I feel for you with you loss mate but no one will give you a loan. Suck it up, no one will feel sorry for you. Get out there in the real world and get a job. If you left all you coin on the site then that was daft. If you can afford being a vendor and not having a job in the outside world you should always put some aside. I think the best way to start vending is only if you have a job to fall back on until your making serious money and have put some aside for situations like this. CaptainWhiteBeard