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Discussion => Off topic => Topic started by: ChemCat on September 09, 2013, 03:24 am
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Most of you don't know me.
I came to the Silk Road to help alleviate the pain that my late wife endured.
In doing so, I've come to form some bonds with people...I'll name them now and Thank them.
the Dread Pirate Roberts, scout, Jack N Hoff, astor, BoxofShapes, dandantheicecreamman, RS7.... there are more and you know who you are.
You all, in one form or another have touched my life while my wife was alive as well as after she passed.
I know some of you don't understand when i say that "I Love You" ....My Love knows no bounds...sight unseen...No expectations... I Love You.
Jack, You've helped me in ways that you cannot imagine. Thank You, you Have my Love.
I really do not know what to say, besides thank you, to all of you that have listened to me and let me cry on your shoulders...I suppose that God, or the Molecule has let me stay here to learn from you all and has allowed me to help some of you.....Tonight, when i spoke to Jack, i was about to give up, However...through prayer and a long talk with the molecule, i've come to the conclusion that i can be of better service to myself...you and my wifes Spirit...I am about to lose some land and some other material things due to the fact that i cannot pay my late wifes hospital bills, these things..my wife and myself had built for our Grandchildren...I won't lose it all, however...some of these things will be taken from my grandchildren after this week....we'll rebuild...DPR..Thank You for allowing me to be here...scout...thank you for your words and the help that you've given me...Jack...thank you for listening to me rant time after time, I love you, my Friend...Boxy, Dan, RS..thank you for allowing me to vent and for your Friendship...i also have to Thank thecrackhead & his thread "The Official Spare Coins Thread" for allowing and enabling me to give back to our Family. I am a Firm believer that Blood is not thicker than water...You All Are my Family...right now i am striving to ensure that my grandchildren are going to have a great start in life...they deserve that..this is going to take some..alot of work on my part....if it wasn't for those of you that i have mentioned...i would have given up by now...I really don't know what else to say, but Thank You to those of you that Know and Understand.
SS and samesame...even cirrus...Thank You. To be here isn't just about buying or selling drugs.....being here is about the lives that we all touch in a positive way...I'm to old to turn back now...Quiting is not an option at this point...I'll say this...I need you All, I'll also say this..I Love you All...I'm going to Follow my heart & the Spirit within me...
I Say this to each of You...
Life is Short, Love the Ones you're With & never let go...don't squander what you have...
I Love You All,
Love, Peace & Hugs to you All 8)
ChemCat
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Chemmy..
make no mistake, i love you too homie!!
you are the brightest beacon of positivity here!!
and your forum presence is, and always has been greatly appreciated!!
long live SR!!
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MURDA!!
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I Love ya too, my Friend!
Long Live the Silk Road & the Love that it instills upon us All 8)
Love,
Chem
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:) right on bro! we love ya too :D! hope you know that. you an a few other definitely have helped me in many ways, including inspiring me to be a better person. an its been a great ride so far 8) much love to you bro!
thanks chemmy (hugs) :P
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Thank You....RS, my Brother!!
Love & Hugs to ya 8)
Chem
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I'm Done.
See ya'll when i see ya's....
Love,
ChemCat
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Chemcat, I'm sorry you have this financial burden to bear after such a tragic loss. Money problems are stressful at the best of times, but after a bereavement it's a cruel blow.
If you don't mind my asking, how much is it that you need to keep the land? If we all donate what we can, from a few bucks upwards to maybe even 50 or 100 bucks (all the money that the SR admins confiscate from scammers must amount to tens of thousands) then we could all do a huge push and help you keep it?
I don't like asking for help or money, and I get the sense that you're the same, but in this case you should in my opinion.
Please let the community help...... <3 :D xx
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So, I have sent you what I had left in my account ChemCat. Hopefully other people will follow suit and you won't lose what you and your late wife worked so hard for xoxo
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^^This^^ :) I love you Chemmy ;) :-*
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oh lord....thank you, my intention was not to get any handouts at all...i simply wanted to thank those around me for being there for me from time to time.....i'll be sending your coins back, Remediless ..... Thank you for the thought though (Hugs)
Love & Peace 8)
Chemcat
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I Love ya too mary :)
I'll be heading out in about an hour or so, i have a meeting about the land, i'll bounce back if they decide to be assholes and take it...like i said, i just wanted to thank some people here....i didn't intend for any hand outs....although that gesture is appreciated...Thank you @ Remediless i'm sending your coins back now as soon as i can connect to the Road :)
Love & Hugs to you All 8)
Chem
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Chemcat..
You have my best with you always. I hope it goes as well as possible or better.
Hugs
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Would rather send you my spare coin than give it to anyone else, no offense to anyone ;) please do not send back >:( LOL took me ages to get on ;)
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mary, LOL Huge Hugs to you :)
I Sent your Coins back to you, my intentions were not to get coins, i simply wanted to say thank you to a few people...i suppose that i should have been clear in stating that :P
anyhow, your coins should now be back in your account :)
Thank You for the gesture, I Love ya mary 8)
I gotta run now and get to this meeting to see if i can save my land.
