BlueGiraffe, at least you had the common decency to come out and man up and say what you did.I wouldn't worry about my account if I were you. Just get a new one.Liston admitted to keeping his customer's addresses and threatened to give my info to LE after shipping a quantity of coke to me. I reported it to the Mods here and they helped me get in touch with admin on SR. He was banned and I was assured that he would never be back unless he could hide his identity....three days later, he was back with the exact same profile, same PGP, same products, but added "ishere" to his name and became "listonishere".I was assured that he would never be back unless he could hide the fact that it was him. He admitted to keeping addresses and his threats were in our messages.He did all this because he sent a package that I ordered from the US and he sent it from the UK. I didn't get it and filed a dispute. I won after 10 days because he gave up and gave me a 100 percent refund, but only because I quoted what a mod told me on here regarding his threats and listed quite a few violations of the seller's agreement that he signed up for. I told him that I got a seizure letter a couple weeks later and he called me a liar. After that, he simply threatened me through tormail for a few weeks until I told him that the box wasn't in my name and it would never be visited again so he could send all the shit he could afford and maybe some lucky sorter or PO employee could party for a few months on his dime.So, based on how SR handled the liston aka listonishere situation. I would think you would get a medal and not banned, since you were straight up and made a fuck up and admitted to it.So SR would probably prefer that you send messages and threaten to narc out all your customers after sending them illegal shit, get banned, then come back as "BlueGiraffeishere".I encourage everyone to get a person you know, tell them that you owe the PO money for a box that they found was not paid for a year and now you can't open a box or some other bullshit story about why you can't open one. Tell them you have a warrant and can't show your ID because they cross reference it and would have you arrested. Buy a bum a bag of liquor...however you need to get it done, and just have a new one every three months. It costs a few bucks more, but I sleep better at night. They can't get in trouble. I just tell them if anyone, including LE, ever asks them about it, just tell them they opened it and had both keys on a separate ring and lost them and they wrote a letter to the PO and never heard back about the situation.Also, never get a year, or six months, if you have one like mine, they do 6 month leases but you can get a 50 percent refund after 3 months, show that to a stranger or friend and they may do it just to get an extra 30 bucks. Just bounce from one PO to another and keep your orders to a minimum. For some reason, it seems like every PO has different rates. Do one from Mailboxes etc., the UPS store, or some local businesses. You can even go to a cheap motel, pay for 3 or 4 days, tell them your wife kicked you out and ask if it is ok if your family mails you some personal stuff like copies of family photos, home videos, legal papers, bronzed baby shoes and so on, since your whore wife will just throw it away out of spite. Many men and women will not only understand, but sympathize with you. Leave, tell them you made up and are moving back in, then come back in a month with the same story. Tell them you will hook them up with a tip for helping you out. I even have ordered legit stuff for the first delivery to the hotel, just had a friend send an envelope with a die-cast car in it and immediately opened it in front of the clerk, handed him 20 bucks and told him it was not even worth the postage, but was from my grandfather right before he died when I was 12. I have 40+ orders and never had more than 5 arrive at any given location, never in my name, and never picked it up myself, except for the hotel ones. It seems like a huge hassle and expense, but facing a trial for a drug conspiracy and misusing the postal service to send illegal substances is more of a hassle and expense, at least I would think.I am joking about what you should do, but the liston deal was discussed on here, then he was banned and I am disheartened that SR would have taken his money and let a snitch return even though they were told and knew it. I think Libertas and Scout were taken back as well. I know Libertas assured me, in good faith, I am sure, that he would not be back unless he could hide who he was...too bad he isn't a silk road Admin because I don't think he can be bought off like that. But hey, I only had to burn a hundred dollar plus PO Box that wasn't even in my name after I just renewed it. The Bitch of it is that I couldn't get a refund, because I got it under a fake name. Even funnier, a family member at the PO let me open the box under a Narcotics Officer's name and home address. Would have been great to see how that played out. I just went and wiped the outside of the box with a rag and rubbing alcohol, just in case the joke was not well-received. Guess the joke was on me, liston, or maybe you since you lost your deposit and had to buy a new account. Keep dancing you queer ass snitch. Ok, mate!But as for you BlueGiraffe, way to man up. You made a mistake. I remember one time I made a mistake...it's ok. Everybody gets one.