!