Peace & Hugs to you All 8)
Chem
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Yeah off you go...LOL ;D I,ve sent them back again :( I know you weren,t asking for coins hun, me and PPanth had stated in a pm to each other over a week ago that it would be nice to help if only in a small way but if quite a few people helped then it would add up to maybe a decent amount :-[ :-[ Please Do Not send coins back as i,m having problems connecting but will keep sending them back cuase i,m a stubborn mule ::) :P
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Yeah off you go....I,ve sent them back again :( I know you weren,t asking for coins hun, me and PPanth had stated in a pm to each other over a week ago that it would be nice to help if only in a small way but if quite a few people helped then it would add up to maybe a decent amount :-[ :-[ Please Do Not send coins back as i,m having problems connecting but will keep sending them back cuase i,m a stubborn mule ::) :P
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I'll be sending some as well! I will repeatedly send it back as well!
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Positive thoughts to you ChemCat, I really hope that everything turns around for you and some luck starts going your way. I am definitely glad to meet you here and a lot of the others to, always puts a smile on my face to see your posts.
You take care buddy :)
Grtz DrW
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Yeah off you go....I,ve sent them back again :( I know you weren,t asking for coins hun, me and PPanth had stated in a pm to each other over a week ago that it would be nice to help if only in a small way but if quite a few people helped then it would add up to maybe a decent amount :-[ :-[ Please Do Not send coins back as i,m having problems connecting but will keep sending them back cuase i,m a stubborn mule ::) :P
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I'll be sending some as well! I will repeatedly send it back as well!
<3's it. Let's coin and love bomb ChemCat.
And Chemcat, we know you weren't asking and were just thanking everyone for being ears to listen, but what you're forgetting is that you have helped lots of others and continue to do so every day. Time for karma to pay it back xxxx
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Chem you have been an inspiration and a very positive light in my life. You help me stay strong through my troubles, so please stay strong and don't give up, you always boost my energy and clearly many others feel the same way about you.
I love ya
Positive vibes and love go out to you everyday.
Bless
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ST6 :)
Thank You & Much Love right back atcha 8)
I Love ya'll :)
Well the other day at the meeting with the bankers didn't go as i wanted, however it wasn't as bad as i'd thought.
The bank got over two acres ..with the pond :(
But the bank manager is a friend of mine and she is going to buy the property which will geve me the opportunity to buy back when i am able :)
Thank You All for the Love and concern which you All show through words and actions, I could never ask for better Friends 8)
I'm off to get a shower and get some grub in muh belly LOL it's been a long day since i've been working since 5:30 am ???
Love, Peace & Hugs to you All 8)
Chem
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The pond :o ....what about the geese hun or have they gone :-\ Thats good of the bank manager :) she must be a rare one, Lol
Glad your ok hun and hope you get it back ;D Hugs to ya :) :-*
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Oh man. I'm sorry I missed this post before.
I don't know what to say? I'm glad that there are still positives in a situation that isn't too fun. It's all anyone can do to hold their head up when faced with this stuff.
Much love CC! You are certainly one of my first few and true friends I've had the privilege to have when I started to walk around this place.
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Much Love to you too Boxy :)
Ya may not realize it but i feel the same about you 8)
mary, the geese will stay there and i'll still have access to the pond :) And this will allow me to make bigger payments to the hospitals, which is greatly needed, as well as giving me the opportunity at a later date to buy back my land with the pond when i am able to, after the hospital debts get paid. I don't think it'll be this year or even next year...however...i know that the land is safe :)
RS Thank you little Brother :) Huge hugs to you, you're a very special person to me 8)
Love, Peace & Huge Huggles to you All :)
Chem
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Mr cat! I am shocked to not see my name in the OP!
Just kidding. Chem, Your a great guy, I always enjoy seeing you spread your love around the forums.
It is a terrible shame what is happening to you regarding your land, I can only imagine if that happened to me. However maybe you could look at it in a lighter way; Like You cant lose anything else, You can always rebuild like you said, And you may well find nicer land. Many a time I have regretted doing or not doing things and it has turned out that good things happened in the long run that would not have happened if things went down the way I wanted them too. Im sorry I know it seems complicated, But who knows you may well find some lovely land somewhere else a year or two down the line, Some lovely mountains, A river running through it and a dense forest on the outskirts, who knows, the possibilities are endless.
I wish you the best of luck old friend and if you do decide to accept donations, I would gladly add to the pot, If not you can always bend my ear, Please feel free.
Best Regards and Wishes
HeatFireFlame
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HFF :)
Long time no See :P
Thank you, everything seems to be working out, although not as i had anticipated ??? However hope is not lost :)
Love, Peace & Hugs to you 8)
Chem
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HFF :)
Long time no See :P
Thank you, everything seems to be working out, although not as i had anticipated ??? However hope is not lost :)
Love, Peace & Hugs to you 8)
Chem
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Yeah, Been rather busy IRL and on my vendor account so not had much time to be browsing.
Im really glad to hear it, I hope everything works out for you in the long run with life throwing you a bonus for causing you so much trouble :)
As I said, If you ever need an ear im here :)
Hff