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i was out in one of the old buildings and noticed i have alot of carpenter ants ...



just thought aboput pan fry'ng some of the larvae to see how they taste 

a lingerie shop? 




Just kiddin 

Heya Bruce 



Hugs


Chem



 

LOL 

It seems we are in similar places in our lives. 

(Me) I've thought that often Alfred 

It is hard knowing that the one person that truly made you feel like yourself, made you feel alive, is gone.  Never to return.

(Me) My Drive seems to be missing.... 

Sometimes it makes putting one foot in front of the other seem impossible.

(Me) There are times when i have to Force myself to be social and get out of bed

Being part of what Silk Road is and the community that is here makes me forget even if just for a little while, the sadness that builds up inside.  It makes everything feel a little less empty.  I cherish that.  I cherish all of you, I truly truly do.

(Me) You're a good Soul Alfred    A good Soul, My Friend 

Be strong brother.  And if there is ever anything I can do; you know where to find me. 

Nothing anyone can do it seems   

When my time is up my bell will be rung, i'm just glad that my wife...won't have to go through these bouts of confusion and lonelyness.
Anyway..  i seem to be Ramblin  LOL
Be Strong as well Brother!
I'm only a PGP msg away if you ever need to talk 

We Love ya too Alfred 


Chem



 

Quote from: ChemCat

i'll be goin to the cemetery tomorrow mary...something some of you don't know, i put a flower for my wife from 6 of you, silly huh?
i think about my little family here all of the time. Things have been so much different lately, just one last time i would love nothing more than to touch her cheeks and kiss her softly...i know that's not gonna happen...but i can dream huh?

I Love you All 


Chem




 

CC!  This means so much to me!!  Without her I might not have been able to find out the shining person you are and have become! 

That is something that shouldn't have to be experienced by anyone, but to know a person like you is still bounding around makes me know I can get through anything. 

It can't be easy but I hope there are still plenty of things in your life that bring you happiness.  I know things are a bit crazy with change right now but !please! don't let that fear get in the way of saying hey to us now and then.  You helped plant the beautiful garden that is this thread.  You did the hard part!  The only thing left here is to enjoy and find the reminders you need.

Love you guy

Thank you Boxy  **Huge Hugs** 




  I don't think Time heals all Wounds, however i'm pretty sure it does help soften Grief....somethin like that 

LOL  Not to sure if i just made sense 
Things are crazy and seem to be getting crazier week by week..

The only thing left here is to enjoy and find the reminders you need.

Thank you Boxy, I Love you too 




Love & Hugs 


Chem



   

well i'd hope that they'd allow me in a church 
 
unfortunately my doctor suggested only 6 more months of treatment then, if if it isn't better, he recommended surgery

but i'll never do that, i'm to scared.


Hugs 


Chem



 

I see my little may bo berry Growing Up 

Yur little mary anymore  (Huge Hugs) 





Chem