I think you think that money will solve all your problems. Social and mental. IT will not! I have known many people with money and they seem to have more issues/problems that someone that is poor. first, I would go talk to a therapist. Possibly get on some medication, you are most likely depressed or bi-polar. Money only solves some issues temporarily, usually it just creates more misery. I watched a documentary on 10-20 lottery winners. Every single one lost their entire fortune and family and some committed suicide or ended up in jail for stupid reasons. You need to focus on what you are good at. I can tell your smart. If your good at investment/economics. Go back to school. It doesn't matter how old you are, you can always go back. I have close family members that have a lot of money and everyone of them are idiots/jerks and wouldn't want to spend 10 minutes with them. You need to work hard. There is no get rich quick scheme that works. But, take my first advice and talk to a professional. Good luck to you. Hit me up any time.