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Quote from: BenBernanke on November 29, 2013, 03:34:20 pm

feeling shitty today coz my wife left me. on the other hand im fuckin rich so i dont care that much

Sorry to hear about that, hopefully you can work things out.

Feeling good today, how about everyone else?

Well I woudl definitely like to try some MDA some time, but never see an EU vendor for this stuff.

DrMDA: do you have any insight on coke + MDA combination you could give me. When I say combination I mean MDA first and coke when the Comedown starts. Last NYE I combined 6apb and coke like that which was a lovely combo, wondering if MDA + coke would be the same.

What I find odd is that most of us started jerking off around 12. Look at the next 12 year old you see with his mom at the grocery store, he cant wait til his mom leaves for work so he can rub his tiny little wiener on every object in his house -- speaking from experience.

And I think we can all agree as mind expanding chemical connoisseurs that from a biological stand point this is just a "biological trick" to get us to continue reproducing. But why is it so fucking awesome? I dont think about anything besides hot girls, every day, all day, its like a sickness. But its not! It happens to everyone! Which brings me to my next point --- humans are just fucking complex bacteria, think about it -- men's constant desire to squirt glue, plus women's menstrual monthly punishment for not creating a new human. We are meant to take over this mother fucker!!!!

hope this made sense, im coked out and on so much xanax i dont even know what happened today.

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and yes merge youre goddamn right i would. to clarify, i dont want to do that.... at all

This made me chuckle a bit i have to admit - ''Look at the next 12 year old you see with his mom at the grocery store, he cant wait til his mom leaves for work so he can rub his tiny little wiener on every object in his house -- speaking from experience.''

CaptainWhiteBeard

Heres my honest opinion on CP. First of all I am against it and disgusted by it.

Having said that, on a biological level we all have a strong desire to achieve orgasm, and society has limited what humans can achieve this from. I know marines who have been in afghanistan and witness dog fucking. Theres also apparently some sort of hierarchy among men where the youngest fellate the elders until reaching a certain age (also in Afghanistan.) In their culture this is normal, and not responsible for traumatic life effecting events, but if anything like this were to occur in America it would be an absolute outrage. Its all a matter of cultural and societal difference. I am by no means advocating this to take place, although of course Im biased because my societal and cultural upbringing has convinced me this is wrong -- which i DO believe, but Im not sure if i would, had I not grown up being taught this was a harmful tragedy who knows how I would feel about it now?

Case and point - morale does not truly exist, it is a combination of agreements between individuals, and if you grew up in an era hundreds maybe thousands of years ago (definitely somewhere a church was not established) you would probably bang a 14 year old.

Also another paragraph on child sexuality - most immediate reactions would be appalled at the insinuation of its existence, but its damn true. Not sure about girls, but if I told you guys to raise your hand if you've masturbated before 12 or before pubic hair (which ever comes first) the ones not raising their hand would be a liar. Even sex, what the fuck, youre just thrusting your penis into this moist hole, very close to the buthole, weird smells occasionally. Its disgusting really. Not just tugging on a veiny rod until glue comes out, but everything we do. Taking shits? How gross is that?? You just sit in a locked white room and squeeze useless brown (liquid or solid depending on your diet ) and it smells, then you have to wipe. Sometimes for another 10 minutes cause you still got half a log trapped in there! And how about eating? You are chewing up dead animal parts then swallowing them. Jerking off, eating, shitting, they are all disgusting and leave me embarrassed and ashamed. BUT I DO IT EVERY SINGLE DAY AND SO DO YOU! AND THERES NO WAY AROUND IT! And the funny think about it is its all related to mitosis, cell growth. On an acid trip I kind of epiphanized that the purpose of everything is growth, recreation, reproduction. Thats not only what life is, it happens in our solar system every day. Although the cosmos are certainly not considered living things, they do posses many traits of a being that possesses life - the constant core fusion/fission.

My next point - fractals. All of existence can be visually portrayed by fractals. If you dont know what they are its basically an infinitely expanding colorful odd shaped figure that can infinitely be zoomed in to show more fractals still attached to the original, infinitely branching out to different sectors which can all be zoomed in on. You may have heard of them naturally existing in nature. (e.g. Golden Ratio)
 
- well start at the beginning (if you believe in evolution)
~~first let me make this clear, branching out is essential to fractals, even those little trees you doodles in class where you started with a line then two more at the top, then two more at the top of each of those? hope you know what im talking about~~~

well start at the beginning (if you believe in evolution):
- So the common ancestors all branched out and became different species, each offspring was another
beginning to a future expansion of the fractal
- this applies to all reproductive live even bacteria
-fast forward millions of years and we have cities growing and technology advancing
- fast forward to the future and we may have colonized other celestial bodies

Basically humans were just dropped here with a note that said "figure it out!" and thats what were all here to do, hopefully we will one day. It drives me crazy not knowing what its all about, I think thats where the drugs come into play. I feel a sense of anxiety being sober because I have all these irrational fears of existence 24/7 and substances silence or at least distract those thoughts



***For the record I am nowhere near a pedophile, the closest i came was a 17yo girl when i was 19, and she lied for 2 months saying she was 18. I just wanted to give some insight into this thought, that goes way beyond CP and just the standards and boundaries we have set for ourself as a society.

IF anyone actually read this whole thing, right on

LOL 

you gotta be kiding me

My withdraw countdown has started.Due to be able to withdraw now in 14 hours.
I will update you if and when it is enabled in the promised time.