In my opinion, xanax addiction is one of the worst addictions that there is. My wife used to be a xanax addict. When you take a lot of them it give you the opposite effect. It gives you energy, almost a meth like high. Then you cant remember doing shit after you take them. Keep your habit small. Also, benzo W/d is not only terrible to go through, it can be deadly. Thats why if you run out and you take it daily you need to go to the ER. Most likely they will give you a script and a tapering schedule.... Trust me, my families life got turned upside down due to benzo abuse. Be careful.