I hear you man! I just had my 3rd transaction. Now imagine the 1st... I had visions of all kinds of shit happening. SWAT team dressed as mailmen shooting teargas through my windows.. the neighborhood being sealed off by the feds and a controlled delivery being attempted, getting a knock on the door by the DEA.. the scenarios kept getting more and more outrageous until the mailman arrived as usual around 3:30pm.. put my mail in the mailbox, waved.. and drove that cute little mail-mobile to the next house. And opening that package to find goodies I felt like I was in the fucking Matrix or something. I thought "fuck, this is for real". Will never forget that day.