I was in a similar situation this past week. Luckily, the bitcoin made a comeback and I did ok. If it hadn't, I would have lost over 500 bucks on one order alone. With the little experience that I've had here, I think that Im going to keep all orders small and not send out a 2nd order til the first one has been completed. Luckily, I just had a scare with the btc. Other than that, Its been an interesting journey.. But, yea being able to access the btc immediately would help out a lot. Its such a helpless felling watching yourself lose money and there's nothing you can do about it. I think I would have done the same if I were in your shoes. I hope you can make it back...